The Illest

Fibromyalgia, borderline personality disorder, rheumatoid arthritis, ADHD, endometriosis, polycystic ovarian syndrome, PTSD, chronic fatigue syndrome, interstitial cystitis, irritable bowel syndrome, etc. ALL PROFESSIONALLY DIAGNOSED.

[brattybabygirlprincess]

I will no longer be supporting tumblr due to the NSFW ban.

Goodbye my lovely followers.

[s0brietykilledthep0et]

People always tell you to leave abusive men when you’re dating them. But when a family member is abusive and you distance yourself, suddenly you’re an asshole.

[s0brietykilledthep0et]

Have you ever been so in love with someone, that every fiber of your being aches for them when they’re not in your arms?

Have you ever met someone who you absolutely meshed with so perfectly, you didn’t have to “try” to force closeness, you were just comfortable with each other from day one?

Have you ever met someone who makes you love yourself more and more every day, because they’re finally giving you the right kind of love that you’ve needed all these years?

I never have…until now.

Yeah yeah I know this sounds cheesy and lame and normally this kind of thing would make me gag, but I just can’t get over how incredibly happy I am.

[brattybabygirlprincess]

Oh yeah, so, I did something to my hair for once.

*OK to Reblog*

[sunlight-and-sparrows-deactivat]

Trying to get everything done before I run out of energy

[plushiedefender]

me, gently pulling my consciousness back into my body: please keep your arms and legs inside the ride at all times

[anxietyproblem]

If you can relate to any of these posts, follow us @anxietyproblem

[oneman-wolfpackk]

me when my damaged brain makes me switch from one emotion to another in a matter of seconds

[slightmood]

[thotograph]

anxiety: they hate you

me: who hates me

anxiety: they

[cutespoonie]

the two bad fatigue moods:

gets super emotional, cries over the smallest things, empathetic™, can’t handle anything, irritable, overstimulated™, anxious

can’t feel anything, barely able to think, apathic™, can’t relate to anything, emptiness™, can’t cry, slow™, dissociating

[theselfcarelifestyle]

You’re probably wondering whether what you experienced was really ‘that bad?’. Let me tell you - if you have to question it, if it hurts, if it still runs through your mind, it was.

You don’t have to feel guilty over the pain you’re feeling.

[unaverage-confessions]

When I push myself too hard and my illness gets worse

my whole body is just like:

[beeth0ven]

one thing i miss about health is being able to get comfortable. like its not even the same as not being in pain you just. cant. get. comfy

[nepofledgling]

Not to be like “we live in a society” but I think a lot of people’s mental health would be significantly less fucked if they didn’t have to function in a system that forces them to think about their value as a human being as based on how productive they are/how much money people can make off them

[co-fronting]

How it feels trying to remember something you did as a child

[rneerkat-deactivated20220104]

i cant believe that bacteria would just intrude into my body without my permission. that makes me sick.. 

[dancinggryffindors]

It does make you sick. Literally.

[rneerkat-deactivated20220104]

wow ha ha ur right i shouldve made this into a joke!!