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-Blog Update-

Hello, hello, my sweets! Um,, I kind of doubt many of you are very active on my blog seeing as it is kind of dead ^^;; but I probably will not be coming back with any new series or big projects unless I somehow have the inspiration. I might post blurbs and whatnot still, but I’ve sort of fallen out of kpop if I’m being completely honest and haven’t had much inspiration to write anything (along with writers block playing a part in this). Kpop as a whole has taken up such a large part of my life, and I’m very grateful for the happiness and friends it brought me these past few years, but I think it’s time to start closing that door to enter a new one. I’ll definitely be popping in every now and then, as usual, but I just thought I’d make a formal note of my absence here!

As always though, I hope you’re all doing well and taking care of yourselves! Remember to eat some food, drink some water, and never be too hard on anything you think you’ve done wrong. I truly do love and appreciate every single person who has ever showed me any kindness in my time here, and I hope you know that (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

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Popping in to say that I love Jisung u_u all the dancing videos recently,, wow,, amazing,, spectacular,,

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HELLOOO I JUST CAME TO SAY I READ THE BLUEBERRY TUTOR WITH SOME FRIENDS ON DISCORD N WE ALL HAD A REALLY FUN TIME FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS SO THANK YOU AND I HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZING DAY !!!

Omg, I’m so glad you and your friends enjoyed BBT!!! It’s so heartwarming to know people still read my fics, and I’m so happy that you all had fun with it! I hope you all have an amazing day, and please take care of yourselves as well! <3

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Are u going to update blueberry tutor? Im actually new here so im not known to if u have already made any announcements about it... i m enjoying this book this au a lot... i hope ur writing and update soon too but if not then its alr tho. But do let me know😓

Hello! I’m so glad you were enjoying Blueberry Tutor :) The series is finished, so here’s a link to the masterlist! Blueberry Tutor

I am not super active anymore, unfortunately. The two unfinished smaus that I have posted up are Too Little Too Late, which will not be finished/started, and Fighting for Love, which is currently on hiatus until further notice!

Thank you for reading and enjoying my work, and please have a good rest of your day!

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renegade or whatever.

dancing is not on your top list of interests, but park jisung definitely is.

pairing :: park jisung x reader genre :: fluff / best friend + social influencer au word count :: 5,563 words warnings :: none playlist :: sunroof (nicky youre & dazy) ⋆ just the way you are (bruno mars) ⋆ until i found you (stephen sanchez & em beihold) ⋆ this is what falling in love feels like (jvke) ⋆ kiss me (sixpence none the richer) author’s note :: wishing the happiest of (belated) birthdays to one very special miss april @dropofgoldensun​ !!!! i’m sorry this wasn’t on time, i tried aksjdfhas i’m very proud of you always, big congrats on leading two very successful, very amazing dance performances and for completing your first year of college (you’re almost there !!!) ily lots !! you’ll get a longer (read: sappier) letter and present in the mail ♡ p.s. i pinky promise this is not a joke this time :’) ↳ part of the not clickbait series.

There are three things in life that Park Jisung is absolutely terrified of.

Okay, that’s a big fat lie, and even he knows it. There are actually many things he’s insanely afraid of, but that would take forever to list, so here are the top three, starting from the bottom:

#3. His mom when she’s mad at him (deserved).

She found out he bet Chenle all his meal points that Jaemin would confess to his best friend before she would (Spoiler: he ate ramen everyday for a whole semester. Luckily, Mark sucks at buying groceries online and ordered too many bulk boxes of that instant MSG filled goodness).

#2. Bugs and ghosts.

Both float or fly around and always come out of nowhere. So yeah, he’s putting them together. Also, he’s never going to forgive Donghyuck for convincing him to swap cameraman duties because he ended up filming the Mothman episode for Dream Unsolved while Donghyuck got to enjoy three lobster rolls at three drastically different price points, complete with shaved truffle and edible gold flakes.

Combining his two second tier fears? That’s a recipe for the: Worst. Night. Ever. It was so bad, he wanted to give Mothman a zero (out of five stars), but Renjun said that’s not possible. So he gave it a one. But it’s still a zero in his books.

#1. Confessing to his best friend.

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Wait no… because imagine a smau where y/n and whoever they met (let’s just say it’s Mark to make things a little easier) on like,, tinder or something, whatever dating app there is, and they were talking casually when Mark texts y/n “I think I just met the loml” and go off about some person he met and shit and y/n is sitting there,, kind of going with the flow awkwardly before saying “are you sure you’re texting the right person?” And Mark jUST REALIZES THAT Y/N IS N O T THEIR FRIEND (Johnny? Haechan?) AND THAT HE DEFINITELY JUST ACCIDENTALLY REJECTED Y/N AND OMG IM HES AN IDIOT 🤠 but y/n is super cool about it and thinks it’s actually funny and they end up becoming friends or something instead,, cue y/n finding a cute new buddy from a dating app and Mark is,, lowkey jealous??? Like,, is he supposed to feel annoyed when they’re around or super friendly with y/n? Is he supposed to be mad when y/n smiles or laughs at their jokes like you do to his? Is he supposed to realize that, holy shit, I fucking fell in love with you and don’t actually like this other person I’m with as much as I thought I did??? And then the angst, the avoiding, the excuses and “maybe being friends was a mistake, because I love YOU, not this person or anyone else.” And the denial and love triangles and aHHH and the r e s o l u t i o n 🧑‍🍳 💋 do y/n and Mark get together? Do they split up? Do they stay friends? Does y/n’s dating app buddy 👀 get in on the drama? Does Mark’s previous, assumed to be, love of his life do anything? Like,, UGH JDJJFJDF I WISH I HAD THE MOTIVATION TO WRITE THIS >:O n e ways,, I hope you’re all having a lovely day and that you’re taking care of yourselves <3

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Very late,, but happy Jeno day! (.◜◡◝)♡(ღ˘⌣˘ღ) I know his birthday was yesterday in Korea, but it’s the 23rd today, so now it’s time for late celebrations :)

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Not them STILL clowning Doyoung 😭 and being so loud about it that they couldn’t hear Chenle either pLS BFJDHFJD

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Jisung’s frickin bubble messages,, I’m cRYING AND SOBBING AND PERISHING BECAUSE HES SO CUTE AND DORKY </3

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Tried so hard to stay up last night for the comeback but I was so tired,, watched tiktoks to pass the time and watched the comeback live,, then fell asleep like 15 minutes before they played Glitch Mode I’m so ✋😔 woke up like 30 minutes later and watched it though, so hHhHhh I really wanted to watch it right when it came out though :’)

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Jeno and Jisung <3 the Dreamies in general but hfjshfjd

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I saw the jjk movie yesterday,, I had to let it marinate in my brain over night but hhHhHhHh I liked it sO MUCH PLS

Toge,, <3

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I love the Dreamies so much,, </3

Look at them all just watching Chenle eat,, wait why does Jisung look so disgusted HFJSH

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hiii helloo! are u still continuing too little too late? bc if you are can i be added to the taglist?

Hi! As of right now, Too Little Too Late is on hiatus until further notice ^^;; I liked the idea initially, and I still do, but the personality I wanted Sunghoon to have and the storyline itself were really difficult for me to actually portray,, along with smau series taking a toll on me :’) hopefully I will get to it one day, but I honestly don’t see it happening sadly. Sorry for the disappointment 😔

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That time stamp I wrote,, with Jeno,, goodbye ANY future possible relationships because my standards are through the ROOF 😭 mans was so 🥺 IM SOBBING

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11:15 am

Pairing: Jeno x Gn! Reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: None

Notes: I literally just had this dream and omg I’m never going to be able to date anyone bYE my standards are too high now pls 😔

You and Jeno are sat side by side, a laptop placed on the table in front of you as a video plays.

“Can you hear it?” Jeno shakes his head no after taking a moment to listen, and you laugh since he’s been sitting there for a while now. You then take an earbud and gently place it into his ear, Jeno tilting his head for it to be easier for you. His head has been lolling sleepily, and he finally moves to rest it on your shoulder. Your heart skips a beat, or maybe two, and you smile softly as butterflies burst in your stomach. You both have been on the cusp of something, but nothing much has really happened to push you into dating. So as you pull the blanket over your legs a little further and try to adjust his positioning, you lean down to press a kiss to his chin, smiling when he scoots closer to you and let’s you lean your head against his.

“I’m going to play some music, alright?” He doesn’t object, so you move to put on some softer music to help him fall asleep. Jeno seems to know one of the songs though, and he sings bits and pieces of it in his half awake state. You think it’s endearing, especially when he starts to pat your leg softly and tries to serenade you. His words are almost a whisper, and he sounds so tired he could fall asleep. It isn’t until Jeno has gone quiet that you look down to see his eyes closed and his chest rising and falling in even breaths, your hand intertwining with his as you try to keep still. Once he stirs and starts to wake up again, you gently shake him and turn off the music.

“Let’s get you to bed, ok?” Jeno hums, still leaning against you, and slowly gets up to trail after you with his hand still in your own. You help tuck him into bed, smiling when he doesn’t seem to want to let you go, and press a kiss to his cheek before leaving his room while feeling the most giddy you’ve ever felt.

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[!] TEASER — barbie girl.

if life is plastic (and therefore, nonbiodegradable), then it’s so not fantastic. honestly, who came up with that? regina george really should’ve googled about the new plastics economy.

or alternatively, pretty girls rule the world, and you find out that he’s (not) all that.

pairing :: na jaemin x reader genre :: comedy, angst, fluff ⋮ makeover + college au word count :: 1,548 out of est. 15k - 20k words warnings :: jujutsu kaisen spoilers, body issues, body image, weight mentions, insecurities, beauty is a social construct, lana and moon taking pity on my extremely lacking anime knowledge and helping me out, so much gaslighting that you can start a wildfire and j*ke gyll*nh*al should take notes, “if a man talks shit then i owe him nothing” playlist :: barbie girl (aqua) ⋆ pretty boys (romi) ⋆ look what you made me do (taylor swift) ⋆ invu (taeyeon) + extended playlist coming soon. author’s note :: i love she’s all that with my whole heart, but i’ve always been very //: at the whole makeover trope and decided to write my own version, so take that as you will !! ↳ part of the 𝔯𝔢𝔭𝔲𝔱𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 collaboration series.

Na Jaemin does not know that you exist.

Good looking, charismatic, and popular — it’s his world, and you’re just living in it. Or something like that. You’re decently smart, somewhat funny, and not pretty enough to stand out, but not exactly hideous according to societal standards (source: those beauty quizzes you used to be obsessed with in  Cosmopolitan when you were thirteen and in desperate need of flirting tips). If he was the main lead, you’d probably be Extra #6, maybe Extra #2 on a good day.

By your calculations, the two of you should never cross paths, like two parallel lines. Wait, scratch that, you would probably never be aligned with anything that has to do with this guy. You saw him standing outside of the door to your shared accounting classroom back in freshman year, and he spent twenty five minutes editing his picture for Instagram and ended up late for the lecture. Absolute idiot. Absolute handsome idiot, but idiot nonetheless. A grade A himbo with a grade C in financial accounting.

Okay, so scrap the parallel lines theory, maybe skew lines are a better way of explaining it. Yeah, that seems about right, the two of you are from completely different dimensions, never meant to interact or run parallel with each other. And once again, by this logic, your paths should never cross.

“Y/N!”

You stand corrected.

Na Jaemin does know that you exist.

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