watching the void smoke

call me ravyn (or rav). twenty-nine. he/they. screaming about old video games here. random musings and dumping grounds.

[shizuart]

[ravyncursing]

new year, new problems

i hate asking for help, but i'm on the struggle bus rn. long story short, revenue at my job has been low and as such, has cut almost all my hours. i have a couple bills coming up that will likely take me to overdraft and i'll be honest, it terrifies me. so, i'm asking for a little help if anyone has anything to spare. even just a reblog helps.

it's been a stressful couple of years, and i'm looking for a job that will hopefully stick. but for now, i'm struggling and i hate feeling panicked every morning.

i'm leaving a link to my ko-fi if you are able to help out!

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[ravyncursing]

well, i'm bringing this back because lol. my shitty ass job let me go today for the dumbest reason. i was hoping to have had something on deck by now, but so far i've gotten no bites. i know asking for help is a lot, and please do not donate if you can't. sharing helps, because with the meager paychecks i've been getting for the past month, this is just the cherry on top.

[ravyncursing]

i was bornt today.

and you know, despite all the shit i have going on, i feel like this will be the most fun one in awhile. i don’t try to make a big deal, as i grew up with my birthday being glazed over (thanks, cash grab holiday), and simply getting older birthdays simply became something i would ignore.

but, i think with everything going on recently, and getting to hang out with my best friends more, i don’t feel that crushing feeling as much today.

getting to do something fun with my besties is gonna be a great way to spend my day. dipping my toes into actual savage prog and going back into eureka after a month long break. yeah…. it’ll be a good day.

[ravyncursing]

new year, new problems

i hate asking for help, but i'm on the struggle bus rn. long story short, revenue at my job has been low and as such, has cut almost all my hours. i have a couple bills coming up that will likely take me to overdraft and i'll be honest, it terrifies me. so, i'm asking for a little help if anyone has anything to spare. even just a reblog helps.

it's been a stressful couple of years, and i'm looking for a job that will hopefully stick. but for now, i'm struggling and i hate feeling panicked every morning.

i'm leaving a link to my ko-fi if you are able to help out!

Buy rav ! a Coffee. ko-fi.com/abirb

Become a supporter of rav ! today! ❤️ Ko-fi lets you support the creators you love with no fees on donations.

[ravyncursing]

reblogging this because ya boy is still so close to being in the hole.

it's my birthday month, along with my anni and i have to spend both in a hospital. (dw, i'm fine. my spouse has been having a lot of health problems that have unfortunately come to a head)

i'm also under the impression that as soon as my job hires more in my position, i'll be let go (mostly due to the fact that the problems they are creating could be solved with simply telling me, instead of leaving me passive aggressive notes)

again, anyone who has reblogged or donated, i appreciate you so much. i hate asking for help but you know.... sometimes it's gotta happen and setting aside my pride for a time.

[zero1qn2]

safe and sound

[imhereonthekitchenfloor]

Which season has the worst weather?

spring (cold -> warm. rain. mud. nature coming to life. flowers blooming.)

summer (hot. thunderstorms. bright. bugs and nature thriving)

fall (warm-> cool. rain. colorful. nature going to sleep. leaves EVERYWHERE)

winter (cold. snow, slush, and ice. dark. quiet. monotone.)

Voting ended onFeb 4, 2024

[ravyncursing]

begging my brain to stop being so anxious at night. i don't know what it is lately (other than the stress, and the usual). but i can usually.... push through it.

i jokingly told my spouse i might be going through a midlife crisis and well.... i don't think it's that far from the truth.

brain is just full of soup lately and i don't really know how to shake it.

[ravyncursing]

new year, new problems

i hate asking for help, but i'm on the struggle bus rn. long story short, revenue at my job has been low and as such, has cut almost all my hours. i have a couple bills coming up that will likely take me to overdraft and i'll be honest, it terrifies me. so, i'm asking for a little help if anyone has anything to spare. even just a reblog helps.

it's been a stressful couple of years, and i'm looking for a job that will hopefully stick. but for now, i'm struggling and i hate feeling panicked every morning.

i'm leaving a link to my ko-fi if you are able to help out!

Buy rav ! a Coffee. ko-fi.com/abirb

Become a supporter of rav ! today! ❤️ Ko-fi lets you support the creators you love with no fees on donations.

[ravyncursing]

job informed me that it's going to be at least another month before they think they'll be back to normal hours. and i'm getting to the point where my savings are really taking the hit, especially after taking sirius to the vet on an emergency basis.

my car payment is coming up and i need at least $150 to cover what i had to spend on my pup. he's worth it, but mans can't help but stress me out.

i really do hate asking for help but i'm like.... trying my best and right now my best seems to be sub-par.

[ravyncursing]

sorry for putting this up again but i got two job denials today and still have the lowest amount of hours i've ever worked. spoke to someone who has worked at this place for over 10 years and they've never seen it this bad.

anyways, thank you to anyone reblogging or donating. i super appreciate it!! i'm really at a loss right now.

[ravyncursing]

tonight is an high anxiety night so might as well use this energy to put levels into the alt i’ve been wanting to play on but forget the second i log on.

artemy burakh my beloved catman

[ravyncursing]

got ten levels on whm, got a gross dps who thought he was helping me heal (he was not) in a lvl 42 dungeon (stone vigil) without a job stone. (arcanist lvl 42).

anyways, here's the catman. he's very handsome and i think he would give the best hugs.

[ravyncursing]

tonight is an high anxiety night so might as well use this energy to put levels into the alt i’ve been wanting to play on but forget the second i log on.

artemy burakh my beloved catman

[puppyboypatrick]

online friends are like. i would trust you with my life. i have never seen your knees

[ravyncursing]

new year, new problems

i hate asking for help, but i'm on the struggle bus rn. long story short, revenue at my job has been low and as such, has cut almost all my hours. i have a couple bills coming up that will likely take me to overdraft and i'll be honest, it terrifies me. so, i'm asking for a little help if anyone has anything to spare. even just a reblog helps.

it's been a stressful couple of years, and i'm looking for a job that will hopefully stick. but for now, i'm struggling and i hate feeling panicked every morning.

i'm leaving a link to my ko-fi if you are able to help out!

Buy rav ! a Coffee. ko-fi.com/abirb

Become a supporter of rav ! today! ❤️ Ko-fi lets you support the creators you love with no fees on donations.

[ravyncursing]

job informed me that it's going to be at least another month before they think they'll be back to normal hours. and i'm getting to the point where my savings are really taking the hit, especially after taking sirius to the vet on an emergency basis.

my car payment is coming up and i need at least $150 to cover what i had to spend on my pup. he's worth it, but mans can't help but stress me out.

i really do hate asking for help but i'm like.... trying my best and right now my best seems to be sub-par.

[lillialuna]

hello pathologic fans

[6666666666666666699999999999999]

*tamp tamp*

ah i see youve noticed me tamping down the soft earth

[ogseitai]

i respectfully request that we bring this meme back because i think it came before its time. we werent ready in 2013. i think were ready now

[proteus-no]

Happy 10 years of tamping down the soft earth!

[ravyncursing]

here is he... the gremlin who haunts my mind.....

i fanta'd him for the patch but...... actually...... he might be staying like this oops.

[wol-questions]

What age is your WoL, if they know it? Will they outlive their loved ones?

[ravyncursing]

zeph stopped counting centuries ago, but to put it into perspective, he’s as old as meteion and was created in elpis.

he’s outlived many loved ones and he’s tried not to grow close. but this era proved difficult when he ran into the Atlas crew and the shard of his first love.

[ravyncursing]

new year, new problems

i hate asking for help, but i'm on the struggle bus rn. long story short, revenue at my job has been low and as such, has cut almost all my hours. i have a couple bills coming up that will likely take me to overdraft and i'll be honest, it terrifies me. so, i'm asking for a little help if anyone has anything to spare. even just a reblog helps.

it's been a stressful couple of years, and i'm looking for a job that will hopefully stick. but for now, i'm struggling and i hate feeling panicked every morning.

i'm leaving a link to my ko-fi if you are able to help out!

Buy rav ! a Coffee. ko-fi.com/abirb

Become a supporter of rav ! today! ❤️ Ko-fi lets you support the creators you love with no fees on donations.