for a few months now i have been dealing with myspace era level ridiculousness. but i miss my blog so i'm going to address this once so someday soon i can go back to having fun here.
there is a group of roleplayers who have been accusing me of a bunch of things like stealing posts from them (or "mirroring their content"), "stalking" their blogs, putting me in their rules pages, accusing me of running burner accounts, etc. all of that is false and i'd like for this bullshit to be dropped once and for all.
all of these are screenshots i have received from people who were concerned about me. you can tell this by each phone having a different header bar in the various screenshots.
couple of things:
one person offered to mediate and wanted to hear my side, so i provided proof that i did not steal content on things that would actually be fairly unique (a sasuke blog posting about itachi's birthday doesn't count lmao). the accusers refused to join a conversation with me so i'm posting the evidence here - pets, rarepairs (original post)
i did block their group first, this is correct. i reserve the right to block anyone i want. i block liberally. i blocked them because they were often posting about some police case with another roleplayer, and vagueposting threatening things and i didn't want anything to do with that energy. obviously blocking didn't prevent me from somehow being involved lol?
i blocked their side blogs by chance. i interacted with someone in their roleplay group, who told me directly of their side blogs related to a specific fandom. so i block all blogs following or i saw interacting with me that had that fandom in their blog url. one example taken from when i was explaining things to the person who wanted to mediate:
aside from one instance, i have never gone through any of their blogs after having blocked them. the one instance was a friend of mine who was a friend of theirs going through their own individual drama with them, who mentioned being afraid of being doxxed. ~one week after i blocked them, i spent about 5 minutes to check if they had posted anything threatening to doxx my friend (eg. mentioning police report, posting pics, using real names, etc). they did not post anything of the sort so i figured things were settled and behind me (and my friend). i did this using my personal political blog. i have never wanted to, needed to, or cared to do so otherwise because a block means you do not want to see a certain blog lol.
i didn't even know who sasukeprime was until i saw that screenshot but thank you because that blog is funny as fuck
earlier today, someone familiar with the situation (specifically the accusation that i'm using a specific blog to "stalk" theirs) sent me a screenshot of one of them reblogging directly from the same blog they accused me of using as a sock puppet.
so obviously they either forgot they accused me of that or they didn't believe the accusation to begin with. i'm referring to them as a collective because they're acting as a collective using "we" or speaking for other people in their group. either way, i'm taking it as evidence that we're gonna ✨cut the crap.✨ glad that's sorted 😁!
summary:
from now on, *taylor swift voice* i want to be excluded from this narrative. idk you people, ive never talked to you people and i never will. i just want to post about gay animes. also if you happen to see a future post mentioning me or whatever, don't send it to me. i consider this issue tabled.
do you think in the hunger games fandom there are people who are like "why did katniss volunteer as tribute in primrose's stead" or is that particular brainrot exclusive to the naruto fandom who cannot fathom itachi not wanting his 7 year old brother to die
to address the rumors that have been spread in recent days: my husband is NOT having an affair with sasuke uchiha. yes he sleeps in our bed sometimes yes i have heard noises in the hokage office. this is true. but did sasuke ever hold naruto, my husbands, big manly hand over his cousins dead body. sasuke doesn’t even have cousins. that is all.
I wrote a post about heart symbolism [here] but I'd like to make a brief addendum because I've noticed a few more things.
During the conversation between Kabuto and Orochimaru where they discuss Naruto being responsible for making Sasuke reject his brother's words in the FOD and changing his heart/goals, Orochimaru states that he has to separate Naruto from Sasuke so that he can dye Sasuke in his own colors. This continues the pattern of Naruto's influence in Sasuke's life being continually juxtaposed/foiled with those desires of the people that aim to control Sasuke.
What's interesting about this particular moment is that the word Orochimaru uses to convey the figurative meaning of "having an influence on" is someru (染める) which means to dye.
And Kishi uses the pair of that verb, somaru (そまる) [the two words have the same root and meaning, the only difference lies in the grammatical voice, ie. "dye" vs. "to be dyed"], in Sasuke's monologue to have Sasuke describe how he had been tainted because Naruto became his weakness.
So this firstly provides further validation to Orochimaru's analysis of the dynamic between Naruto and Sasuke. Kishimoto likes making Orochimaru analyze Sasuke's feelings for Naruto and then confirming them through Sasuke himself — another example can be found [here].
It also adds strengthens the coherence between Naruto's being Sasuke's weakness and Naruto having an effect on Sasuke's heart. Because immediately after Sasuke talks about being "tainted" by Naruto, he states that Naruto made him feel relieved, with the nuance of the verb used [anshinshita ( 安心した) ; containing the kanji for safe/calm (安) and the kanji for heart/mind (心)] conveying that Naruto provided Sasuke peace of mind/kept his heart at ease.
And because Naruto and Sasuke are inextricably connected, it's no surprise that Naruto used the same exact word to describe the intense feelings of safety and calm that came upon him just by being aware of Sasuke's presence. The only possible outcome of all of this was always going to be Naruto and Sasuke coming back and finding their refuge in eachother.
i'm sorry i fell down the anshin/m rabbit-hole and like
kishi is such a sick freak
in the bodhidharma/huike story, huike goes to bodhidharma to beg for dharma ("understanding of reality" in his context) of the concept of peace for his heart.
key part of this story is huike begging for "anshin" from the bodhidharma and the bodhidharma trying to guide huike into realizing that "an" (peace) and "shin" (heart) are not things outside of the self -> so obviously generally thematically naruto is the bodhidharma here.
huike cuts off his right arm to prove to the bodhidharma that he was serious -> naruto is the one who lost his right arm to prove his seriousness.
I wrote a post about heart symbolism [here] but I'd like to make a brief addendum because I've noticed a few more things.
During the conversation between Kabuto and Orochimaru where they discuss Naruto being responsible for making Sasuke reject his brother's words in the FOD and changing his heart/goals, Orochimaru states that he has to separate Naruto from Sasuke so that he can dye Sasuke in his own colors. This continues the pattern of Naruto's influence in Sasuke's life being continually juxtaposed/foiled with those desires of the people that aim to control Sasuke.
What's interesting about this particular moment is that the word Orochimaru uses to convey the figurative meaning of "having an influence on" is someru (染める) which means to dye.
And Kishi uses the pair of that verb, somaru (そまる) [the two words have the same root and meaning, the only difference lies in the grammatical voice, ie. "dye" vs. "to be dyed"], in Sasuke's monologue to have Sasuke describe how he had been tainted because Naruto became his weakness.
So this firstly provides further validation to Orochimaru's analysis of the dynamic between Naruto and Sasuke. Kishimoto likes making Orochimaru analyze Sasuke's feelings for Naruto and then confirming them through Sasuke himself — another example can be found [here].
It also adds strengthens the coherence between Naruto's being Sasuke's weakness and Naruto having an effect on Sasuke's heart. Because immediately after Sasuke talks about being "tainted" by Naruto, he states that Naruto made him feel relieved, with the nuance of the verb used [anshinshita ( 安心した) ; containing the kanji for safe/calm (安) and the kanji for heart/mind (心)] conveying that Naruto provided Sasuke peace of mind/kept his heart at ease.
And because Naruto and Sasuke are inextricably connected, it's no surprise that Naruto used the same exact word to describe the intense feelings of safety and calm that came upon him just by being aware of Sasuke's presence. The only possible outcome of all of this was always going to be Naruto and Sasuke coming back and finding their refuge in eachother.
