I'm European, and I can be found over on AO3 here and on Bluesky under @/Silenceofllama.bsky.social. I'm on discord too! English is my native language. 18+ only please! I only write for Transformers at the moment, but in the past I also wrote for Stand Still Stay Silent & others.
I also like Star Wars, Warhammer, JJBA, and cosy(ish) sim video games (Stardew Valley, Project Zomboid, Grimshire etc).
A non-exhaustive list of my works under the cut!
My works;
Not an exhaustive list because I am horrifically lazy - just what I'm actively working on atm & special guests!
Domino Milkshake - (Yes, that one!) Fake dating AU, Jazz/Prowl. Complete!
One day at a time - An AU of the Mecha AU by Keferon where every mech is powered by a ghost... on purpose. Swerves into darker territory. First Aid/Vortex, Jazz/Prowl, Onslaught/Blast Off. Ongoing!
The Judge - Superhero AU. Prowl tries his best (and fails miserably). Jazz/Prowl. Ongoing!
Recoding the spark - Vampire AU. It's the reverse of The Language of Energon, a story I wrote for a zine (and then expanded on). Jazz/Prowl. Ongoing - minor hiatus!
I don't mind waiting for you - Heat cycle fic. Yeah. Sorry. NSFW. First Aid/Vortex, Brawl/Thundercracker, Onslaught/Blast Off. Ongoing!
Strawberry Milkshake - not as cute as Domino! First Aid is himself in a hostage situation. NSFW. First Aid/Vortex. Ongoing!
Ulterior motives - The Accidental Knock Up fic. Enemies to lovers when? NSFW. Jazz/Prowl. Ongoing - minor hiatus!
Make it Real - Fake date! Jazz/Prowl, Brawl/Thundercracker as the focus + others on the side. Human AU. Ongoing!
You can see a full list here! I mostly write Jazz/Prowl, First Aid/Vortex, Brawl/Thundercracker, and Onslaught/Blast Off. I like it when men are pathetic for each other.
An honourable mention to my Bang Submission for 2025 - The Long Silence. First Aid/Vortex, and background Onslaught/Hot Spot and Onslaught/Blast Off. The Protectobots head off world to help shut down an abandoned research facility, but find there's more to it than initially meets the eye.
Here’s the thing: authors know when they get a rec on an older story. There’s a telltale uptick of kudos (with a 10-15% comment rate if you’re lucky) in your digest email.
The thing is, there’s no way to know where these people are coming from. In the before, when fandom was more in the corners we all knew about, you could search LJ or a message board or whatever social bookmarking site we were using. You could join the community and participate.
You could get a little dopamine hit by seeing someone tell their friends why they loved your story.
Anymore, those recs are hidden in discords, or in tiktoks or instagram slideshows that you can’t search for. They’re inaccessible, not discoverable unless you’re already there. You may never know why 27 people left kudos on an old story of yours, what they liked and found in your writing. You just get the thumbs up and a kinda lonely feeling, cause these could be your people. You could like them, maybe. You could be friends.
But you’ll never find out why they stopped by, or what people are saying about you behind your back, and that’s sad.
So thank you to the people who still do public rec lists on this webbed site. You are my sunshine, and I’m appreciative of all of you.
Soundwave likes himself a lil’ sleeping buddy 🤧 he kinda got used to always sleeping with his cassettes so.. not having them around makes it harder. Just a lil bit of Coswave 😛 I think they’re pretty cute, idk I never drawn the pairing before, but whatever… 🛸