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Disclaimer, because I've seen this on social media: I won't dare to say that I'm a good enough/popular enough writer for this to ever matter, but if I ever find out one of my readers put my fic into AI, I'm going to lose my shit. That shit is so disrespectful to actual writers. If you desperately want alternative endings/scenes of a fic you love go into the writers inbox!

You do not have my permission to feed my fic into AI!

#by me #fanfiction #fanfic #writing #ai #ai is theft #also if you use ai to create fic you're not an actual writer and this is a hill i will die on #oh and using ai to 'create' stuff also doesn't make you a creator it makes you a thief #stop feeding ai ESPECIALLY WITH STUFF YOU DO NOT OWN #important

aslongasitsblack

anytime ilya tries to peacock for shane by doing like one handed pushups or pull ups on some random infrastructure it only works for a few minutes before shane is itching to go OKAY MY TURN NOW

#hollanov #heated rivalry

penandinkprincess

laughing about the idea of shane who has a vasovagal response to needles because i know in my heart that he would believe in his ability to beat it

he would believe so hard

HE is the master of this situation, and he can BEAT IT

he is MIND OVER MATTERING

he is FOCUSED

he is DETERMINED

he is PASSING OUT IN THE PARKING LOT

penandinkprincess

shane comes to, sees The Face and just immediately slides the towel on his head down to cover his eyes

penandinkprincess

making this worse is that they have lunch plans with shane's parents, which is one of the reasons shane decided to try and out-willpower biology in the first place so they could get through as soon as possible

and now they're going to be late AND shane now has to convince ilya to not get him in trouble

"you canNOT tell my mom"

"i am going to tell your mother"

"do NOT"

"i am telling her as soon as we get there"

"you tell her, and I'm not fucking you for a WEEK"

"oh, so you are still telling lies?"

penandinkprincess

also extremely funny to imagine ilya's journey in this situation emotions-wise as well

man went from "okay, all done with boring medical stuff. now to have a nice lunch with my in-laws. :)" only to have shane grab him, go fucking DEATHLY pale, and then DROP

and ilya is naturally freaking tf out until a nurse very calmly lets him know everything is okay, this is very common, does his husband have a history of fainting with needles and/or bloodwork-

which means ilya's OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK immediately becomes "oh you motherfucker" as he waits for his husband to rouse enough to get fucking ROASTED

#heated rivalry #funny tag #hollanov

ijlii

👎👎👎👎

#project hail mary #fanart #phm fanart

ilyasmole

shane + subspace (heated rivalry 1.01 & 1.02) inspired by this post by @lizzylolz

#heated rivalry #hollanov

babyjanedough

Already know I wanna send this to people on June 1

isuckattechnology

Audio:

Erika, referencing ebenezer scrooge: You, boy! What day is it?!

Brennan, as a young boy: It's Pride, bitch!

#dropout #it's pride bitch!#pride #funny tag

handsywoman

strangers to colleagues to friends to soulmates <3

#hollanov #heated rivalry #hudson williams #connor storrie

thegreatyin

"how can m/f ships be good-" first of all through the power of bisexuality anything is possible so write that down. second of all if we start othering ships based on gender and nothing else we're no better than the opposition. third of all you need to watch more addams family

theincorrectpitt

Whitaker: Is there a word that’s a mix between sad and mad? Mel: Malcontented, disgruntled, miserable, desolate. Santos: Smad.

#the pitt #funny tag

night-the-starfish

Disable your ad blocker? For him?, gouache on paper.

#art #fish?#fish

gremlinservant

Just vaccinated three kids and got kicked thank GOD I am selling them today

Edit:

THIS IS A POST ABOUT GOATS!!

#funny tag #animals #goats

free-and-to-none-accountable

It used to be cold. There used to be all these bugs.

free-and-to-none-accountable

Maybe he understood for the first time that to the boy he was himself an alien. A being from a planet that no longer existed. The tales of which were suspect. He could not construct for the child’s pleasure the world he’d lost without constructing the loss as well and he thought perhaps the child has known this better than he.

dappercyborg

The grass used to be green in the summer not brown

middleearthorcseeksspaceorc

In autumn, puddles would freeze overnight, and give the sharpest, sweetest snap when you stepped on them. All gone by late morning, but reappearing the next day with sharp crinkles and chimes.

#climate #climate change

rainbow-femme

Ok but Ilya not realizing until much later that he hurt Shane with things he’d done in the past

One day it randomly comes up as Ilya says something about a time he acted like a dick and Shane is just like “Eh it’s ok, looking back I understand now that you were in a ‘I’m going to hurt you before you can hurt me’ mindset and that’s why you acted like that.”

And Ilya is staring at him and Shane asks what’s wrong and Ilya goes “I hurt you?” And Shane’s just like well yeah but it was forever ago don’t worry about it. But Ilya is worrying about it because back when he’d done the various hurtful things he’d been in downward spirals where he was convinced he didn’t have the ability to hurt Shane because he didn’t matter enough to Shane to hurt him, so he didn’t think the way he acted had any negative effects. And now he’s turning pale and his eyes are getting big as he’s realizing that oh god when he did those things he hurt his favorite person and he hadn’t even realized it

He makes Shane tell him the different times it happened and Shane doesn’t really want to because clearly this is just going to upset Ilya more, but hiding it or lying is probably also going to make things worse in the long run so it’s better to get it out now. So he mentions Ilya ghosting him after they had sex, and then how Ilya acted in Sochi, and that whole night in Vegas, and “I like you… Not as a person, obviously”

And the whole time Ilya is silently nodding and looking like he wants to throw up because no no no those weren’t supposed to be things that hurt Shane, those were supposed to be things that bounced off Shane without affecting him because they were only ever meant to hurt or protect himself, Shane was never supposed to have been hurt by those and fuck how did he not see in the moment the way that he was actively hurting Shane by doing that

And now it’s even worse because Shane won’t even be mad at him about it, he keeps insisting on being understanding and not upset and trying to make Ilya feel better when in fact Ilya is the worst most awful person in the world who should be punished for eternity for making 22 year old floppy haired baby Shane SAD like some kind of MONSTER

The next Galina session Shane is also there with Ilya who has his head in his hands and Shane is just like ok so we may have accidentally stepped on a landmine the other night-

#ilya rozanov #shane hollander #hollanov #heated rivalry

mythmagicetc

eddie figures out his feelings post-texas and then he's talking to hen about it and he's like "well i can't make a move Now. i'm his landlord. that's like an abuse of power or something right?"

and she's like "eddie you two sleep in the Same Bed"

mythmagicetc

eddie, later: buck do you consider me your landlord? in like a power dynamic way?

buck, with pupils the size of a small country: mmmh. do you want me to?

#lmao #buddie #911 abc