I’d Like To Like Myself

Active 4/22 🖤Block don’t report🖤 This is my safe space Not pro anything 🖤BLM🖤 💜Asexual💜she/her/they/them💜 🖤26|CW:130|LW:115|GW:100|🖤 🌱Vegitarian🌱

[shareddelusion]

TW: ED, SH talk occasionally

If you don’t have one or are just getting into this bullshit get out. Don’t scroll this blog, don’t scroll others, tbh get off tumblr.

Block don’t report. By reporting your not helping anyone 🤷🏼‍♀️ it just makes us fall harder and we will likely remake blogs and then have no support systems ( I can tell you from experience)

I’m not pro eating disorders for anyone but I’m not going to stop until I’m ready, however I hope you all recover 🖤

🖤Drink your water and take you meds🖤

A little about me I suppose

I’m 26 she/they pronouns

Asexual 💜 I struggle most days to remember I’m not broken and this is okay

I have bad social anxiety, poor eating habits- been doing this restriction/ binge stuff on and off since middle school, I have depression and a history of sh 🙃 my therapist told me I could take care of myself and I never got a new one I’m obviously great. My brain is fucked and I’m still trying to figure out what is going on in there😩😅

Tbh I’m an open book if you have a question just ask 🖤

Dni if you’re

A coach

Just here to be shitty

If you don’t have an Ed you don’t need this stuff

Honestly if you’re a minor and you want to interact I won’t stop you but I probably won’t interact

Also if your blog is empty i will block you on the spot if you follow me, nothing against you but I don’t know what your about 🤷🏼‍♀️

[meichenxi]

I don’t want to be told, ‘You’re going to be brilliant!’. I want to be told that it’s ok if I’m not. 

I don’t want to be told, ‘There’s nothing to worry about!’. I want to be told that it might be scary, but that doesn’t mean it’s not worth doing.

I don’t want to be told, ‘You won’t make a mistake!’. I want to be told that it’s ok to make mistakes, because it shows you are learning, and because you can always try again. 

I don’t want to be told, ‘I’m sure you’ll pick it up quickly!’. I want to be told that how quickly you learn something and whether you learn it at all isn’t a part of your personality, and doesn’t reflect on your worth as a human being. 

I don’t want to be told, ‘Everybody’s in the same boat!’ I want to be told that even if I struggle with things they don’t, my learning process is just as important as theirs, and I am just as deserving of help. 

You don’t know why somebody is nervous. You don’t know their history with this particular struggle or environment.  You don’t know what’s going on behind the scenes. Telling someone ‘You’ll be great!’ isn’t the reassurance you think it is.

If you want to encourage learning and growth, you need to establish that it’s safe to fail. 

[girlgerard]

why. WHY would you make your tour theme decidedly not submitting to the decay. why would you make your tour theme wandering through the ruins of your city and slowly building it again in new and wonderful ways. WHY WOULD YOU GET UP COWARD. if there is not a fucking album

[partiallypoison]

if gerard is so against the internet then he should create a newsletter or something for him to share his thoughts. i would collect every single one and put them up on my fridge

[stockpilingantihistamines]

[headspace-hotel]

i need y'all to get that headlines about climate change are supposed to spur people to action, and scientists sound the alarm because humanity still CAN do something, not because it's inevitable and Literally Everyone Will Die

[headspace-hotel]

Do NOT let people let you forget that our world is still as habitable as it is today because of the work of scientists and activists of the past, that things would be MUCH WORSE now if people hadn't acted.

Remember the ozone hole? Remember that? You haven't heard about that in a little bit huh? THAT'S BECAUSE WE FIXED THE PROBLEM. If no one had done anything, there would be holes in the ozone layer all over the place and we would be slowly irradiated by the sun. THE EARTH WOULD HAVE BEEN UNINHABITABLE BY MIDCENTURY.

Every time you repeat the line that "Unless we end capitalism worldwide, there's literally nothing we can do to help climate change!" the people that devoted their lives to saving species that would be gone now, preserving habitat that would be obliterated now, and fixing problems that would have been well along the way to making us extinct by now beam psychic rays of contempt in your direction

[madness2mayhem]

Me every single week

[catlips001]

FUCK. honestly just FUCK. We missed a very important day yesterday.

[battebitch-deactivated20200410]

what was yesterday, cat?

[catlips001]

[catlips001]

I’m not missing it this year.

[prettyxskin]

RACCOON

[rubysapphrald]

my mom is helping me job hunt and when i told her my dream job is to sit in one place and sort stuff by color all day she made a really disgusted face and said “you want to work on a fucking assembly line?” like yeah

[anastacialy]

not to philosophize on your personal post or whatever but this really illustrates the problem with capitalism because there's literally nothing wrong with working in an assembly line—other than, of course, the way the workers are treated.

you (and me, let's be honest, because i would love to have a job like that) not only deserve to sort things by color all day but to also be treated with dignity and get paid a thriving wage for that work, and i am so very confused by why that's a controversial statement.

the best job i ever had was making cushions for packages out of tissue paper. just over and over and over again. i had the best time doing that. it just would have been nice if it wasn't ten hour shifts without air conditioning or seating.

[millennial-review-deactivated20]

This country is so bleak.

[official-lucifers-child]

Daily Reminder To:

Take your medications that you need to!

Get up, stretch, walk around a bit!

Get some food and water if you haven’t in a while!

Plug in your device!

Feed any pets!

If it’s between 10 pm and 7 am and you have no reason to be awake besides being up on your phone, go to sleep or at least get comfortable and start trying to sleep!

Check around you and stack any dishes and bring them to the kitchen! Including plates, cups, bowls, and utensils!

Do a quick look around and pick up any trash and put it in the bin!

Message anyone to check in on them and yourself! Respond to any messages you may have gotten, answer some asks if need be, let your family know that you’re safe, whatever you need to do!

If you need to and are able to, go take a shower! Or clean your face! Get changed at the very least, put your clothes in the dirty hamper, and feel better about it!

That’s all for now! Good job, I’m proud of you for doing that!

[youneedone2]

The Wrinkled Peach Mushroom (Rhodotus palmatus) - Unknown

[the-unicorns-of-nienna]

[Image Description: a photograph showing a cluster of mushrooms growing on a log. Each mushroom has a pink cap, and a white stalk dotted with red droplets. End image description.]

[shareddelusion]

Am I okay??

Lmao what a joke

[milfygerard]

ray shredding at the end of kids from yesterday lifting the guitar above his head before dropping it down and it falling to his knees.....wow

[milfygerard]

good news to everyone asking i found an amazing quality front and center vid of rays solo! here it is

[shareddelusion]

My anxiety is large

[queenie435]

It’s almost Pride Month!!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

[uhuh100]

TO ALL THE QUEERS, FEARS, AND PRIVATEERS: GET READY! LET'S GO ON THE OFFENSIVE THIS YEAR!

[2percentsugar]

i wish all affluent people who are in college and make nonstop jokes about being poor a very understand that poverty is not a temporary condition

[2percentsugar]

if you are poor for four years and know the exact date at which it will end, you have not experienced poverty.

this is the same reason that "politicians should have to live a month on minimum wage to see what it's like" doesn't work. poverty is a lack of resources beyond monetary ones. it's not having family members you can borrow money from. it's not having a place to stay if you were outdoors for a bit. it's not having the nice kitchen equipement with which you could make food more cheaply. it's having to buy cheaper things which will break sooner because you can't afford the better ones.

the bit about knowing the end date is not a semantic point to make me feel better. if you know you'll be out of this soon, it enables you to make choices you otherwise couldn't. you can splurge on pizza delivery or spend half your paycheck on good shoes because it isn't real. if a crisis comes, the irreality of this situation allows you to deal with it. you can ask your parents for money, you can stay with someone for a while. impoverished people can't.

i think a lot of times otherwise progressive people come out of college more classist because they think they know what it's like to be poor now, and they made the right choices, so why doesn't everyone else? you weren't, and you didn't. poverty is more than that.