Hello!! I'm Orion but I also go by Aero and go by any pronouns!
• I currently write for both Homestuck and Death Note but that can change depending on what The Parasites™ tell me to do (´ε｀ )
• I strictly do x readers mainly because I'm just not good at doing character x character I'm so sorry 💔
• I procrastinate a lot and have issues that cause me to go on hiatus sometimes so please don't expect all fics to come out in a timely manner :(
• I do fluff, NSFW, and angst (though I'm not too good at angst)
• I'll do almost anything when it comes to NSFW, EXCEPT:
- Scat, vomit, incest, ageplay, necrophilia, p3dophilia, anything pertaining to rape or dub con, sensory deprivation, zoophilia, and anything that pertains to physical/domestic, animal, and child abuse
• Any and all Proshippers/darkshippers you are NOTTT welcome here!!
• Homestuck characters I WILL write for:
All Beta Kids (John, Dave, Rose, and Jade), All Beta Trolls (except a small few), and PRE-DAVE Bro Strider.
• NOTE: I will NOT be doing the Cherubs, Alpha kids, or Dancestors purely because I do not know them yet. I will NOT be writing for Vriska, Nepeta, Aradia, and Kanaya because I don't understand their characters too well yet I hope you understand ❤️🩹
Death Note characters I will be writing for:
Light Yagami, L Lawlite, Misa Amane, and Touta Matsuda
• Again, if a character is not on this list, it's because I do not know them well enough if not at all to write them yet so please be patient 🥹
I Hope my writing brings you joy!! Lots of love to y'all!!
If your perchance open to Sollux requests ... Maybe Sollux with a human reader who gets really clingy and whiney when they're sick 🥹 gender and all that jazz is up to you friendo
DAWEEEEEEE yes!!! I made it gender neutral bee tee dubs
Sollux Captor x Reader
Content warnings : highkey none
dividers by animatedglittergraphics-n-more!!
God, you felt awful
Your nose had been continuously running for hours now, and the chills and shakes your body were having were less than pleasant.
You felt so weak, so helpless. Like you wanted to curl up against someone and try to forget about how terrible you felt.
Someone like your matesprit
Sure, he could be grumpy and cranky, but you wanted him right now more than anyone else. You doubted he’d even understand your human cold, but you hoped he would get the severity of it.
When you call him up, he clocked the whineyness of your voice instantly.
‘Woah, thomeoneth needy.’
Yeah i am sollux what abt it 😒
He also notices how.. Nasally your voice sounded. For a second, he thought you were making fun of him.
After a quick explanation of why you sounded like this and what you had, you were pretty much begging him to come over and take care of you. You just missed him so much, you needed him by your side right now.
In all honesty, Sollux was already planning on stopping by your hi- house, he wanted to hang out anyways, so not a lot of convincing had to be done to get him to stop by.
He did do a quick google search on his phone to see what kind of stuff helped human colds.
GUYS I’m thinking of him being annoyed trying to find cold medicine in the grocery store 🥹 so kawaii im gonna cry
By the time he’s at your house he’s got a grocery bag full of random miscellaneous items that may or may not help your weird human virus
You giggle at his sweetness, but this ends up sending you into a coughing fit
Sollux is right at your side and.. Wow.
He is kinda scared at how bad you look right now
Were humans supposed to look this bad when they were sick? Is this normal???
Your eyes were all sunken in, your body wouldn’t stop shaking, he’s actually worried now.
‘Dude are you thore you’re okay??? Do we need to get you to a hothpital??’
You reassure him that you’re fine, you just need some hugs and kisses to feel better.
He scoffed at you and repeated the stuff he read online about drinking water, resting, and proper meals, but by the time he’s finished his sentence he’s already wrapped his arms around you and shoved your head into his chest.
Honestly the rest of the day basically involves you guys watching a lot of TV and Sollux mother henning you the whole time.
He’s never really dealt with this before so he doesn’t know how serious he should be taking it. To be on the safe side, he’s taking it very seriously.
He was about to call up Karkat to cook for the two of you while you cuddled but you reassured him that that was not needed, you’d be fine to leave him be while he heated up the soup he bought you.
..Sollux starts to regret not texting Karkat,
‘Solluxxxxx, are you almost done?? I need you, please come back :(((((‘
‘It’th been five minuteth, babe, hold your goddamn hoovebeathtth.’
When you end up leaving the couch to come hug him from behind, he decides to give up on trying to keep you down and just let you hang off him while he cooks for you.
Now. He understands you are strong enough to do things like feed yourself.
You’ve proven that by your constant following of him as if you were a dog
But. ahem.
It’s not every day he has an excuse to lovingly and carefully feed you spoonfuls of soup. He takes the chances when he can okay
Once you’re tuckered out and finally asleep, Sollux takes a minute to look at your face.
Still more sickly than he likes, but he brushes some of the hair away from you and tries to ignore it.
You told him not to worry about your germs. You doubted that trolls could even get the same viruses that humans could get, and Sollux seconded this. With that in mind, he leans down and presses a gentle peck to your lips.
NOT PROOFREADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! gags at the idea of it being proofread
Reader ( gender neutral ) in constant sexual frustration x Gamzee makara that finally makes them feel good and see stars after climax ( with sexual toys pleas ) if you can and MY LIFE IS YOURS
hi anon YES I fucking love this idea. peak. you are peak. I almost made gamzee even grosser but I held back. gross gamzee fic coming soon
Gamzee Makara x troll!Reader
Content warnings : NSFW, sex toys, gamzee's non gendered gendered language
dividers by k1ssyoursister!
You’ve been in.. a fowl mood lately, to say the least.
You’re snappy, you’re blunt, and your patience has seem to run thin with everyone you know.
The thing was, no one really knew the reason why
All things considered, you were pretty friendly! You weren’t normally this curt with your friends, not by a long shot
And if it weren’t for Vriska making an off coloured joke, Gamzee would’ve never figured out the reason why
‘If iiiiiiii was that upset over nothing, I’d bet my money they haven't been laid in too long. WIth that personality change, who would want to!!!!!!!!’
You growled at her and stormed off, not even bothering to dignify her with a response.
What made you most upset was that she was right, even if only partially
It wasn’t that you weren’t getting laid, it’s that you couldn’t seem to cum.
You were always.. Hard to get there, so to speak, but lately it’s just been so difficult and you didn’t have the patience to work yourself up just to get no relief.
Your lack of quadrants didn’t help matters. Not that you’d ever go to them with this problem, you think you’d rather keen over and die than admit you’re having performance issues.
But maybe they’d work you up to where you wanted to be and finally, finally push you over that delicious edge you’ve been hoping to get to for months now.
But no matesprit, moirail, or hatemate to do the trick for you, so you’re left to your own underwhelming and unsuccessful devices.
Or so you thought, before a certain friend of yours comes knocking at your hive door.
‘WeLL HelLO mOTHerFUcKEr, cAN a cErtaIN SomEOnE cOMe aLl uP iN To aNOTheR cERtaIN SOmeOnE’S hIVe?’
You really aren’t in the mood at the moment, but it’s Gamzee, you can’t really be mad at him, so you let him in.
He’s quick to make himself at home as he throws himself onto your lounge plank, along with a backpack you failed to take note of beforehand. He doesn’t seem to be focusing on it, though, so you doubted it was anything too important.
(even if you were slightly curious..)
You sit next to him on the couch and he instantaneously wraps his arm around your shoulder.
Gamzee was always a touchy troll, but considering your, ahem, current situation, you could feel yourself get a little hotter.
‘sO, WHaTs GOt a MothERfuCkEr aLL uP In A mOTherFuCKinG cRANkY moOd As oF lAtE?’
You silently cringe at the topic at hand.
‘I’ve just been.. Sleeping kinda shitty lately.’
Gamzee doesn’t seem to believe that for a second and lets out a low, gravley chuckle.
‘uH Huh? ThAT’s WHaTs bEen bUGGinG My mOThErFUCkiNg WickEd pAl LAteLY? NoT.. OthEr tASkS?’
Okay, so Gamzee knew, this was kinda humiliating. Wow okay wowwww wowow
You awkwardly explained to Gamzee that, yes, you haven’t had sex in a while and also youhaven’tcuminawhileeither
Gamzee smiles. Gog, you’re so cute.
So those are the events that lead you to your current position on the loungeplank, pants long gone, your thighs pushed as far apart as they could be with Gamzee surrounded by a plethora of toys.
He's currently holding a vibrating fleshlight around your bulge and trying to work a dildo inside of your nook.
You have to admit, it’s a lot, but it feels good, better than what you can do with your hands. It’s nothing like the dull feeling of stroking or fingerfucking yourself, it felt- well, it felt more
Gamzee seems to be happy that the dildo is slotting into your nook nicely. He kinda had to take a guess of which toys you’d like, but lucky for him, his backpack contained a good selection to choose from.
You moaned as the dildo reached its end, feeling so full and alive. Your hand comes down to hold Gamzee’s wrist.
‘tOO MuCH?’
You whine and hope he takes it as the no that it is. You tilt your head to the side and lock eyes with him
‘please keep goin.’
It usually takes you a while to build up to your breaking point, but you feel as if it’s approaching much sooner than normal. Maybe it's the toys, or maybe it's the troll who’s holding them that’s getting you there.
‘c’mON bEauTIfUl bRo, thERe’S No RUsH. JuSt FEeL tHoSE MoThERFUCkING FEelINgS. FEeLs GoOd?’
You let out another moan as you shake your head yes. You think the reason why this was working so well was because Gamzee wasn’t rushing you.
You always get overly frustrated at your.. poor performance by yourself, and end up giving up because you don’t have the patience for this. Your body was supposed to just work, you shouldn’t need to go for hours to get a whole lot of nothing. Turns out Gamzee is a patron of patience the way he’s been playing with you. No hurry for you to cum, to get things over with, he’s acting like there’s no actual goal. The good part is just making you feel good.
You’re at your limit when Gamzee starts to move the dildo inside of you. Slow thrust speed up to quicker shoves and you start to shut your eyes in anticipation.
He keeps you on that edge for a bit longer, but he’s not a mean guy. He knows how much you need this, how long you’ve waited for this.
‘GoOD JoB, WIckEd SIs, KNeW You hAD It iN YOu. YeAAahH, leT GO fOr mE. yOU KnoW ThAt FEEls GoOd. LeMme HEaR YoU SAy iT.’
You try to do what was asked of you, but it came out more like a strangled cry of pleasure rather than actual words. Finally, finally, you come. Your vision goes white behind your eyes and your whole body feels slack, only thing keeping you on ground was Gamzee’s hands pushing you through the orgasm.
By the time you’re done and Gamzee has turned off the toys or stopped their movement, you’re completely breathless.
‘That was.. amazing, oh my gog…’
Gamzee chuckled and came up to press a kiss on your forehead. You blushed at the action. Despite having done what you two just did together, that felt like the most intimate thing so far.
You look down to your crotch and cringe at the amount of genmat that poured onto your stomach. You go to apologize to Gamzee for most likely dirtying his toys more than he expected, but before you even get the chance to say it, he leans down and licks the genmat from your tummy onto his tongue. He looks up from his position near your stomach and locks eyes with you as he swallows it.
You’re flustered beyond belief. All you can do to not fall head over heels in love with him on the spot is to laugh and push his head away. He laughs too and turns to lick your hand instead.
He’ll make you cuddle him on the couch afterwards, his warm, lanky body wrapped around your own. You don’t think of the implications of what just happened or what it means for the future with you two (if there even was one), you just grin knowing that if nothing happens, at least you did in fact finally get laid.
NOT PROOFREAD OR EDITED!!! im so hungry I want a chicken burger
Love your work! Would you mind writing fluff headcanons of Karkat, kankri,and Sollux with a troll matesprit s/o who is obsessed with having stuffed animals and they indulge in their love for it like buying them more stuffed animals or them getting jealous and claiming to their matesprit that they spend more time cuddling with the stuffed animals than them? Please and thank you
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Sollux Captor, Kankri Vantas, and Karkat Vantas x GN!Troll Reader
CW: SFW, none
Sollux
At first, Sollux didn't really care about your penchant for stuffed animals.
It didn't bother him much that they practically consumed your whole respiteblock.
You respected his interests and he respected yours.
He didn't think about them all that much unless he was fighting them for space on the loungeplank.
Or if you were choosing to nap with one of your stuffed toys instead of him.
What? Him? Jealous? Of a stuffed animal? No, never.
Sollux Captor was NOT jealous.
Nor did he want to be touched.
He just found it slightly annoying that your collection was consuming his life.
He definitely didn't want to cuddle you.
He just wished he had a little more space is all.
And a little more of your attention.
Okay, maybe he was feeling slightly neglected.
It was pathetic, he knew it.
And it was probably his own fault in the first place.
Always wanting to be loved at a distance.
He couldn't explain why he had phases where the only thing he wanted to do was hold you close when at other times he couldn't even stand the feeling of the shirt on his back.
You were special to him, though.
He just wanted to see you happy.
So what if it made him feel good when you hugged him as thanks for your new stuffed toy.
Kankri
Kankri couldn't help but educate you on the sheer overconsumption of your hobby.
The effect of producing such objects surely wasn't positively impacting the planet.
If people keep making aimless purchases, who knows what the state of things will be like in 10 sweeps?
Not to mention the careless discard of them once something shiny and new came on the market.
Still, he could admit that they were pretty cute.
And he recognized your attachment to them.
It didn't matter how many you had, they all had their own names and personalities which you never seemed to forget.
He made a dedicated effort to remember, too.
They were important to you and clearly he hadn't considered that aspect.
These little toys were like collegues at least and dear friends at most.
He wanted to be in good standing with your friends, animate or not.
Anything important to you was worth understanding to him.
He'd made his point, but these little guys were already living in your hive.
What else was there to do besides embrace them?
You tried not to laugh, watching him correct himself and apologize to one of your animals.
Engaging them in the same conversations he would get into with anybody else
Even if he was just doing all that to humor you, it meant a lot.
Although, you sometimes swore you could hear him having an imaginary conversation when you were in the other room.
Karkat
Karkat really didn't understand your choice of collection.
He just didn't see the point in it.
He did, however, understand your enthusiam.
He got the same way about romcoms, if the situations were comparable.
He was someone who enjoyed things more than a normal amount, so who was he to judge?
Speaking of which, stuffed animals made excellent romantic gestures.
At least he didn't have to be confused about what sorts of gifts to give you even if he sometimes had trouble navigating the feelings aspect of your quadrant.
He was enthralled by every aspect of you anyways.
He knew what he was getting into when he first decided to embrace his crush.
He wouldn't change absolutely anything about you.
It didn't matter to him that every surface in your hive was occupied by a little critter.
He just wanted to make you happy.
Maybe it wasn't the best idea to feed into your addiction, but you just got so excited when he presented you with flowers held by a stuffed animal.
He couldn't resist buying one whenever he ran into them in public.
If he saw something he knew you would like, he wanted to get it for you.
Or else he would spend the rest of the week thinking about how he should've gotten it.
He didn't even recognize himself anymore.
When had he become such a softie?
Karkat had waited his whole life for romance to work out for him.
Why wouldn't he want to be the best partner he could be?
He didn't spend all that time studying quadrants for nothing.
Besides, being able to do things for you made him happy, too.
this might be cringe of an ask but i want to try my luck anyway 👉👈
could you pls write Eridan with a troll partner who was raised by humans? like they eded up on earth as a grub and don't behave very troll-like as the result of their upbringing, completely clueless about hierarchy and clumsy with understanding quadrants so their relationship both red and pale (how scandalous)
Omg this is so cute!!!
I’ve never really seen something like this weirdly enough so this’ll be fun to write!
Thanks 4 the askkkkk
Eridan x troll Reader who was raised by humans!! 💜⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
He’s like
…..wwhat.
He’s annoyed with it at first hes like
What the fuck is wrong with you you fucking freak
He questions you about troll stuff and you’re like
“Huh?”
“wwait you mean you havve no clue what a hivve is”
“No?”
“Do I? I feel like you type really weird”
“wwhere the hell did you livve?”
“What? In a house.”
“the fuck is a house”
He makes fun of you for not having a typing quirk either
“you type all fucked up.”
“i type normal, I feel like you type wweird.”
And you guys would bicker about it constantly
When you guys hang out he’s quick to take the opertunity of you know being aware of the hierarchy/caste system of trolls to tell you how much landwellers suck
Exept you (if you’re a landweller)
He tells you ALLLLL about it
He’d go ON AND ON about troll history and culture and ask you about it things
Ask what you do and don’t know about, call your strange behavior, well…strange, all that!
I do think he would find it endearing or cute
In his brain youre just really weird and really stupid in a way
He finds it pitiful and adorable
He thinks you need him to survive really
So he’s kind of a high (sea)horse about helping you and being a troll
He’s smug and stuff about it for sure
He’s thrown off by how little you know about quadrants
He’s like WWHAT
WWHAT IS WWRONG WITH YOU
He tries his best to explain
But with how not amazing he is romantically already, I think he’d end up confusing you and even more so, confusing himself with what you’re thinking and feeling
He often tells you just how lucky you are to have him to help you
Otherwise you’d be so lost
And you’re lucky you’ve got a well-mannered, intelligent, royal, high blood like himself to help you.
Forgot what that was?
Here, he’ll just start over.
He’s thrilled to hear you talk about anything he’s told you
He’s flattered and appreciative that you listen to his infodumps
He loves it
God you’re so strange… and he is horns over heels for you.
Sorry this was kind of short!!! Thanks for the ask!!! Another Eridan ask wo probably come out later today/tonight so keep an eye out Eridan nation!!
6. What is your favourite gender? not your gender. your favourite.
7. What is your least favourite colour?
@incognitostunner @woman-offical @stagefrightbaxter @callofwinter @holymolyitssam @tagging-officals-offical @archangel-gabriel-offical @eric-cartman-offical and open tags. ok? answer my questions. DO IT.
Notes: Typical L behavior, all SFW, L doesn't understand emotional/social cues on personal levels.
• L my sweet boy...he would lowkey suck as a partner sometimes ಥ‿ಥ
• He was NOT trained/taught to understand peoples emotions on personal levels
• Him being trained and taught to be a forensic machine meant he really only needed to understand emotion in the psychological sense-
• So it takes a lot of time and patience for him to actually become comfortable with intimacy and romance and dealing with you as well...an actual person in his life rather than a witness or a suspect.
• Lots of communication and sometimes awkward conversations are needed.
• It definitely helps your relationship with him if you at least somewhat understand what he's doing career wise
• Whether you work for him, beside him, or just have a knack for law/forensics, knowing what he's talking about and being able to bounce off each other on the topic can definitely bring you closer!!
• Another thing that will get you closer to him, is humanizing him
• Seeing past the whole #1 detective mysquite of L and bringing him into the more casual parts of your work routine is something he actually really appreciates.
• When he isn't deep into a case, tell him about your day, ask him about his, vent, tell him fun facts, make him become the 'mediator' for fake fights
• He'll act pretty unbothered but just know it does make him really happy that you're willing to seek what's underneath.
• One big sign of him acknowledging and appreciating your efforts is letting you in his space
• If other members of the task force are already asleep in their respected homes and even Watari isn't present but your still awake
• He'll let you stay by him and continuously ask you your opinions on certain things (usually things pertaining to the Kira case)
• "hmm...Despite my low deduction on Light being Kira, what do you think on the matter? I know I'm right, I usually am but...it doesn't hurt getting an outside perspective..."
• Get close enough and he'll even let you in on his sense of humor
• I'm sick of people saying he wouldn't be a goof when given the chance look at him!!
• Master rage baiter right there and you guys aren't even acknowledging it 😞/j
• I think his humor would mainly consist of sarcasm, dad jokes, and older jokes that he's heard Watari use in the past.
• Once a romantic relationship is established there's definitely a specific softness and leniency that he doesn't show anyone else
• Letting you take bites of his sweets, giving you free range of his "office", occasionally bringing you with him on abroad cases, ect.
• Although I think he'd love physical affection, he wouldn't let you into his personal space that much when he's somewhere in person
• Will NOT let you be affectionate at all near the Task Force mainly to conceal how you affect him and especially so Light can't figure out his weaknesses.
• When everyone else is out of sight and it's just you two he really likes being in your bubble
• REALLY likes being in your personal space-
• It's obvious that he likes getting up in peoples business mainly to make them uncomfortable or to really analyze them
• But he does it to you just for the hell of it
• One minute he'll be working on whatever and you're doing the same,
• The seconds later he's so close to you his nose is practically touching your face-
• He's a lot like a cat when it comes to affection
• he just likes pressing his face into- arms/body not even around you most of the time he just smushes himself into your shoulder/neck
• And because L's a little freak, he likes smelling you-
• not exaggeratedly or excessively but you can tell when he's doing it-
• He's not normal about you like at all but he's quite about it trust
• Lords forbid if your a gourmand bitch who likes to smell hella sweet
• Walk past him smellin like caramel or some shit and he's gonna be up your ass all day
• FIGURATIVELY... (you freaks...)
• And because of his VASTT amount of money he'll occasionally buy you really nice, thoughtful gifts
• Usually for holidays or your birthday but sometimes if your upset at him for whatever reason he'll buy you something small but sweet ❤️🩹
• We all know of L's fucked up sleep schedule (or the lack there of)
• But I think if you've expressed your frustration of not being able to go to bed with him enough times, he'll make a habit of laying with you or sitting with you until you fall asleep.
• During the Kira case he does this way more often and continuously checks on you to feel your pulse and your breath just to make sure
• I also think L wouldn't like lip kisses that much- at first at least
• he just wasn't used to it and the feeling of it kinda made him uncomfy...
• Once further into the relationship though he's obsessed
• biiiggg oral fixation
• Sometimes he'll just randomly bring your hand to his lips to press your fingers against them instead of his own 🥹
• This man makes me so feral I love him so much eughhh
YAYAYAYY FIRST DEATH NOTE PIECE‼️ I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE HOW I WROTE L HES SO PRECIOUS TO ME 🥹
big eb once again doing anythingggggg but their requests. anyways happy easter yall
Karkat Vantas x Reader
Content warnings : drugs (smoking weed), mental health struggles, reader is implied to be a human
dividers by we-die-like-fools!!
You feel foolish as you take another hit of your joint. A party would be nice, the words bounce around in your skull for a bit before you scoff at yourself for your past idiocy. Of course you would crave socialization only to reel back as soon as you get it. It’s what led you to hiding out here, sitting on the roof alone with a joint in between your fingers. The cool summer air blows gently across your face as it picks up the smoke on its way and brings it up to the stars. You feel like you’re stuck in a trance watching it happen, and for a second, everything is okay. You can still faintly smell the scent of weed and cigarette smoke stuck in your hair from the party inside, but it’s almost overtaken by the freshness of the wind. You smile thinking of it.
You know that being slightly buzzed on top of a roof isn't the greatest of plans, but you can’t find it in yourself to really mind all that much. You got tired of the stares you were getting, the pity glances and people seeming to walk on eggshells around you. You almost wanted to do something outrageous to get attention, like screaming in someone's face or bringing them in for a kiss, just for everyone to stop looking at you like that. You decided against it. Your self destructive tendencies would have to find another way to manifest, and manifest they did. You bring the joint up to your lips once again and inhale.
You start to count the stars when the window next to you opens. You don’t turn your head to look. Whoever it was would make their appearance verbal soon enough, so why lose your spot? Just like you guessed, the figure makes itself known by interrupting your count.
“... HEY.”
You don’t respond as your eyes dart from star to star. It feels like your universe was folding in on itself by how many shiny white dots were sprinkled in the sky. Your fuzzy brain couldn't compute it all. It was interrupted by a head that made its way in front of your eyes, messy hair and tiny horns with a permanent scowl that could scare off a bear. This time around, his pointy frown was softer and more of a concerned grimace. You hated that face more than anything.
“Well hello to you, Karkat. Enjoying my awesome party or not?” You ask it like you’re playing the part of a perfect party host, and you can’t help but laugh in your head. You couldn’t give two shits about how the party was going, you just couldn’t seem to have an empty house right now. The background noise of people laughing and socializing was enough to calm your racing heart.
His jacket rustled slightly as he took a seat next to you. As much as you hate to admit it, his presence settles and dulls the perpetual emptiness you’ve felt in your stomach for months now. “IT’S FINE. WAS MORE CONCERNED ABOUT THE MISSING HOST, BUT TURNS OUT THEY’RE JUST BEING A FUCKING IDIOT SMOKING WEED ON THE ROOF. ISN’T THERE A SHITTY HUMAN MUSICAL CALLED THAT? SOMETHING ON THE ROOF?”
You giggle, “Diddler on the roof.”
“IT’S NOT CALLED THAT.”
The silence that falls between the two of you is comfortable, but anticipatory. You know Karkat has more to say besides that, Karkat has always had something more to say. Before he can get his next sentence in, you take another drag of your joint. Might as well mentally prepare yourself for the talk he’s so obviously mustering up the courage to start.
“.. NOT TO PLAY THE ROLL OF A SHITTY THERAPIST OR ANYTHING, BUT… WE’RE WORRIED ABOUT YOU.”
There it was. Surprise to nobody and shock to none. Maybe the weed had something to do with it, but you couldn't help but giggle yet again. You put your head back and stared up at the sky. Karkat was obviously bugged by your nonchalantness about the whole ordeal, his brow furrowing even more than they naturally did. “I’M BEING SERIOUS- EVERYONE IS ASKING ABOUT YOU. PEOPLE I DON’T EVEN KNOW THAT WELL ARE ASKING ABOUT YOU. DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING WORRYING AND HARD IT IS TO GET ALL OF OUR FRIENDS COMING TO ME ASKING IF YOU’RE OFF THE FUCKING DEEP END YET?”
Wow, talk about a mood killer. You take another hit off the joint and blow the smoke into the air, feeling the embarrassment and anger settle in your stomach. Once the smoke has exited your body, you stare down at your shoes. “That must be really hard for you.” Your words have more bite than intended, but you can’t find it in yourself to care.
Karkat instantly looks remorseful. His hand finds its way to fiddle with the loose string on his jacket. “SHIT- I’M SORRY, I DIDN’T MEAN IT LIKE THAT. I JUST MEAN ITS HARD KNOWING YOU’RE NOT DOING WELL. YOU MEAN A LOT TO…. EVERYONE, WE’RE JUST NOT USED TO YOU LIKE THIS.”
You sigh as you listen to his words. Words that you’ve already heard before, the ‘are you okay’s and the ‘call me if you need anything’s. They’re sweet, but you know what they mean. You knew you were hard to manage like this, you knew you were less than pleasant. You were in the process of trying to figure out how to be again while the world just.. kept spinning.
And you knew you weren’t special because of this. Everyone has their own shit, you just seem to be handling yours especially poorly. You bring your free hand up to your lip and start to pick at the skin there.
“Yeah, well, I’m not either. Guess we’re both going through a learning curve.”
Karkat settles and silently admits a temporary defeat. The quiet between the two of you this time around doesn’t hold that openness that the first one did, and you have no one but yourself to blame for that. But it still held that care, that silent love. You could feel the way Karkat’s ganderbulbs bore holes into your face. Even with you refusing to look at him, he couldn’t seem to keep his eyes off of you. He took note of just how.. Bad you looked. Not on an attractive scale, all things considered, he thought you were pretty good looking. But the bags under your eyes and your bloody lips were enough to tell him what he needed to know, what he already knew.
“.. YOU STAYING AT MY PLACE TONIGHT?”
When he finally spoke up, a weight you didn’t know was on you suddenly lifted. The relief you felt in knowing he wasn’t pissed with you was enough to silence your mind. “If you’ll have me, sure. Didn’t have plans with anyone else. Doubt I’ll be getting there soon, though, I dunno when people are gonna start leaving.” You wished they never would. If the party never ends, you’ll always have people in the other room. All of your friends have silently accepted that for the time being, you’d couch surf until you learned how to be yourself again. You don’t know if it was healthy, but everyone is too busy treating you like a glass doll to say anything about it. It was weird to have such an opinionated friend like Karkat treating you like you’d break at any second.
The guilt did in fact eat away at you for being such a needy mess who did little else but feel sorry for themselves, but the ache just felt too fresh to do anything but. You knew you’d be okay eventually. You just wished you didn’t have to go through this process first.
You wordlessly and slowly lean your weight into Karkat's side, your head coming to rest on his shoulder. Karkat's arm found its way around you in return. And for a few seconds, the world felt alright again. Maybe you didn’t need Karkat yelling at you, not yet, maybe you just needed him to prove to you that he’s there and will continue to be there. Maybe that was enough for now.
NOT PROOFRED OR EDITED!!!!! u see a mistake BLINK!!
Papa is back guys I'm making my way through my asks very slowly but surely 🥹
CW: Classic Kk behavior, Gn!Reader, reader can be troll or human, talks about body image, classic hemo-racism, talks about anxiety and burnout
• OUGHHH I LOVE HIM‼️‼️
• I genuinely love him so much he's my favorite
• anyways-
• Karkat would be such a good fucking lover omg
• At first it's a bit awkward/messy because despite being the "Romance expert" and consuming so much media about romance
• He's honestly SO bad at admitting it and showing it
• It would honestly take a good year or two to actually get somewhere with him-
• Trust is a very big thing with him (for various reasons) so he needs time before he can express anything romantic to you.
• He's very tentative pre-relationship or pre...anything really-
• He watches you very carefully, putting certain information away in the expansive filing cabinet that is his brain
• What makes you laugh, what makes you excited, what your hobbies are, what you hate, what makes you annoyed, everything.
• And after a good while of careful trust building he finally lets you know about his blood color
• If you're a human, he might let you know earlier on because he knows there won't be any prejudice held against him.
• But it'll probably take a good minute if your also a troll-
• He would need lots of reassurance that you won't think of him any differently because of his mutation.
• But after you both have a mutual trust in each other and there's no judgement
• he's SO adoring holy shit
• when he's not engrossed in his many Romance novels/movies or trying to keep things civil between his friends
• you can always find him zoning out on you
• he is a yearnerrr
• When you exist too loud or if you do something stupidly loveable he starts tweaking out
• Cuteness aggression if you will
• Don't think you're safe from getting bit or bonked because you're not 🥹
• "OH SHIT THIS IS THE BEST PART. THIS IS PART IS SO FUCKING IMPORTANT TO M- HEY!"
• "Oww!! Karkat what the fuck?"
• "YOU WEREN'T LOOKING. THIS IS IMPORTANT!"
• Gog speed if you're not paying attention to every detail or comment during his romcoms ...
• I like to think his main ways of showing affection are quality time and acts of service
• He will involve you in EVERYTHING he does
• A new movie came out? You're watching it together. He's going to the store? Get dressed, you're coming too. You want to go out to eat? When and where he already has his shoes on.
• He'll also get so happy if you actually respond to his commentary
• He's gotten so used to people never really listening to him (especially during movie rants)
• so when he hears you respond and actively involving yourself in his rants he'll be so in love
• " I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE SHE WOULDN'T TELL HER MATESPRIT ABOUT SOMETHING SO CRUCIAL.WHERES THE COMMUNICATION YOU NOOKWHIFFER."
• "Right! She did NOT deserve him"
• "ABSOLUTELY NOT."
• he's giggling and kicking his feet in his head
• He also likes doing things for you despite him telling you he's not your lusus
• Getting a snack for you, bending over to get something for you,
• for some reason I think tying someone's shoes is like- peak romantic gesture to him??
• With all the shit that's happened to him and his friends I think he just really yearns for domestic slop
• Like he just wants to wake up and find you in the kitchen sipping coffee
• FOR FUCKS SAKE CAN HE JUST HAVE THAT?
• ahem ahem
• anyways!
• I also like to think that he really likes physical touch
• but he doesn't like to be the one to initiate it.
• The most he'll do is awkwardly reach for your hand
• But he love love loves when you go out of your way to be physically affectionate
• love on him damnit please
IM SOO SORRY THIS IS SO BUNZ ITS REALLY RUSHED I WANTED TO GET THIS OUT BEFORE EASTER 😓 I hope y'all have a good day and a good Easter to anyone who celebrates! :DD
Papa is back guys I'm making my way through my asks very slowly but surely 🥹
CW: Classic Kk behavior, Gn!Reader, reader can be troll or human, talks about body image, classic hemo-racism, talks about anxiety and burnout
• OUGHHH I LOVE HIM‼️‼️
• I genuinely love him so much he's my favorite
• anyways-
• Karkat would be such a good fucking lover omg
• At first it's a bit awkward/messy because despite being the "Romance expert" and consuming so much media about romance
• He's honestly SO bad at admitting it and showing it
• It would honestly take a good year or two to actually get somewhere with him-
• Trust is a very big thing with him (for various reasons) so he needs time before he can express anything romantic to you.
• He's very tentative pre-relationship or pre...anything really-
• He watches you very carefully, putting certain information away in the expansive filing cabinet that is his brain
• What makes you laugh, what makes you excited, what your hobbies are, what you hate, what makes you annoyed, everything.
• And after a good while of careful trust building he finally lets you know about his blood color
• If you're a human, he might let you know earlier on because he knows there won't be any prejudice held against him.
• But it'll probably take a good minute if your also a troll-
• He would need lots of reassurance that you won't think of him any differently because of his mutation.
• But after you both have a mutual trust in each other and there's no judgement
• he's SO adoring holy shit
• when he's not engrossed in his many Romance novels/movies or trying to keep things civil between his friends
• you can always find him zoning out on you
• he is a yearnerrr
• When you exist too loud or if you do something stupidly loveable he starts tweaking out
• Cuteness aggression if you will
• Don't think you're safe from getting bit or bonked because you're not 🥹
• "OH SHIT THIS IS THE BEST PART. THIS IS PART IS SO FUCKING IMPORTANT TO M- HEY!"
• "Oww!! Karkat what the fuck?"
• "YOU WEREN'T LOOKING. THIS IS IMPORTANT!"
• Gog speed if you're not paying attention to every detail or comment during his romcoms ...
• I like to think his main ways of showing affection are quality time and acts of service
• He will involve you in EVERYTHING he does
• A new movie came out? You're watching it together. He's going to the store? Get dressed, you're coming too. You want to go out to eat? When and where he already has his shoes on.
• He'll also get so happy if you actually respond to his commentary
• He's gotten so used to people never really listening to him (especially during movie rants)
• so when he hears you respond and actively involving yourself in his rants he'll be so in love
• " I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE SHE WOULDN'T TELL HER MATESPRIT ABOUT SOMETHING SO CRUCIAL.WHERES THE COMMUNICATION YOU NOOKWHIFFER."
• "Right! She did NOT deserve him"
• "ABSOLUTELY NOT."
• he's giggling and kicking his feet in his head
• He also likes doing things for you despite him telling you he's not your lusus
• Getting a snack for you, bending over to get something for you,
• for some reason I think tying someone's shoes is like- peak romantic gesture to him??
• With all the shit that's happened to him and his friends I think he just really yearns for domestic slop
• Like he just wants to wake up and find you in the kitchen sipping coffee
• FOR FUCKS SAKE CAN HE JUST HAVE THAT?
• ahem ahem
• anyways!
• I also like to think that he really likes physical touch
• but he doesn't like to be the one to initiate it.
• The most he'll do is awkwardly reach for your hand
• But he love love loves when you go out of your way to be physically affectionate
• love on him damnit please
IM SOO SORRY THIS IS SO BUNZ ITS REALLY RUSHED I WANTED TO GET THIS OUT BEFORE EASTER 😓 I hope y'all have a good day and a good Easter to anyone who celebrates! :DD
