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Mara. Writer. 29. They/them fat femme. header by oatflatwhite.

[saintbuffy]

mara ✨

- they/them

- writer & writing workshop teacher

- pushing thirty

- fat bi femme

- buffy (and spuffy) stan forever

- big fan of arts & crafts

- lover of pink, bugs, birds, and pretty things

i like to post pictures of my outfits, you can find them on my #soi tag or #fatshion. i’m very big into fat activism and secondhand shopping. i’m married to the loml. i love to yap and make friends so feel free to msg me about anything. 💕

[lxvespxffy]

found this picture of two lovebirds from the 90s, aren’t they the cutest?

[saintbuffy]

Moodboards for my almost-finished WIP, a short story collection I’m calling “The Glint of Stars.” The vibes are christ-haunted North Carolina, childhood trauma, dark magical realism/surrealism, transformation, bad relationships, celestial bodies, various apocalypses, and a wee bit of hope.

And… an out-of-context meme because I must:

[04k96]

[saintbuffy]

I technically have enough short stories now for a full collection. It’s over 50k words, 20 stories.

The thing is though, I don’t love all of them for the same collection. But thankfully the ones I probably won’t keep are the shorter stories. So the length will still probably be ok.

I want to write more, though. I feel like I don’t have a core piece yet. I’m not sure. There’s recurring themes — immortality, turbulent marriage/divorce, apocalypses, religion, death, North Carolina. A lot of it is very surreal and/or paranormal. A lot of it is violent.

I don’t know, I’m really really proud of it, and I’m excited to keep working on it. 🥰

[saintbuffy]

my blood pressure is still good!! (lower than normal actually) so I can continue taking my stimulant yayyyy

[gobloggirl]

[ieafy]

Doodles ( ᴗ̀ ̫ᴗ́ )

[rabbitmotifs]

do people ship spike and buffy

[boopsterliv]

Do we think there’s something going on between Spike and Buffy?

[rabbitmotifs]

i cant be too sure

[saintbuffy]

I WROTE 3000 WORDS OF A NEW STORYYYYY

I feel so goodddd

I wanna write more but I need sleep 😭

It’s very very weird. I’m so glad I’m in my weird art era.

[saintbuffy]

I FINISHED ITTTTTTTTT

[saintbuffy]

it just feels so good to be making art again, and crafting stories, and trying things, and getting weird

[saintbuffy]

I WROTE 3000 WORDS OF A NEW STORYYYYY

I feel so goodddd

I wanna write more but I need sleep 😭

It’s very very weird. I’m so glad I’m in my weird art era.

[saintbuffy]

I applied to an NC writing fellowship!! the winner gets announced in July. I’m nervous but hopeful.

[foetp]

drusilla + being sired vs siring others

[saintbuffy]

me and my husband don’t fight at all so instead we have silly little arguments that we make up on the spot. today we “fought” over whether vanessa carlton would really walk a thousand miles. I took up the side that she would and he insisted she would never. gotta get your dramatics out somehow!!!

[saintbuffy]

literally just gonna. stop wearing bras in my free time. cuz why the fuck does it even matter. I hate bras. I should be comfortable in my free time.

[saintbuffy]

If anyone has any suggestions for porn featuring fat people, and how to watch it without age verification (NC suckssss 🥲), PLEASE let me know. I wanna get back into sex with my husband and I think I really need to see people who look like me.

Bonus points if it’s not too fetishy, has like soft dom content (emphasis on SOFT, I’m not into pain or hard kink), and is vintage but that’s not a must, just an interest. Also very okay with queer content, me and my husband are both queer.

This is NOT an invitation to dm me, btw.

[saintbuffy]

Ok I think something changed because I can actually view pornhub now without verifying my identity!! Not that I want to use pornhub really, but I just have NO experience with porn. Lmk yalllllllll 💕