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Some girls in this industry whether theyâre drug or alcohol fueled or just driven intensely by money are just machines. Like wow they work hard. Currently Iâm back in Australia and just working âcasuallyâ (3 nights a week) in Surfers Paradise, QLD which by the way I fucking hate but it is the closest spot to me and Iâve been going back and forth to my club there for over two years so itâs convenient and I like the girls etc whatever.
Also Iâve been tossing up whether to even keep this blog because Iâm the most inconsistent person in the world and stopped writing anything but I may as well, I really donât care if no-one ever even reads anything I write at all, itâs just something to fucking do and if I can get thoughts out and written somewhere then hopefully I can move on from them type thing. Like on Harry Potter how Dumbledore has the pensieve and he takes his memories out of his head and puts them there just to look at when he wants to. Like that but with stripper thoughts...they need somewhere to go.
So, back to what I was saying. Itâs super dead at work right now like insanely slow but the other night I was just admiring some girls who just work so intensely hard like just push themselves and customers so much and even in slow/shit times in a boiling hot club just donât stop trying and trying and it does pay off even if a good night right now is like $350 at least theyâre making that. Theyâll be pissed off and angry but just hustle so endlessly, it really is impressive. I just do NOT have that in me, no fucking way and even though money is needed more right now really trying to hustle is the last thing I want to do. I just canât force myself to continuously approach people particularly in a small crowd and have the same bullshit conversations over and over or put on an extravagant personality thatâs not my own and work so hard on a person for a $60 dance. Itâs not that I think Iâm above that after all that is why weâre there and that is the job...I just canât fucking be bothered and I donât enjoy that. At times like this Iâm not even angry or sad about the lack of money, I stop caring about it all together.Â
Saturday night I had a good night not insane money or even very good at all really but I was happy at work and just genuinely enjoyed it and I havenât had a night at work that Iâve liked for about 3 months to be honest. But itâs very environmental this job. Like about 2 of those months I was dancing in Las Vegas which was terrible and Iâll write a post about why itâs filth soon and then the club Iâm at now itâs okay but Iâve really never liked/meshed well with the majority of clientele in the area and itâs just a go to comfort zone type of place but itâs not really my scene I donât know.Â
Anyway Iâve figured out Iâm a right-brained stripper. I originally was drawn to the job for the performance/sensuality/expression side of it over money completely and that is truly what keeps me in it. Money alone wouldnât be enough to make me stay and if I had zero interest in pole dancing, sexuality, performance, creativity, talking to people and philosophising I just donât think Iâd be even doing it and if I was Iâd be completely shit at it. I make a good stripper when my interests are like peaked..like if itâs a good crowd for stage shows, I can pick my own music, I meet an actually interesting/easy person to speak with or somebody I feel attracted to and can easily express sensuality with etc and I get by a lot on these aspects of my personality.Â
Left brained strippers are probably the girls I mentioned earlier like insane hustlers, just relentlessly making money. They make much better sales women and their brains are probably processing just numbers, time, money, money, money. Left brained people probably are higher earning strippers, not all the time though but they definitely have good work ethic and are focused and driven by money. I think if youâre a right-brained person you need more than just money to motivate you, right-brain is more emotional and spiritual ( I actually thought it was the other way around but apparently not) so more susceptible to major highs and lows within the industry whereas a left-brained dancer is more logical and practical, itâs purely just work and they just go get the job done. Left-brains are more likely to get a higher quantity of sales/dances, right-brains are more likely to get longer dances. Left brains rarely see the same customer twice and move straight onto the next, right-brains are more likely to form connections and have regular customers. Left-brains mainly see stage as a chore and in the way of making more money, right-brains probably love stage. So I think left-brains make the best sales women for sure and probably have what it takes to work a long time as a stripper and make a lot of money and probably be very successful. Right brains make the best performers are more sexual and flirtatious but are sensitive and will burn out and start questioning the purpose and meaning behind it all lol so probably canât get by with as much consistency as a left-brain stripper.Â
Iâm aiming to dance another 5 years or so...Quit when Iâm 30 although I probably wouldnât be opposed to the odd night here and there even after 30. For a bit of extra money but also to just tap into the feeling of feminine beauty and girl power and other shit that right-brains like :)Â
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