highly caffeinated mess

She/her | sapphic aroace | 25 and confused | Latina in STEM and a writer in the closet | Slightly obsessed with Warrior Nun, Star Wars and dinosaurs

[kosmogrl]

zlibrary gone... FUCK TIKTOK FUCK BOOKTOK I hope that app burns in hell

[dreamingofseastars]

library genesis is still up (very similar site) and r/freemediaheckyeah and r/piracy have lots of other alternatives. zlib was the GOAT though. fuck tiktok

(originally commented. putting as a reblog as its important)

[kosmogrl]

for anyone that wants to know about other sites, I also didn't know so this is a big help!!! thank you!

[ichornyra]

some sites i use to read online: - https://libgen.li/ - https://www.pdfdrive.com/ - https://libretexts.org/ - https://openlibrary.org/ - https://novel80.com/ - https://www.allfreenovel.com/ - https://bookreadfree.com/ - https://allbookshub.com/ - http://thefreeonlinenovel.com/ - https://www.epub.pub/ - https://www.readingsanctuary.com/ - https://yes-pdf.com/ - https://www.booksfree.org/ if none of the links work if you just search up "(book title) read online free" there's almost always gonna be a pdf link and those are always good to read from too

[dykesphoria]

Y'ALL

https://www.annas-archive.org/ was hands down the best thing to ever happen to me in the entirety of 2023 they have close to everything in so many languages and formats i need to share how it changed me

[that-one-idiot-11]

whenever I tell a story I feel like Uncle Colm from Derry Girls

[tortellinigirl]

men really be like “well this woman has studied this subject her whole life, and i am a man, so clearly we have equal knowledge on this”

TERFS DONT TOUCH THIS FUCKING POST

[yepthatsacowalright]

Am enthralled by this visualization NASA shared of Artemis II's path through space. The most mathematically accurate little dance. <3

[algebraic-dumbass]

today's episode: Am I Skill Issuing Or Is The Paper Just That Bad At Explaining?

[asksloyxp]

Maybe if I just work harder, this empty cup will pour again

[shinyrock6498]

Maybe the cup needs a bit of time to rest and refill?

[asksloyxp]

Maybe the cup needs to lock the fuck in???

[comfy-whumpee]

whump prompt #86

Breaking or dislocating thumbs to get out of handcuffs.

[shy-forceghost]

People please help, is this really possible no matter how painful? Asking for fanfic purposes (genuinely)

[stricatul]

Hey do you wanna hang out later and distract each other from how horrifying everything is

[dagenssvenska]

Hej vill du hänga senare och distrahera varandra från hur hemskt allting är

[elbiotipo]

Just got off a whole day on a bus to check the world's most beautiful pictures of the Moon and Trump threatening genocide upon a whole civilization

[elbiotipo]

oh carlitos we're really in it now

[mathani]

A square grid in polar (r, φ) coordinates transforms to a curved grid in the xy-plane. Patches farther from the r = 0 line stretch more. This is what the Jacobian captures, and why it appears when you change variables in a double integral.

[ryan-sometimes]

It’s so sad that students are now relying so heavily on AI for writing essays because they’re missing out on the best part of writing an essay which is when you’re a few paragraphs in and you just reach that flow state where your thought process becomes one with the essay and you’re slamming the keys so hard that you’re on the verge of destroying your laptop. I used to get high off of that shit

[wickjump]

would you still love me if i wrote unrealistic whump for the sake of whump. just to see The Characters in circumstances that when you think about it make no sense. just to see how they’d react in Situations. how they would break. normal stuff like that. Would you still love me

[aquilacalvitium]

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

Write it badly or it'll never be written

[aquilacalvitium]

Please keep interacting with this post because when I come to tumblr to procrastinate, this shows up again in my notifications and guilts me into writing again

[takemetoohigh]

Ava + Beatrice ≠ personal space

[shy-forceghost]

cw: discussion of self harm

I don't want Trinity to relapse. Of course not.

But listen. A storyline that covers an adult woman who not only struggles with self harm, but it isn't something from her past. It isn't a "I used to do that when I was a teenager, but I'm over it now" thing. It is a current struggle, something she still engaged on recently, in her mid 20s --and there's a possibility she will do it again.

She is a doctor. Shows up to work, gets things done.

And, at some point, in the middle of it all, the urges appear. What's next? (maybe) she acts on them, takes a few moments, and goes back to the grind. And no one will ever know because "she's a professional, a functional adult" and functional, mature adults don't do those things. Right?

Seeing that portrayed on a screen means so much to me.

(but I'm also worried about all the reactions her storyline will bring, and I'm anticipating those people saying "she's so immature" for self harming, back to middle school judgemental feelings xD)

[livnothewson]

THE PITT (2025-) 2.12 | 6:00PM

[shy-forceghost]

This. This right here.

That look, and the sequence of facial expressions encapsulate a feeling I've been trying to describe for so long and didn't have the words for.

This is the moment you realise there's no use fighting the urges because they've already imprinted in your brain. You can use all your copying skills, distract yourself with a million things ... but deep down you know your mind won't be at peace until you act on those urges. No matter if things get solved later, or in other ways, the urges are screaming at you.

Trinity walks straight to the suture cart, and opens it knowing exactly what she's looking for. That look is not one of hesitation, but resignation. The way her eyebrows move seems to be saying "and here you are, again".

Trinity Santos, your storyline is so important to me.

[thatnordicguy]

I've failed to read rooms I was alone in