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Where’s the high highs?

What no one seems to say is that there seems to be a new rock bottom in life.

…and so I did of what everyone expected out of me. The hardest thing is feeling emptier than ever. I guess I’ll ride it out now. 😔

Really praying to god for extra light 🙏 feeling like everything I do is wrong.

#optimism #mentality #keepgoing

Finding ‘Ohana on Netflix is underrated period.

It needs more recognition. Especially with the issues that hawaii is going through right now. People need to shift their beliefs that Hawaii is a tourist attraction. It’s the islands of the Hawaiian natives filled with tradition and culture. Generations of land trying to be passed on to keep its natural beauty and spirits. Yet, it is so easy for people to take advantage for profit.

Yes, I would love to go to Hawaii because of its surrounding waters and beautiful scenery that is almost everywhere. But the people are tired and their islands are tired. Find respect and spread awareness. Save the few treasures we have left on this earth.

#aapisolidarity #Hawaii #ohana #netflix

When you’re tired of being a parent…and you have no kids. Just a sibling and pets that your parents decided to have.

#feels

So I got good news about a job offer.

After 5 seconds of excitement, there was immediate sadness or fear or anxiety.

No, not because of the job. But because it’s not up to par of my parent’s expectations. It is also long distance from home. So I immediately go to what if scenarios and prepping for answers for questions they might ask.

After soo many months of searching, I finally got an offer. I should feel proud…

I watched Shang-Chi, and I realized a few highlight points that stood out.

As an asian female, I could understand how Shang Chi’s sister felt. It’s “normal” for Asian daughters to be left to the side. They do the household chores and what not. They have to find their own inner strength through all the discouragements and loneliness.

Point #2, Katy is also relatable to Asian young females. Or at least to me. She became educated and still did not have a sense of identity. Asians push their children into being educated and getting that degree so hard…that we lose our sense of self. Sometimes I don’t even know what I like because it was all about getting educated to become successful. Katy actually had the balls to do something unrelated to her degree and simply enjoy life.

When people say Shang-Chi is just another marvel movie. They miss the point of how Asians finally get the relatable-ness from the background of their ethnicity. Nonetheless, at the scale of a marvel movie. So yes it is a big deal. To kids. To Women. To Men. To Asians. To all.

#asian representation #shang chi #womanstrong #marvel #disney #thank you

The moment I feel hope is the moment that I also feel fear. Fear that it will be taken away.

#bestrong #be okay

I feel like I am trying my hardest. But as a day passes and I still have no results, it feels like another ounce of disappointment for me to carry.

Still waiting for the light under this long dark tunnel of life.

#goner #sunk

Living in a sexist household, it’s rough. Words don’t matter, no guidance. Toxicity you accept and just move on.

#thatslife

Apparently tumblr is for aesthetic and memes. Not my rants. So here is art that I found confusing. Life right now is confusing. But isn’t always?

#art #let it be #findyouroutlet

Okay, previous post was a bit dark. So, now changing the mindset to be positive…

Does anyone wonder why god would sacrifice his life for the human race? Truly, look at us. Pandemic can’t end. People running away from their home countries because of safety. Natural disasters becoming harsher and more dangerous. Climate crises. We continue to destroy one another and destroy the only planet we live on.

#wordsforthought #but wtf #rant tag

Feeling zen at the moment, but now fear when the zen is going to end.

Manifest happiness and peace 🙏

#refurbish #dreams

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