concerned with gentler things

homosexuality, piracy, houseplants, and dean winchester gender studies anyone? (he/him, 24) ofmd, wwdits, bbc ghosts, witcher, spn, hannibal, good omens, black sails

[deanwinchesterapologist]

and the thing is it still is so crazy how the course of my life changed forever when castiel killed himself in front of me. like i just have to keep living with that one

[amuseoffyre]

One of my favourite photos from my trip to Warsaw in 2006

[weepingwidar]

Lydia Pettit (American, 1991) - What Lies Beneath (2023)

[strawberryfanaticccc]

actually eky getting traded during pride month is so homophobic

[importantdogimages]

[destielcult-deactivated20170719]

destiel + marriage.txt part one [part two]

[unalivejournal]

In heated rivalry season 2 Shane should develop autoimmune encephalitis and ilya should gaslight him into thinking he's developing psychosis and manipulate him into killing and eating people

[literary-sparks]

“Why don’t you use ai” idk man beyond the obvious environmental and “this machine causes psychosis and encourages people to kill themselves” thing I think asking the equivalent of a solid D student who is also a pathological liar if they can answer my question/do the work for me seems pretty fucking stupid

[minyard-05]

love my hockey mutuals. occasionally poetry snippets or kafka quotes will cross my dash tagged "san jose sharks" and i have to think well i didn't watch it so who am i to judge. maybe franz kafka did write that about the san jose sharks

[jacksally]

I killed two angels this week. My brothers.

SUPERNATURAL 5.02 — Good God, Y'all

[angel-derangement]

would never disrespect our rpf warriors but people imagining rocky as a human for purposes of shipping is like oh so you think you’re above fucking a rock? you’re afraid? to fuck a rock? you’re scared to imagine ryan gosling fucking a rock huh. pathetic.

[superhell]

i just don't think 16 minutes is going to cover it

[wickedthing]

There is a common conviction among mathematicians that however far you go, there will always be another two, even if no one can say where exactly, until they are discovered.

(The Solitude of Prime Numbers by Paolo Giordano)

[starryhoundbloo]

Shout out to my mom who explains my transition as "Having a daughterpillar turn into a Boyterfly". It doesn't erase the fact I was an adorable little girl, and also affirms my gender now. I love my mother.

[gingerpolyglot]

Give me Shane awkwardly trying "queer culture" things that Ilya and Harris try to introduce him to and hating it.

Give me Shane "hates clubbing and bars" Hollander not minding Kingfisher in the afternoon but refusing to go at night. Give me Shane never understanding the slang (he's never online) and being overstimulated by drag brunch (it's so LOUD and nothing fits his diet even once he loosens it a little and brunch as a concept throws off his entire routine) and utterly bored by any TV show that isn't the latest game replay (is this reality TV? Is it a drama? He can't remember and he can't tell the difference but honestly he'd rather be watching hockey) and unable to remember the difference between Lady Gaga and Cher (he never listens to music anyway) and completely disinterested in changing his wardrobe (for fancy events he wears whatever his stylist tells him to but not anything adventurous, because he just wants to look acceptable not make a statement).

Give me Shane feeling alienated from gay culture the way he sometimes feels alienated from Japanese culture and being so frustrated that being himself, exactly as he is, still isn't good enough for anyone.

Give me a Shane Hollander who doesn't want to be "the gay hockey player" the same way he doesn't want to be "the Asian hockey player" but he'll suck it up because he's such an inspiration, don't you know how many kids look up to you? Don't you know how much it matters to them to see you out there loud and proud?

Give me Shane finally snapping at Ilya that clearly he's not "super gay" if he's so bad at it, because he's sick and tired of everyone being disappointed that he's not up on whatever the latest queer culture trend is and he does not want to be a "gay icon," he just wants to play hockey and love his husband, and he's not magically a different person now that everyone knows he's gay.

Give me Ilya reckoning with how coming out has only put more expectations on Shane's shoulders and noticing the roles Shane is always forced into - the Asian player, the gay player - and understanding a bit more why privacy seemed like a better guarantee of freedom to Shane than openness.

Give me Ilya promising Shane that he loves him exactly as he is, jocky and offline and dedicated to hockey, that he never has to change anything about himself to seem more palatable to anyone, and fuck anyone who thinks Shane isn't *anything* enough, because he's always been perfect for Ilya.

[cinematicvests]

watching fandom lore get built but you’re not really sure how it happened:

[wells-hannah]

SLEEPING WITH OTHER PEOPLE (2015) dir. Leslye Headland