sometimes i feel like i’ll never be worth anything bc of my cocsa trauma.
sometimes i feel like i’ll never be worth anything bc my bpd makes me act out at times and causes people to be upset with me.
sometimes i feel like i’ll never be worth anything bc of the men who took advantage and harassed me.
but i keep telling myself that i’m not a bad person and i’m trying and i’ve got good intentions and despite the shit that’s happened - it don’t change who i am and i’m more than just a body. i’m a good loving person.
but i can admit some nights it’s just too hard to believe that so i fight through it. recovery isn’t really a one way road, it’s a crazy journey but i’m getting better and that’s what means somethings to me.


















