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Some girls in this industry whether they’re drug or alcohol fueled or just driven intensely by money are just machines. Like wow they work hard. Currently I’m back in Australia and just working “casually” (3 nights a week) in Surfers Paradise, QLD which by the way I fucking hate but it is the closest spot to me and I’ve been going back and forth to my club there for over two years so it’s convenient and I like the girls etc whatever.
Also I’ve been tossing up whether to even keep this blog because I’m the most inconsistent person in the world and stopped writing anything but I may as well, I really don’t care if no-one ever even reads anything I write at all, it’s just something to fucking do and if I can get thoughts out and written somewhere then hopefully I can move on from them type thing. Like on Harry Potter how Dumbledore has the pensieve and he takes his memories out of his head and puts them there just to look at when he wants to. Like that but with stripper thoughts...they need somewhere to go.
So, back to what I was saying. It’s super dead at work right now like insanely slow but the other night I was just admiring some girls who just work so intensely hard like just push themselves and customers so much and even in slow/shit times in a boiling hot club just don’t stop trying and trying and it does pay off even if a good night right now is like $350 at least they’re making that. They’ll be pissed off and angry but just hustle so endlessly, it really is impressive. I just do NOT have that in me, no fucking way and even though money is needed more right now really trying to hustle is the last thing I want to do. I just can’t force myself to continuously approach people particularly in a small crowd and have the same bullshit conversations over and over or put on an extravagant personality that’s not my own and work so hard on a person for a $60 dance. It’s not that I think I’m above that after all that is why we’re there and that is the job...I just can’t fucking be bothered and I don’t enjoy that. At times like this I’m not even angry or sad about the lack of money, I stop caring about it all together.
Saturday night I had a good night not insane money or even very good at all really but I was happy at work and just genuinely enjoyed it and I haven’t had a night at work that I’ve liked for about 3 months to be honest. But it’s very environmental this job. Like about 2 of those months I was dancing in Las Vegas which was terrible and I’ll write a post about why it’s filth soon and then the club I’m at now it’s okay but I’ve really never liked/meshed well with the majority of clientele in the area and it’s just a go to comfort zone type of place but it’s not really my scene I don’t know.
Anyway I’ve figured out I’m a right-brained stripper. I originally was drawn to the job for the performance/sensuality/expression side of it over money completely and that is truly what keeps me in it. Money alone wouldn’t be enough to make me stay and if I had zero interest in pole dancing, sexuality, performance, creativity, talking to people and philosophising I just don’t think I’d be even doing it and if I was I’d be completely shit at it. I make a good stripper when my interests are like peaked..like if it’s a good crowd for stage shows, I can pick my own music, I meet an actually interesting/easy person to speak with or somebody I feel attracted to and can easily express sensuality with etc and I get by a lot on these aspects of my personality.
Left brained strippers are probably the girls I mentioned earlier like insane hustlers, just relentlessly making money. They make much better sales women and their brains are probably processing just numbers, time, money, money, money. Left brained people probably are higher earning strippers, not all the time though but they definitely have good work ethic and are focused and driven by money. I think if you’re a right-brained person you need more than just money to motivate you, right-brain is more emotional and spiritual ( I actually thought it was the other way around but apparently not) so more susceptible to major highs and lows within the industry whereas a left-brained dancer is more logical and practical, it’s purely just work and they just go get the job done. Left-brains are more likely to get a higher quantity of sales/dances, right-brains are more likely to get longer dances. Left brains rarely see the same customer twice and move straight onto the next, right-brains are more likely to form connections and have regular customers. Left-brains mainly see stage as a chore and in the way of making more money, right-brains probably love stage. So I think left-brains make the best sales women for sure and probably have what it takes to work a long time as a stripper and make a lot of money and probably be very successful. Right brains make the best performers are more sexual and flirtatious but are sensitive and will burn out and start questioning the purpose and meaning behind it all lol so probably can’t get by with as much consistency as a left-brain stripper.
I’m aiming to dance another 5 years or so...Quit when I’m 30 although I probably wouldn’t be opposed to the odd night here and there even after 30. For a bit of extra money but also to just tap into the feeling of feminine beauty and girl power and other shit that right-brains like :)
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