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@sammyscumbagfvck
hi, i’m still alex, still 21, and minors can still fvck off. if you followed my other blog, you know what to expect. tumblr decided to strike me down, but i am simply not having that. not in the year of our lord 2026, so i’m back with a vengeance.
as per usual:
wincest ahead, continue with this in mind
samifer ahead, also continue with this in mind
mdni (for obvious reasons)
sometimes it’ll be winsoft, sometimes it’ll be winsexy
godspeed brother.
Jess never died in that fire — Jess never died at all. Dean couldn’t risk losing his baby brother again, so he did the only thing he could think of. On the drive back to Stanford, he let Sam fall asleep in the passenger seat then he fed him a deliriant. Actually, he fed him a lot of deliriants.
And they worked so much better than he could’ve hoped. Well, it was worse for poor Sammy, but it was necessary. When he helped Sam walk to the door, half asleep and totally out of it, he whispered the story of their mother to him, and he didn’t miss out a single detail.
Dean couldn’t have known for certain that Sammy would see Jessica on the ceiling, but he knew that if his plan worked he’d be right there to hold his boy again. And thank god it worked.
Walk with me here.. Sam never left for Stanford. He wanted to, he was sure he got that scholarship. So, so sure. But the letter never came, and he sat waiting by the door, just praying that slip of paper would turn up and he’d have his ticket out of the hunting life. Only it never came.
On the last day before they moved onto the next town, Dean pats Sam’s shoulder lovingly, and tells him that it’s okay, there’s always next year. Sammy nods sadly and takes his duffel bag from the bottom step, then walks with Dean to the car.
His big brother would never tell him the letter came, and that he got a full ride scholarship. He certainly wouldn’t tell him that he took that letter, ripped it to pieces and set fire to the mess he’d turned it into.
Thinking about John, Dean, and Sam on a hunt when they’re younger. They’re hunting a demon, and John makes Sammy wait in the car, he thinks it’s safer that way.
He doesn’t realise there’s more than one. He doesn’t see that demon slide into the backseat of the impala and curl around his youngest boy. He doesn’t hear the whispering, the way it turns Sammy’s head to look at the bodies laying in the grass outside, and plants these ideas in the boy’s head that Dean is next.
Sam was different after that night, and the other two couldn’t figure out why. That boy was so against hunting, hell, he hated it more than anything. So why was he so interested in learning the tricks of the trade — Why was little Sammy staying up late at night, silently stripping, cleaning, and reassembling the guns John kept in the back of the impala?
John praised him for finally getting over his pacifism, for finding his killer instinct. He had no idea just how far his boy would go to protect Dean, how vicious and violent he would become.
Dean Winchester has a Madonna-whore complex when it comes to his Sammy, and I think this is why he is so disgusted by and cold towards soulless Sam, and Sam in the depths of his demon blood addiction.
Sam who sleeps with hookers and behaves almost promiscuously in day to day life; Sam who had sex with a Demon who provided his fix of demon blood — Dean simply cannot love him that way. Sam is either Dean’s Madonna; soft natured, inherently ‘feminine’ habits, kind, and loving, and domestic. Or sam is a Whore, who possesses sinful habits, and is undeserving of the tenderness Dean once gave him.
Dean was the one who started it all, planting little seeds in his sweet Sammy’s brain. If he goes to Stanford, he’s running away from Dean — do you really want to be so far away from me Sammy? Wanting to hang out alone with girls? Absolutely not. It’s fine when Dean does it, because they don’t mean anything to him. But not Sam. Sam is his baby boy, Dean knows him better than anyone else; knows that his Sammy is too sensitive, he’d only get attached then end up hurt when they have to leave town again.
When Sam gets his acceptance letter for Stanford, he doesn’t think twice before he throws it in the trash — Dean said he shouldn’t, and Dean always knows best, so he won’t go.
thinking about dean consensually chloroforming sam when sam just wants it all to go away and dean just wants his sam and nothing else. i truly believe somno is like therapy to them. sam can know that nothing else existed but his brothers love for him and dean could genuinely get emotional seeing sam so peaceful for once in their damn lives. sam begs dean to knock him out with the cloth and dean can't help himself when he sees sam all sprawled out in unconscious bliss. it's all because he loves him so much
It’s a bit short but I did it
are you deanjohn, sammary, samdean, deanmary, samdeanjohn, etc.
UPDATE: I have slightly edited the quiz to be more accurate and equal chance please retake if you’d like!
are you deanjohn, sammary, samdean, deanmary, samdeanjohn, etc.
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It’s a bit short but I did it
are you deanjohn, sammary, samdean, deanmary, samdeanjohn, etc.
Inbred by Ethel Cain was about Sam and Dean btw. I don’t make the rules.
Sammy whimpering and whining, following Dean around the bunker like a lost puppy because he just wants his Dean, but Dean is too focused on finding their next hunt
samdean sleepy cuddlefucking because they’re too tired to actually fuck, and too needy to just go to sleep
sam and dean holding each other so gently, all soft kisses and careful touches and whispering 'i love you' because there's nothing else to do when all of these motel rooms look the same, and they both know they'll never get a shot at being normal again
thinking about if young sam/dean ever had to do CPR on one another. A lake monster hunt gone wrong and Dean’s on his knees slapping and yelling at Sam to wake up, then checking and feeling no pulse nor breathing and immediately almost fainting from the realization that Sam is dead. He’s going to lose Sam forever. Then John’s training kicks in and Dean starts pumping Sam’s chest on autopilot, nearly crushing Sam’s ribs in the process, going lightheaded from the hunt, the exertion and all the rescue breaths he’s giving Sam. It takes him nearly ten minutes for Sam to get a pulse again and another minute for Sam to be breathing normally.
Dean’s violently shaking by the end of it. He barely manages to drive them to the hospital. Sam doesn’t remember most of it but Dean never lets him near any large body of water for months (years) after that.
If Dean had been the one to collapse Sam would probably blank out while he did CPR. He’s not going to think about any possibilities. Dean can’t die; he can’t live the rest of his life without Dean. The funny thing is Dean had been the one to each him about resuscitating someone and Sam had thought well, if someone’s heart stopped beating during a hunt they’d all be dead and wiped out by the monster anyways. Now he’s running on nothing but adrenaline as he tries to kickstart Dean’s heart with monster corpses laying around them.
When Dean finally comes back to life he does it with a soft wheeze. He’s barely conscious enough to reassure Sam he’s fine. Sam lets himself weep in relief for a good five seconds before whisking them both to the nearest hospital, not even waiting for John to rejoin them from fuck-knows-where. He later threatens John to leave Dean alone, that he’ll never let Dean hunt with John again ever. That’s the only time they get to stay in one state for more than half a year.
my wincest headcanon of the day is that sam and dean only started kissing because sammy liked it as a comfort and affection gesture, and then after a hunt while they were both still high on adrenaline, dean deepened the kiss and sam let out the most pathetic little whine. since then they just started making out whenever they got the chance
sammy crying and throwing a tantrum when john won’t let him sleep in the same bed as dean anymore. he should’ve put an end to it years ago though, because his boys were already too far gone
i’m all for soft wincest but sometimes for my own sanity i just need to see sammy looking terrified of dean, especially when he acts like john
