Sachii @sachii-44 - Tumblr Blog

love should be as twisted and painful as possible, right?

Cutting is the only good enough way I know to apologise

I should punish myself for I am at fault

This is why I'm afraid of getting attached for fuck's sake

There's got to be something wrong with me

Why do I drive away every person important to me?!

Do I wanna die or just be horribly abused?

God, how lonely I feel

ugh cutting, beating, suffocating, burning, drowning....i need it

ugh cutting, beating, suffocating, burning, drowning....i need it

I might as well relapse

I know everything will feel better afterwards

Still fucking pissed over how I almost got kidnapped but didn’t T_T

Can only hope that the opportunity will come by again

I'm such a piece of shit

Everyone would definitely be better off without me

I'm so afraid of letting him down

How am I supposed to cope with these feelings of self hatred when I can’t fucking cut myself

Yesterday was nice

A lot of them praised my performance

But once again, you weren't there to see

You told me you'll be there for each and every single one

But you never showed up

i’d be so good at stockholm syndrome

need to get tortured by someone that adores me

Sachii