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16 | girl | poc | animals | autistic | infj | in this blog I just write whatever I want to, that includes facts, photos, venting, my thoughts, my goals, or just what I did today! |

[saru135]

~°☆ study goals ☆°~

raising my hand atleast two times every class

when I arrive at home I review everything we've done at school that day

prepare myself for next class

be productive daily!: studying or researching about our topics in class

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~°☆ grade goals ☆°~

maths: 3

german: 1

english: 1

latin: 1

history: 2+

pedagogy: 1+

philosophy: 2+

biology: 2

music: 1

p.e.: 1

[kagayakuseiza]

“Picky eaters are made, not born.”

Uh-huh, no, tell me you don’t understand sensory disorders without telling me you don’t understand sensory disorders…

[saru135]

how are they supposed to be made anyway.? no one can force you to not like most foods or to choose to only eat certain foods.

[girldismembered]

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[saru135]

i love being female 💛

[saru135]

pastel

[saru135]

☆ cute picrew app! ☆

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.seyeonsoft.diary

I just wanted to share this app cause it really impressed me... its called Lily Diary and its perfect for creating avatars!

this is me!:

[saru135]

i hate summer

why the flip do people enjoy being burned alive

[rottingtrouble-child]

I know my friends said they’d never leave me but they can’t tell the future. They say it in confidence of not knowing what’ll be left of us in 5 years.

[saru135]

and this, my friend, is the reason why you should never trust anybody fully or tell them everything about yourself, no matter how long you've been together. always keep a little bit of distance and/or make sure that you dont tell them information that could ruin you if they landed in the wrong hands. humans will be humans and they change, sometimes not the way we expected.

[azuremist]

Starting a collection

(Evil autism flag, kind autism flag, silly autism flag and tired autism flag, in that order, btw. Tag yourself)

[saru135]

goofy funny silly lol

[saru135]

autism as a disability

When we research the topic of autism on the Internet, after a while we realize that the vast majority of autistic people portrayed in the media are hyperfunctional and their disorder does not represent a serious handicap for them.

But I find this representation very disrespectful to autistic people who have severe intellectual disabilities, can't speak, have learning disabilities, or just stand out altogether.

No, most on this platform are NOT disabled, myself included. It's unfair for a hyperfunctional autistic person to claim that their disorder is a handicap for them just because they have sensitive ears or get easily anxious.

Please stop making yourselves important and spread awareness about autistic people who are seriously disabled.

[saru135]

How does DNA replication work?

Well, first the helical DNA is unraveled and then separated into two single strands. These two open single strands each represent a template for a new strand to be produced. A DNA building block with the appropriate base can now attach itself to each separated base and two new single strands are formed.

[saru135]

ah, ah.. i'm so jealous of animals... the whole earth is their house, alot of them live in beautiful places.

theyre wild and free, their only rules are the rules of nature. every animal with their own kind yet no one discriminates against the other. they arent mean to each other nor make each other feel sad or feel bad about themselves. i envy them a lot, i hate being a human. i'd love to be a fox, or a leopard, or a gepard, or a jaguar, or a lion, or a tiger, or a wolf, or anything similar. awesome ... ★

[saru135]

★first day of school★

So today was my first day of school (11th grade) i was soo anxious about it that i got very bad stomach ache and now, after i came home, i have a headache too. but: the day was nice!! i got my schedule and there are two teachers that I dont really like, but apart from that I'm so happy with it because I've got alotttt of courses with my friends! i also raised my hand in music class!! im really so happy and glad, but right now i just want to nap... my headache is killing me.

[saru135]

one thing i love about being autistic ☆

walks in the nature are beautiful, even if its just my own backyard or a normal field. perceiving everything so intensly is a warm feeling. i could just sit there for hours and hours and stare at the trees, the grass, the birds, the bees, and so on. i never get tired of it, its so pleasing to all of my sensory organs ☆

[saru135]

ah i wish i was skinny

just walking down the street feeling like a cartoon character

everything i wear is kind of loose on me

and i take up so little space

every movement of mine looks elegant and aesthetically pleasing

i could finally sit on chairs like those really skinny girls

i dont have to worry about choosing the wrong clothing size

my close ones would pick on me for being skinny when in secret theyre jealous of me

i want it so bad, and it is possible, so why not do it

[saru135]

ahhhhh

school starts tmrw 😖 honestly i am not even scared but I feel like a loser cause i need to raise my hand in class but its so difficult for me bcuz of my social anxiety... anyway i need to do it without thinking about anything. i will sit in the very first row and just raise my flipping hand and talk!! i know that if i dont, i will get bad grades and regret it for the rest of my life. i do not want to live like this. i got this ☆ these last two years of school will be the best I've ever had (grade wise!) IF i grab the courage to talk in class!! u can do this saru!!

[saru135]

ehh, i dont want school to start again. it doesnt matter how hard i try, people somehow always avoid me and find anything i do weird. i dont mind being a loner, but it disbenefits me and makes situations awkward. also, i need to raise my hand in class or else my grades will be destroyed, but there's my social anxiety... and then theres also maths! help