Shadow Goddess

 

[greetings-from-the-graveyar-blog]

[shadowsgoddess]

waiting,

           watching,

lurking...

               famisssshhhhhed

[shadowsgoddess]

If you don't understand it, you shouldn't be messing with it.

[shadowsgoddess]

“Hide Yourself Hide from the sun, angel of the night. Let not its harsh rays fall upon thee. You are Night. The peace of the night does not belong in the sad and miserable daylight. Hide yourself, let darkness be your shield, and wait for this struggle to pass. Await the night, my lady, where your realm is complete, where the stars are your eyes, where the moon baths all in your loving glow." -WCS

[shadowsgoddess]

feeling low getting high...

there’s nothing that’ll fuck you up better than a speedball 

[shadowsgoddess]

Cause I hate you, do you hate me? Good cause you're so fuckin' beautiful when you're angry, We're both evil in our ways, But neither one of us would ever admit it, Cause one of us would have one up on the other, So forget it.

[shadowsgoddess]

The woman is perfected. Her dead Body wears the smile of accomplishment

[shadowsgoddess]

Sleepmonger, deathmonger, with capsules in my palms each night, eight at a time from sweet pharmaceutical bottles I make arrangements for a pint-sized journey. I'm the queen of this condition. I'm an expert on making the trip and now they say I'm an addict.

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I have gone out, a possessed witch, haunting the black air, braver at night; dreaming evil, I have done my hitch over the plain houses, light by light: lonely thing, twelve-fingered, out of mind. A woman like that is not a woman, quite. I have been her kind.

I have found the warm caves in the woods, filled them with skillets, carvings, shelves, closets, silks, innumerable goods; fixed the suppers for the worms and the elves: whining, rearranging the disaligned. A woman like that is misunderstood. I have been her kind.

I have ridden in your cart, driver, waved my nude arms at villages going by, learning the last bright routes, survivor where your flames still bite my thigh and my ribs crack where your wheels wind. A woman like that is not ashamed to die. I have been her kind.

[shadowsgoddess]

My Sex Slave–NarcissusNarcosis

As I sit she begins to strip slowly, she knows how I like it…. All gone but her silk miniskirt she turns around and bends over showing me her ass as she spreads her pussy lips… “Daddy, can I finger myself, please?” I give a nod as she closes her eyes. Silently I undo my belt and lash her inner thigh… The pain catches her by surprise makes her recoil “Sorry Daddy,” she says before I can scold. “You haven’t earned the right to call me Daddy, you fucking whore. I could easily dispose of you and find a couple more. And why at all are you moving your lips? They should be sucking the head of my dick.”

[shadowsgoddess]

I’m on the fast track to the lake of fire, so I may as well speed up the crash …

[shadowsgoddess]

There was a little girl, Who had a little curl, Right in the middle of her forehead. When she was good, She was very good indeed, But when she was bad she was horrid.

[shadowsgoddess]

Hey God why are you doing this to me? am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be? why am I seething with this animosity? Hey God I think you owe me a great big apology. I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.  There's nothing left for me to hide. I lost my ignorance, security and pride. I'm all alone in a world you must despise. Hey God I believed your promises, your promises and lies.

Terrible Lie.

My head is filled with disease. My skin is begging you please. I'm on my hands and knees.  I want so much to believe.

A TERRIBLE LIE

Terrible Lie.

[shadowsgoddess]

I have arrived and this time you should believe the hype I listened to everyone,  now I know that everyone was right I'll be there for you as long as it works for me. I play a game, it's called insincerity I am every fucking thing and just a little more I sold my soul but don't you dare call me a whore

and when I suck you off not a drop will go to waste it's really not so bad you know once you get past the taste . . . 

[shadowsgoddess]

she goes straight for the deep end

. . . doesn't hesitate

to dive

right in

[shadowsgoddess]

HELLO BOYS AND GIRLS! LETS HAVE SOME FUN! While your parents are drinking, play with this gun! A game of Cops & Robbers. SHOOT AND KILL! OOPS!! You have a Boo Boo? Here, take this pill. Feeling better now? ALL RIGHTY! LETS GO! But before we play again, I think you aught to know. To drink plenty of fluids, so you wont dehydrate. I'm not kidding boy, It's for your own sake. Heres some Corona that your dad left behind. Don't worry son, he just passed out. He wont mind. So drink it all, to the very last drop. Now we can play, but this time, you can be the cop POINT AND AIM! SHOOT YOUR FRIENDS! ITS JUST A GAME! THEY NEVER END! YES! YOU'VE WON! ALL THE KIDS ARE ON THE GROUND!! Now help me hide them, and dont make a sound. This next game is called HIDE & SEEK! Don't worry kid, your friends are just asleep. Now help me hide them before the parents wake up. UH OH! YOUR VOMITING! Here, spit in this cup. OK! HERES MY VAN! The girls go in first. DON'T BE SILLY KID! THATS JUST KETCHUP ON THEIR SHIRTS! THANK YOU KID! I LOVE YOU TO DEATH! NOW IT'S YOUR TURN! ENJOY YOUR LAST BREATHE! OH WAIT! BEFORE I FORGET! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE FRIEND!

[shadowsgoddess]

life could be horrible in the wrong trouser of time

[shadowsgoddess]

I'm so good at beginnings.

but in the

                    end

I destroy everything

.

including myself