Ben Kenobi

[a-smiling-travesty-hasmoved-blog]

For @imaginaryanon‘s amazing fic 

[herowithmuchfear]

He let out snarl, putting his hands on either side of his head, pulling at his hair. He sunk to his knees and shook his head. He closed his eyes tightly, tears spilling out of them.

“Stop it, stop.” He almost begged. He had to lock that side of him away, he had to lock that part of him he dubbed Anakin away. Obi-Wan was right, if he hadn’t been pushed to this extreme…none of this would have happened. 

He looked up at him, a look of pain on his face. “Don’t you understand?” He asked. “This is the only way I can live with what I’ve done.” He told him, his voice breaking slightly. “Do you know everything I’ve sacrificed of myself to get here-the lines I’ve crossed. Obi-Wan…I-I can’t come back from this.”

[sithkenobi]

It didn’t matter if he thought he could come back from it ----- it was a simple fact that everything had gone wrongly. If maybe he had trained Anakin better, if maybe he was stronger, this wouldn’t have happened, but the blame ( in his mind) was all on himself.

He couldn’t even change it ---- it was a simple fact that it was there and that it was never going to change. Nothing he could do would make it change, but the reality was that it could ( If only he would listen). 

“You can try to come back from this.” He stated calmly, “You can try.... even if you’re not willing to see it.” 

[sithkenobi]

How the frick do I have over 100 followers on here?? I mean, erm, *Cough* I will eventually get around to drafts.

[insomnova]

“Obi-Wan?!”

“Who the kriff is Obi-Wan?”

@seainspace the Winter Soldier!AU has destroyed me tbh

[thelostknee-deactivated20210422]

Lord have mercy

[hamelin-born]

YES

[sithkenobi]

@herowithmuchfear

[herowithmuchfear]

Vader growled and shook his head, “I was never his pet.” That was a lie, Anakin Skywalker had followed him hopelessly. “I’m the one in control.” He insisted, if he wasn’t of he’d make sure he was.

“I don’t need saving!” He shouted. “I was weak, I couldn’t do what needed to be done.” He told him. “I’m brining peace to the Galaxy, to the Universe.” He said. “Anakin was never strong enough to do that.”

[sithkenobi]

“You’re not in control. If you were, I would be out of these shackles, and the Galaxy wouldn’t be in this state. Anakin, you know this is wrong... or shall I call you Vader? Vader would do this... not Anakin Skywalker.”

There was a pause, “Anakin Skywalker, the boy I knew years ago, wouldn’t have followed another into the abyss. Anakin Skywalker would have done what was right, but Vader? Vader, would do what you are, and he would keep me like this.”

“Want to know why? Xylek didn’t just kill Wyndel... he killed Anakin as well or is he still alive. After-all, you say this is your Empire, but are you sure about that? Are you sure that this wasn’t done for him and not for you? Please, tell me your answer.”

[daily-mcgregor]

Ewan McGregor in “Stay” (2005) 

[luxettenebra]

Revan gave a low growl, her head turning to fix themselves on the other person in her room. “Kriffing get out of my personal chambers.” she snapped. Korrie gave a low growl in response to her Master’s feelings, ears pitching backwards and muscles tensing in readiness. 

[sithkenobi]

“Do you really want me out of here?” He asked with an eyebrow raised as he made his way forward, “I must say, I didn’t think I would get this far with out being caught, but then again? It seems I have.” 

Kenobi tilted his head at her for a moment, “I’m here to get my Padawan back.”

[davidcjingw]

EP1~3 Sith!Obi

[herowithmuchfear]

🔪- sithKenobi

@sithkenobi

Anakin had been captured, now chained to a wall by his former Master. Why he was still alive, he’d never know. But as Kenobi entered the cell and he soon found a knife in his gut. He was was starting to see why. “Obi-Wan-” He gasped out in pain.

[sithkenobi]

@herowithmuchfear

Kenobi moved to twist the small blade into Anakin's gut, there was no hesitation, and no mercy behind those red eyes. If anything, he was doing this to rid himself of the memories, but that didn't matter right now. All that did matter was making sure Anakin knew where he stood, "This could have been avoided, Anakin." He finally stated.

[ewock]

Ewan McGregor brushing his teeth

[sithkenobi]

Obi-Wan Kenobi ID by IamObiWanKenobi

[manichaeisms-a-deactivated20200]

“Explain what? I don’t think I made a mistake, and you’re arguing it with me. There’s nothing to face! Besides there was only minor damage, it could have been a lot worse.” Anakin grinned. “Me? Why would I bring that up, master? It’s only happened a half dozen times, I’m sure you remember just fine on your own.”

[sithkenobi]

“Here we go again.” There was absolute annoyance across his features, and they quite possibly had been through this before. Yet, here they were once again, and it seemed that Anakin wasn’t going to give up, “Minor damage? It was destroyed!” 

Yes, it was minor damage in the long run, but still it had happened, “Half a dozen? I’m not counting the times you caused the situation, Anakin. If I did? It would have to be far above twenty.”

[manichaeisms-a-deactivated20200]

“So what is it that kept coming out of your mouth then, master?” he asked dryly. “It sounded like words to me. Very pointed ones, might I add.”

[sithkenobi]

“Really, Anakin.” He stated in a dry amused tone, “I was simply trying to explai--” he cut himself off, “I’m not going to even try anymore. Ignore me if you want, but you’re going to have to face it soon or later and don’t bring the times you have saved my skin up either.”

[manichaeisms-a-deactivated20200]

→ open to mutuals

“You know, I’d really prefer it if we just… didn’t talk about that right now.”

[sithkenobi]

“I didn’t say anything. Truly, I didn’t say a word.” Well, that might have been a full out blunt lie, but he was trying to make up for it.

[jespkii]

doodled a sith!obiwan all because of this amazing fanfic by @imaginaryanon

[only1benkenobiarchive]

Inexplicable Sith!Obi-Wan… played with various things, including anger as red/yellow eye colour, and more gold for the -erm- calmer moments.

[herowithmuchfear]

@sithkenobi

[sithkenobi]

Reminder for me;

Actually work on a real theme here or forget and do not.