Life's On The Mend

Writing is the only way I can truly escape this world of hurt and pain. I can express myself in a way that I won't hurt other people's feelings or hurt myself. I also do photography of different things and will post them here on Tumblr.

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I May Seem....

I May Seem….

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Round The Circle Of Life Goes

Round The Circle Of Life Goes

Written on August 14, 2018

Round and round the circle of life goes

Around and around time goes by in one big circle

Nobody knows when it’ll stop,

From point A to point B

The circle of life goes

Never stopping for anything or anyone

Not taking time to pause and wait for me

Round and round the circle of life goes

Never stopping for a second

Nobody knows when it’ll stop

But they still try to make…

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God’s Wisdom And Promises by Jack Countryman book review

God’s Wisdom And Promises by Jack Countryman book review

God’s Wisdom And Promises by Jack Countryman

This book is the perfect book if you’re looking for encouragement in your life. It gives NKJV Bible verses for different promises about: ‘Walking With Christ, Sexual Temptation, Depression, When You Need Confidence, and so much more.’ It has 15 Topics with multiple subtopics underneath each one that go into more detail about the main topic.

I found…

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Look how many followers I have! 38 followers

Look how many followers I have! 38 followers

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Can I Have Any Mercy

There’s a heart that cries out,  It cries out for help where there is none, This fragile life is falling apart, Bit by bit Until there’s nothing left, Can I have any mercy…. And pity before my life ends, Before I tear apart your life at it’s seams Until there’s nothing left of you, I’ll ruin your life For you have ruined mine, I’ll tear you apart right at the heart At the mind and soul Until you…

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This song brings me to my knees every time I listen to it; Unspoken is truly anointed!

- j. grey

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I’m Still Crazy

Written on August 7, 2018

9:31pm-9:45pm

You think I’m cured

Or at least not as crazy anymore,

Oh how you’re so wrong

Even after all these years

Even with all these medications

I’m still insane,

I still hear voices whispering in my ear

And see shadows lurking in the corner of my eyes

And on some days I still feel like skipping out on life

How I wish for this pain to end!

You think I’m cured

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This poem is about my mom’s and mines relationship. She thinks I’m selfish and unworthy of loving anyone but myself. But it’s not true! I just have a harder time showing my true feelings towards others.

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Saving Her?

Written on January 6-7, 2017

(*) The blood runs down her arms like water on rocks She sees that there’s no hope left in her life Because every day she’s belittled and abused By those she thought she could call family They tell her she’s wasn’t even supposed to be born So here she is 16 years later, staring at the knife in her hand

She wanders why nobody bothered to take her hand And bothered to…

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This Imperfect Box

Written on May 1, 2018 11:06am-11:16am

(*) I’ve tried to keep You contained in a perfect box Without any dents or broken edges, But You weren’t meant to be contained in this box of mine You were sent to save me from the world’s perspectives And what the world has molded me into, You’ve came to take me out of this box That I have created for myself, The box that is dented and broken, I’ve tried to…

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Locked Away....

Written on April 18, 2018

3:15pm-3:29pm

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You ask me why I’m so cold-hearted,

But little do you know the true reason why I’ve locked up my heart,

I keep it sealed off from the rest of the world

Fearing what I may feel if I unlock it from it’s jar

So I locked away my heart and threw away the key,

Because at the beginning of my journey into life

I was hurt over and over again,

So now I can’t trust myself to feel such dangerous emotions

If even one were to slip out from this locked jar,

I’d relapse into deep depression,

If I were to feel such emotions, I’d be up all night crying

But I refuse to feel such thing,

So I lock my heart in a blacked out jar

Where the light will never be able to reach it,

Because if I were to start feeling again,

I’d start thinking about skipping out on life

And I wouldn’t care if I left you hurting in my passing

So you asked me why I’m so cold-hearted,

But little do you know that the reason why would tear you up inside,

So I lock my heart in a jar,

Keeping it hidden from the outside world

And trying to keep this mask on my face

Showing you that I’m alright,

But if I were to feel

I’d slip backwards on this black ice

And down into hell’s abyss

So I will no longer feel such emotions

Because I don’t want to hurt you when I fall.

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Who Will Save Me

Written on April 25, 2018

(*)

Who’ll save me from this demon

Who will look past this masquerade

And see that I’m crying out for help?

Who will come to my rescue when the light is snuffed out

And when insanity consumes my life

Will you dare venture forth to my aide

When I become lost in the shadows of this world,

Will you come riding in on your white horse

And lift me up from the quicksand of despair?

While this war rages on around me

And all that i once knew is disappearing

Who’ll save me from this demon icy grip,

I can’t help it when my heart shatters

And the pieces disperse throughout the galaxy,

Will you be able to look past this masquerade

And see that I’m crying out for help?

But none will see for this act is far to convincing

For behind this mask is someone who has been suffocating on her lies,

And will surely perish if you can’t look past your own mistakes,

So who’ll save me from this demon,

And lift me up when I’m drowning in worthlessness?

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Trust This Smile Not

Trust This Smile Not

Written on April 18, 2018 4:49pm-5:00pm (*) Trust this smile not, Don’t let this smile fool you Cause this appearance can be misleading I’ve put on this mask way to many times to count, And now I’m starting to believe in it, But trust this smile not, For behind this smile is a damaged soul A soul whose light is fading away, This smile you see now isn’t real Because it doesn’t reach my heart,…

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The Lost Will Be Found....

The Lost Will Be Found….

Written on April 15, 2018 1:36pm-1:51pm (*) I believe…. I believe that there is still hope for the lost, The lost will become found once again and And that there’ll be a light to guide them through the dark The dark will only last for a while and the sun will rise in the east, Will rise in the east and we will find hope once more Once more will You call out our names one by one, By one person’s…

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Cold....Hard

Cold….Hard

Written on January 15, 2014 (*) Cold…..hard, Why would you be so cold? Life it’s hard, Hard right now. Now you must see, That I’ve been in pain. But you put on your charade, Only she and I see through it. You only mean to cause us, Cold….hard, Pain. That’s all you’ve ever give. But you ensnare all others, In your little trap. But not me and her. We will prevail. Why? You got to be so,…

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Don’t Start Judging...

Written on March 31, 2018

11:16am-11:30am

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When we first meet each other as strangers

please remember this one important fact;

no matter what happens during our encounter

please don’t start judging me based on my looks,

until you’ve gotten to know me as a true friend

don’t criticize me until you know my story,

not until you’ve seen what I’ve seen

and heard what I’ve heard

so when we first meet as strangers

remember this one important fact

(and it’s a common rule of thumb for all first meetings)

that no matter what happens during the encounter,

please don’t start judging me based on how I look/act

not until you’ve walked in my shoes

and see what I’ve seen and heard what I’ve heard,

when you are able to see through my eyes

and hear through my ears,

and have walked where I’ve walked

will you then be able to judge me,

but even then, I plead to you,

no matter what happen during our encounter

don’t judge me based on how I act or look.

©2018 sassy26