the secrets of anon

[secretsofanon]

hi so im trying to stop cutting and worrying about every single thing i eat and i was doing soo well and amazing and everything was perfect up until the past week or so and ive been hating myself every time i eat and ive been wanting to cut so badly but i havent yet and im scared that im going to and its so not good

whenever you feel like cutting again, try distracting yourself to get your mind off of the thoughts you are having. Not eating will not make you feel better in the long run. If you want to loose weight try exercising. It will help you not only loose weight but you will also be healthier. stay strong. xx

[secretsofanon]

I need help with my life. I am struggling at school, I am coming to terms with being a lesbian but I could never admit this to my homophobic family and I am self harming and suicidal. My whole life is being destroyed.

If i were you i would try talking to a friend or school councilor. Maybe it would be easier to come out to your parents if you had somebody to do it with you. a friend could come to your house to tell your parents, or you could set up a meeting at school with another adult that you trust. I feel like the longer you wait the harder it will be to tell them. Whenever you feel like committing suicide or self harming please message this blog because i will always talk to you. xx

[secretsofanon]

Do you think that I will ever find love again? Even after being madly in love?

yes. I truly believe that there is someone out there for everybody. If one relationship doesn't work don't give up. you will find love again. xx

[secretsofanon]

I'm in love with a girl who is out of my league and straight, I can't trust any of my school friends anymore, I'm a disappointment to my parents and I'm hideous I'm not sure why I'm alive

If the girl is one of your friends i would consider talking to her even if its hard. Nobody is out of your league, you are both just people. one of you is not better than the other. There is so much more to life then what you are experiencing now. You might not realize it now but there is so much ahead of you in life. I know it can be hard. especially when it comes to fighting with parents. I mean, you try to impress people but nobody is perfect. xx

[secretsofanon]

why i made this blog:

I made this blog last night after i talked two of my instagram followers out of committing suicide. I have always wanted to create a blog like this but never got around to it. Talking to them made me realize how important a blog like this is. I wanted to let people know that people do care about them. Please continue to send in messages if you need to. You can't stay strong all of the time. you shouldn't expect yourself to. but you need to know you are not alone. xx

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

its not what happened its whats been happening and is still happening. my mom and dad fight all the time, my mom verbally abuses me, and my brother looses control of himself way too easily i cant do anything about this and sit back and watch.

i know its hard but have you tried talking to them about it and letting them know how you feel? I know it would be a hard thing to do but you don't deserve to be affected by it.

[secretsofanon]

im thinking about killing myself tonight

Please don't. There are so many people that care about you and would miss you. Even if you don't know. There is so much to live for even though it might not seem like it now. why are you considering this?

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

anon me your secrets or confessions. I want to help.

[secretsofanon]

I'm 4'10 and 125lbs and im only 16 and i already hate every bit of myself. i hate feeling so sorry for myself but im bulimic and becoming depressed and i could never commit suicide but i just don't want to be here anymore i don't know what to do i have never felt so alone in my entire life im just falling apart right now

Everybody has a different shape and figure. People tend to look at the skinniest people they see and want to be like that. Its not healthy at all. It is awful to hate yourself. You may not be perfect, but then again nobody is. Bulimia is a serious problem. It is very unhealthy for you. If you want to be skinnier, work out and exercise instead. Then not only will you be skinnier but your body will also be healthier and stronger. You just need to stay strong and i know that its hard but you have to. If you are feeling depressed try talking to family or a friend. Somebody will care i promise. If you don't feel like talking about it to anybody you know, which i totally understand, just continue to message the page. stay strong. xx