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★ Outer Banks - Rafe ★

Preview : Past Memories, kissing, use of other characters, parents, lengthy, no smut, use of y/n, teenagers, possible grammar mistakes, lmk if I missed any!

Summary: You were friends with the Cameron’s when you were much younger. How is it seeing them again after so long? How about recreating memories.

Your parents took it upon themselves to surprise their Hurting daughter to a trip to the Outer Banks. You hadn’t been there in years. You remembered your friend Sarah. You and her were much younger and used to go to the beach and collect seashells and make cute bracelets. You remembered Rafe and Topper. Rafe was your first kiss it was a gross little kid peck on the lips you didn’t even count it as your first kiss. You were excited to see them again since it had been years and you were teenagers now.

You pulled up to your vacation home and you went inside found your room and threw yourself on the bed. You grabbed your pillow and fell asleep instantly.

“Y/n!!” your mom shouted

“Yess??” you responded

Of course she never replied. You’d usually go to her if she called you but you were super tired so you rested your head on the pillow again and thought if it was that urgent she would come to you.

“Y/n!”

You groaned, this time frightened as you were just a few seconds into sleeping again.

You basically flung yourself off the bed so you’d have the energy to get up. You went to her room and she was already unpacking her and your father’s suitcase.

“Go take a shower we’re going over to the Cameron’s,” she said not once taking her eyes off the clothing. 

“Why are you guys in a rush we just got here? you said yawning.

“Y/n they’re expecting us please.”

You dragged your feet to the bathroom and took a shower. You felt a lot better after the shower as usual.

You put on jeans, a tight fitted shirt and converse. Kind of going for a Johnny Knoxville vibe.

You debated changing into a dress or shorts or leggings but You didn’t bother and you looked good and you had a whole two weeks to show off your outfits. 

The ride over wasn’t that far and you grew slightly nervous pulling into the Cameron house. You used your tactics to calm yourself down which worked for the time being.

You and your parents walked inside smiles on your faces greeting everyone.

Ward and Rose hugged you and seemed in awe of how big you’d gotten. Ward placed a kiss on your check. Rose let you know that their house is yours any time.

You and Sarah did a little tiptoey run to each other and hugged. 

Ward laughed. “I remember the girls would go to the beach every day and they would always want ice cream after,” he said reminiscing.

All the other adults nodded and smiled in agreement.

“And Rafe that boy..” he continued

“He is supposed to be here I have no idea where he is,” he said shaking his head.

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“Come on, let’s leave them to their adult talking,” Sarah said grabbing your hand leading you up the stairs.

You walked into a room and complimented how earthy and vibey her room was. 

“Do you still have those bracelets we used to make,”you said curiously.

“Well umm..” Sarah said looking up. 

“Okay fine I lost them but I wish I had them..so much memories”

“Hahah me too, now I don’t feel so bad, you replied.”

This made you two laugh hard.

“ You know we should’ve sold them,” Sarah said.

“Ohh yeah for sure, all the other kids always wanted them,” you said smiling.

“That would’ve been a killer job oh my gosh,” you continued.

“We would have had RACKS ON RACKS ON RACKS ON RACKS,” she said imitating the TikTok sound.

“HELL yeahh,” you said changing your voice and laughing.

“Hey do you wanna take a walk while we wait on dinner,” Sarah said eyes wide.

“Of course,” you agreed.

“First..” she said pausing. “Would to like to put on one of my dresses? You’d be so much comfier.

-

You two began your walk, now wearing one of Sarah’s dresses.

“Where’s Rafe?” you said.

“I don’t know, probably being an asshole with his asshole friends.”

“Hm.. you two don’t get along,” you said wanted to hear more.

“Don’t get along is an understatement,” she huffed.

You couldn’t believe it, you figured it was just a sibling thing. Although you had no say you haven’t been in touch with either of them for years.

“He’s fucking deranged y/n, I’m telling you.”

“And can we change the conversation?”

“Yea,” you nodded.

-

You guys were called back to the house to have dinner you ate and everyone talked, caught up and Rafe still didn’t show.

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“Y/n I’m really sorry but I gotta go hang out with my boyfriend Topper,it can’t wait..sorry again, but we’ll definitely hang out,” she said waiting for a response before she hugged you.

“Oh yea go I understand,” you said as she squeezed you before you even finished your sentence.

“Feel free to hang out in my room Ok,” she said waving you off.

You didn’t even know where your parents and Sarah’s parents had gone, it was a big house they could have been anywhere. You took being alone to look at the gorgeous interior of the house and you ran your hands on the furniture, you thought they must cost a fortune. You went up to Sarah’s room and sat on the floor looking for something to watch.

“RrrrrrRHMmm Rrrhmrrrrrm”

You heard a bike revving, you liked bikes so you just paused and listened, it sounded close. Then you went back to scavenging the TV.

You jumped when you heard someone banging on Sarah room door.

“SARAHH! SARAHH!”

It didn’t sound like Ward and it definitely wasn’t Rose.

“SARAH WTF MAN!” he said as he continued banging on the door.

You were just about to reply when they forced the door open.

It was Rafe? woah it was Rafe and damn he was fine.

“Holy fucking moly.” you thought to yourself.

“Uhh..” he said rubbing his forehead.

“Sorry about that, I thought Sarah was in here.”

“That’s fine,” you said laughing.

“How bad did you need her damn,” you said smiling.

He didn’t reply. You stood up.

“Do you remember me?” you said.

“Oh crap y/n right?” he said.

“Yes that’s me”

“Alright well bye..see you around.” he said preparing to turn from the door frame.

You groaned in your head. It barely seemed as if he wanted to have a conversation with you. So lame. You thought he was kind of unfriendly. BUT you brushed your judgmental thoughts aside.

“Where are you going?” you said.

“Why you tryna get out of here?,” he replied smiling a little.

“I mean why not?” you said shrugging your shoulder.

“Come on,” he said taking your hand.

He took you to his room door and told you to wait a second. He came out with a helmet and you assumed it was for you. It was.

“This is you,” he said handing you the helmet.

“Cool,” you replied taking it.

You texted your mom to let her know that you were leaving. You followed him to the front of the yard where the bike was parked. You watched him get on the bike and adjust his helmet.

“Come here,” he said using his hand to call you over.

You walked over standing in front of him, he took the helmet from you, and gave you a sign to bend your knees a little so he could place the helmet on your head. You hopped on to the back. As much as you loved bikes you had never been on one.

You held on to him. The wind was cool and your dress danced. He sped up every now and then. The way the bike swaying and the sounds it made and the scenery, you were so present.

“Where ya takin me Rafe,” you said smiling big.

“Somewhere nice baby,” he said turning his head to see you.

You laughed and held unto him closer. You and Rafe came to a dead end. The place was trashed out with graffiti, garbage and junk cars. You got off the bike and you were super confused. Rafe had the goofiest smirk on his face.

“C’mere,” he said now laughing.

“Rafe what is going on?”

He didnt reply. He held out his hand for you to grab and he led you into a tunnel, you had completely missed it, it was covered with bushes.

“I didn’t notice the tunnel,” you said.

“Good,” he said pulling you through the tunnel.

There was a light laminating at the end. It wasn’t a long walk. You were both now at the end of the tunnel and there was the water crashing on the rocks and the sun looked so beautiful. It was an isolated area on a beach, boarded by large rocks.

“Woww,” you said nudging his arm.

“It’s nice here,” you looked around.

Rafe looked at you like he was waiting for some kind or expression or statement.

“You don’t remember,” he said almost embarrassed.

You gave him a confused expression.

“What?” you thought you had missed something cause that was random of him to say.

“This place,” he responded turning from you, looking at the water, his hands now in his pocket.

You stopped and tried to recall an experience or some feeling in reminiscence of the place.

You stood there trying to work your brain, you hated how you couldn’t remember.

“It’s fine,” he said now facing you.

And that’s when it hit you, your first kiss with Rafe, at this place. You guys had found it..together.

You smacked your head, “oh my gosh I remember now.” “Shit.”

You looked at the water and giggled then back at Rafe and shyed your actions.

“That’s so cool, aw” you said placing your hand on your chest.

At this time you had so many questions.

-

“Kiss me,” Rafe said.

It’s all you were thinking about it didn’t even surprise you. You walked closer to him, tip toed, you held his face in your hands.

He looked like a poor thing.

You looked into his eyes and caressed his face with your thumb. He pulled you closer. Lips close. You kissed him, you didn’t move you both stayed like that as if it were a breathing competition. Your smile broke the kiss and he grabbed your chin kissing you again this time followed by more subtle kisses.

You stopped kissing and Rafe spun you around, now you stood leaning up against him with his arms over your shoulders and you holding them in place.

Both looking at the water.

He kissed the back of your head and said “Told you it’d be nice.”

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☐ JOEL MILLER X FEM Reader ☐

During Outbreak.

Warnings : adult language, smut, possible grammar errors, dominance, sub, use of y/n, name calling, just sluttiness,

Let me know if I missed any.

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Summary : Joel is not in Wyoming for long, so you take care of him before he leaves.

You had been in Jackson Wyoming for a few weeks now and you planned on keeping it that way. You never stayed in one place for too long, Paranoia and anxiety kept you that way. And it worked out. In exchange for paranoia and anxiety you got to make your way through this hell of a world even if it was barely. Your ways and methods had kept you going. Even if they weren’t the most logical and irrational. You “lucked” out every time.

When you were first found by Maria and her team you thought that going back with them was going to be like imprisonment or captivity almost. Not a lot of people were genuine. But It was a community and you were occupied and you decided to just take the opportunity, the sign, After all everything happens for a reason. You thought why put yourself through the pain and the trouble of your arrogance. You decided not to be stubborn and to follow your gut, to stay there. But you knew if you had to be alone again you could do it so you enjoyed what you had but you still held onto that part of you. Of course. 

You had a job there, your own little shop. You proved to be really good with your hands. So, you carved things, pottery here and there, did some stuff with clothes, you made drinking bottles, baskets, knit bags, a little wood work.

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“Heyyyy” she said shyly as she walked in.

“Hi Hayley,” you said laughing.

“Did you break your basket again?” you raised your eyebrow.

“Uhh yeah”

Hayley was one of your usuals; she was almost a teenager and super sweet.

“That’s okay,” you said giving her it’s no problem face.

You focused; working on the basket, this time tightening the material so it could last her.

You both looked up at the same time when you heard some commotion outside. And shared confused looks with one another.

“Ohhh wait that’s Tommy’s brother,” she nodded her head as she remembered.

“How do you know?” you said lightly furrowing your eyebrows.

“I’ve heard rumors.” she said blankly like she zoned out.

“Anyways I have to be home soon are you almost done?” she said facing you.

“Oh yeah just a sec..”

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Later in the Day.

Tommy and Joel conversation.

"Eh Joel you should probably get that Jacket fixed up huh," Tommy said pointing and grinning.

Joel looked down at his green denim torn up jacket. It came in handy, it was extra protection. Having layers were good if your everyday life was anything like Joel's.

Come on there's a little shop around here," Tommy said patting Joel's back.

"Real nice girl, y/n, she'll fix you up real good," he said confidently.

Tommy exhaled "Alright we're here, I'm gonna go help Maria with some chores,"he said waving and walking away.

Joel opened the door to your shop and the door chimed.

"Hey is Y/n here?" he knocked on the wall.

"Hi," you said Popping up from the counter. You had been on the floor rearranging some stuff.

"My brother Tommy said you could help me with my jacket." Joel said in a deep tired voice.

"Yes of course I can, anything" you said trying to hide your smile.

You were already a slut for this man and just heard his voice. Not to mention his figure and the way he stood, they way he looked rough, the way he looked like he could use some taking care of.

"What can I do for you and your jacket?" you said finally smiling.

You hoped he said "you can let me use you and fuck you sweetheart, then fix my jacket"

But that was impossible, you had just met the man. But you knew you'd get your way with him.

You examined the jacket.

“Okay so I could do it now or I could wash and retouch it and have it to you by tomorrow morning if that’s okay.”

Joel looked at you.

“It’ll be a lot better if you wait I promise, you said breaking the silence.”

He nodded.

“Okay thank you.” he said

He was being extraordinarily difficult but you figured it was just his character and he looked like he’d been through a shit load of hell.

“I didn’t get your name,” you said trying to keep a conversation.

“Joel,” he said forcing a little polite smile

“You should stick around if you’d like, I’d enjoy the company,” you said plainly.

You look at seat on the couch and eyed him waiting for him to sit next to you. He sat.

“So will you be staying here, I saw you come in earlier with the team,” you said laying your head in your hand against the couch.

Joel cleared his throat.

“Not long, might leave tomorrow” he said getting more comfortable on the couch.

“Oh come on, you look like you could use the break, and I have it you reunited with Tommy..”

You grabbed his hand, and held it in your lap.

“Are you in rush?” you said battering your eyes.

“A little,” he sighed.

“Well let me take care of you before you go.” you said climbing on his lap.

You put your hands on his shoulders and carried them down to his wrists. Trying to untense him.

“Relax Joel,” you said massaging his shoulders.

He began to relax. You put took his hands and placed them on your hips.

You cupped his face and kissed him, playing with the back of his hair as you did. You felt his hands on your hips tighten. His mustache scratched your face each time you connected your lips but that was the least. You could taste the hunger in his lips and you felt for him.

You reach your hands down and unzipped his pants, grabbing his cock from his underwear. Still on top of him stroking his hardened cock, looking him in the eyes.

You moaned and kissed him. You pulled away from the kiss, and Joel greedily grabbed your face rushing back into an intense kiss.

You smiled through the kiss still stroking his cock.

“Cum for me Joel,” you said biting your lip.

You spat on his cock lubricating it.

Joel grunted, holding back his moans.

“Joel I want to hear you, Do I make you feel good Joel?”

“oouh y-yes babygirl”

You looked down at the white gooey mess Joel made in your hands.

Joel threw his head back unto the couch.

You smiled at what you accomplished.

You got up and stood in front of him removing your clothes as he watched you. You wiggled as you removed your skirt, And jiggled your cute ass removing your top.

You got back on top of Joel and he squeezed your boob and ran his hands on your naked body that goosebumps started the form on.

“Your so goddamn sexy baby,”he whispering into your neck.

“Mmhm,” you replied.

Feeling his warm breathe on your neck made you feel so enchanted.

He put soft kisses all over your chest and kissed you like he meant it.

“Joel..please put your cock inside me,” you said submissively.

“Anything for your sweetheart,” he adjusted himself on the couch and took his cock in his hands.

“Now you let me know if you can’t take it anymore alright,” he said waiting for a response.

You nodded.

He put himself inside you and you began easing onto his cock. You moaned as you went further and started bouncing on his cock when you got used to it. His cock against your walls was something unprepared for his cock was so fitting.

“Mmmm Joel you feel so goood,” you said playing with your boobs.

He held onto to helping guide you on his now wet throbbing cock.

“Fuck babyyy” he buried his head in your chest.

He flipped you onto the couch and hovered over you, Looking into your eyes. You opened your legs wide eager for him to insert himself back into you, and he did so”

“Couldn’t wait to have me inside you again huh,” he grinned

“yesss Joel my pussy was crying to have you inside me,” you said

His cock slide in and out of you at the perfect pace, rubbing on that G spot every time.

“Joel go faster,” you begged.

“How do you ask for that sweetgirl” he said sternly.

“Please Joel go faster im gonna cum,” you pleaded.

Joel began making faster steady thrusts into you. He felt your walls tighten against his cock, and you felt his cock twitching inside you.

“Ooou fuck I’m coming,” you said Squirming.

Your body began retracting from Joel’s cock, because the pleasure was so good, you couldn’t take it.

Joel held you back in place. Hums and moans left your mouth didn’t even make sense at this point.

“Where you you want it darling? I’m coming”

“All- all”

“Use your words baby, c’mon”

“All over my tummy pleaseee,” you got out.

Joel pulled out and his warm white sticky cum squirreled all over your tummy.

At the same time you squirted and came all over the couch.

“Let me clean you up baby,” he kneeled down.

Facing your sore wet cunt.

“You look so sweet baby,” he started eating at your folds. And licking at your ass where your juices had flowed down to.

“Mmmm,” you squeezed your legs in pleasure.

“Mm mm,” Joel said shaking his head and opening your legs wide.

He slipped his finger into your tight pussy and licked and circled your clit with his tongue.

You lifted your body of the couch as Joel unexpectedly slipped a second finger in.

He held your body down of course.

“Please make me come Joel..please”

“I want to cum all over your fingers”

“Don’t worry darlin’ he said mouth stuffed.

He slipped his tongue in slide you and rubbed on your clit with his thumb intensely.

“I’m coming!,” you screamed.

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— Erica Jong, from “Bitter Herb”, “Becoming Light: Poems New and Selected”

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๐ JOEL MILLER x Fem Reader ๐

Pre - Outbreak

Warnings : adult language, smut, possible grammar errors, dominance, teasing, use of y/n

Pls let me know if I missed any!

Summary : Joel needs to de-stress and you help him.

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You heard a weak knock at your door and you knew who it was. Joel. You knew it was him coming over cause he had a rough day just like every other time. It bothered you a bit that Joel only came over for such purpose but you never said anything. You always made up excuses as why Joel seemed to never want anything “serious” and you just respected it.

“Y/N!”

“Yeah Joel I’m coming” you yelled harshly

You opened the door to grumpy Joel

“Joel you scared me jeez, don’t be so loud”

He didn’t respond to you just made his way in and plopped down on your sofa.

“Can you get me a beer sweetgirl,” he said

You rolled your eyes and went to get Joel a cold one from the fridge. You handed it to him and sat yourself next to him.

It was silent.

“So..” you said. “I’m guessing you had a bad day”

“Ofc I did,” Joel replied surprisingly calmly

“Come here baby girl”

You scooted closer to him and rested your head on his shoulder and rubbed his chest with your hands. He cupped your ass cheek with one of his big rough hands and sipped on his beer in the other.

You had always liked his touch. His broad rough working man hands made you tingle.

“Get on topa me baby”

You did as you were told and faced him and began to move around a little to tease him. You knew what you could do to him and you used it to both of your advantages.

“Keep acting like that and I’m gonna fuck you so fucking good baby”

Smiling at his words you began to grind even more on him. You weren’t even trying to tease him at this point. You actively just grinded on him and to no suprise felt him harden against your pussy.

He grabbed you by the throat, and picked you up and made out with you while he walked you to your bedroom. His lips soft but desperate and greedy, you could tell that he wanted it badly. You couldn’t even keep up with him eating your face at this point.

“Mm Fuck baby I need you,” he said moaning through the make out.

“Use me Joel I want you to use me,” you manage to get out being breathless from the make-out.

He placed you in the center on the bed and stripped in front of you. Starting with his shirt revealing his toned dad bod. Then unbuckling his belt..almost throwing it on the floor but catching It before it fell. He took this belt and tied your hands to the head board instead. You looked at him innocently not knowing what he was doing because it was unlike what you have done before. But you let him take control.

“Your gonna get used tonight and your gonna be a good girl for me with your hands tied up.

You nodded.

“See this..” he said with his cock in his hands. “Your gonna take this in your mouth and your gonna make daddy feel good..Yea?

“Yes daddy” you replied

He got in-front of you waiting for you to take him in your mouth. Sometimes you got lost in your mind thinking about how big he was. So you just stared at his throbbing cock.

“Heyy!” he said grabbing your face and shaking it.

You took his tip into your mouth immediately. Licking the pre-cum and moving your tongue around it gently. You widened your mouth and took more of him while bobbling your head back and forth and occasionally just focusing on the tip.

“Atta girlll” he groaned leaning his head back

“I love it when you make daddy feel so good”

You felt him twitching in your mouth and knew he was going to cum soon so you picked up the pace. Your mouth hurt and there was drool and spit dripping down your chin. You chocked which made tears fall from your eyes.

“Come on baby your doing so good” he said

“Make me come baby make me come” groaning through his words and his raspy tone

He grabbed your hair and fucked you face until he finished.

“Uhhh yeah baby mhm!” “I love your pretty fucking mouth.”

He pulled out, and you were a sloppy mess. Eyes teary, hair messy, wetness coming from every opening on your face that someone managed to reach your bust.

He wiped your face with his shirt he took off, and freed your hands.

“Thank you baby” he sighed

He kissed you softly. It was long and you didn’t want to stop. Everything about it just lightened some thing up in you. Your foreheads and nose touching, the way his hands felt on your face..it was just something you never got used to.

He pulled away and you moaned softly.

“I gotta go,” he said while hurriedly putting his clothes back on.

“Okay,” you said biting your lip

He paused for a second. Like he was waiting for you to come and walk him to the door and say your final “byes.” But you just lied there facing the ceiling and thought about how you couldn’t keep screwing Joel anymore if it meant not having him. Not having him but HAVING HIM. To call yours.

You freed yourself from your thoughts and looked up and he was gone.

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