A Bottle of Thoughts

Striving on chaos and delusions 24 She/Her In love with a fish, a robot, and a snowman

[slytherweasel]

New year! New Intro!

Hiii 👋 I’m Ace

જ⁀➴ 24 • She/her • MDNI

જ⁀➴ I currently play LaDs and ToT and will likely add more to that list. I also love Mystic Messenger. Non-otome wise play Stardew Valley, Sims, Mario Kart, Assassin Creed, along with some others that aren’t as regularly played

જ⁀➴ I main Rafayel and Caleb in LaDs, with Zayne closely behind and Artem and Marius in ToT. Seven will always be my first love though. I’m upfront about being a whale in LaDs but a low spender in ToT

જ⁀➴ Supernatrual and Harry Potter were my first fandoms and I still love them, JKR can rot in hell though. Huge fan of the Batfam and early 2010s Marvel

જ⁀➴ I love anime, Inuyasha was my first while One Piece and JJK would be my favorites overall, but Kamisama Kiss is my go to for a serotonin boost

જ⁀➴ Newer to kpop. Absolutely love Enhypen, Sunghoon and Ni-Ki are my biases with Jake being a wonderful distraction. Stray Kids and Le Sserafim are close behind with Hyunjin and Kazuha as my biases. The choreography is my favorite. And I’m always open to group and song recommendations

જ⁀➴ I do a little bit of writing though it’s mostly headcanons or little shorts, but not much as of late. I am a serial reposter. Most of my posts are little rants, random thoughts, thirsting over fictional men, with a little dust of game help/suggestions for LaDs players

[slytherweasel]

So I tried posting this on Reddit but all the mega treads and rules are honestly confusing when I just want some simple help and second opinions

So anyway I got tickets to the Dallas concerts and ever since I learned how to make my own photo cards I absolutely love doing it. So I wanted to make a bunch to take with me to give out. This will also be my first kpop concert and first time being vip so I have no idea what to expect.

Aside from wanting to know the basic etiquette for giving freebies I was also wondering if it would be insensitive to have Heeseung and ot7 cards. I currently don’t have any ot6 photos so I could just leave the whole group photos out but for Heesueng I feel a little weird leaving him out as he was with the group for so long. I’m also not a confrontational person so I don’t want to upset anyone by including or excluding him.

[slytherweasel]

Why is Ladstwt freaking out over the 2nd myths? Just because they are currently rerunning the 3rd myths doesn’t mean they will never rerun the 2nd myths ever again. I just don’t understand how that’s the conclusion so many people came to after this myth rerun announcement

[slytherweasel]

In honor of twt being annoying because of Caleb yet again, I’ve decided to post what I think each taboo pseudo family trope for each li would be.

⚠️ In light of what the headcanons are, trigger warning ⚠️

Caleb is obviously older brother so I won’t be doing his

Rafayel: I thought really hard about this and settled on cousin or like same age adopted siblings

Zayne: Uncle/Step Uncle or I could see age gapped adopted brother

Sylus: Obviously he is step dad, or maybe father in law

Xavier: Little brother and nothing else

[slytherweasel]

Caleb’s myth trailer dropped!!!

Trailer spoiler and other spoilers so beware ⬇️

And this is just a theory but I’m already crying at the idea of it. But like on the bridge we drank that potion or whatever then just walked by him like nothing. Did bro make us forget him 😭😭 I was so mad when Raf did that in the Abysswalker. Don’t do me like that twice Infold

[slytherweasel]

Ebb day pt 2!!!! And it’s free!! Rafayel my love! He looks so good, the bedroom eyes and nuzzles 😩😩😩

[slytherweasel]

LaDs Ootw

My thoughts and rankings below ⬇️

Rafayel: 3 days of fishie kitty!! Not to mention that’s also what he chose for his birthday, felt more like my birthday than his. Raf’s best day was Saturday (and all the butler kitty days) and his worst was Wednesday, just a big no to that

Caleb: I literally cannot with him, he wore that damn scarf 6 of 7 days. In fact the only reason Wednesday won over Sunday was because I like that outfit on him (Catch 22 makes me feral I swear)

Zayne: My handsome doctor! His outfit for Raf’s birthday made me laugh, he and Caleb had a goal and it was clearly not to take that day seriously. Monday was his best day (give me more compression shirts!) and Wednesday was obviously his worst

Sylus: I think what Sylus wore Friday is exactly what he’d wear for Raf’s birthday, cool and snazzy. Sunday however is my favorite day, student council Sylus just does something to my soul. Monday was his worst day, I just don’t know what he was thinking with that scarf

Xavier: Yes, Xavier wore that onesie and glasses for 3 days straight, I wish I had gotten him doing a different pose but I didn’t so they look the same photos but it’s fine. Xavier also being the only one following the ‘University’ theme of Raf birthday is crazy but I’m here for it. Saturday was my favorite though, who doesn’t love kitty Xavier

[slytherweasel]

So if there’s barking at kpop concerts why isn’t there howling? I feel like howling would be more fun than barking. Or maybe there is and I just haven’t see it

[slytherweasel]

Caleb’s turn! I finally had the motivation.

How I see Caleb’s relationships with the other lis with some explanations:

Rafayel: as mentioned in Raf’s they are stalker twins, Caleb with cameras and Raf with trackers and they absolutely share that info with each other. Though reluctant Caleb will admit Rafayel cooks better seafood, but “only slightly and it’s because he’s a fish” as Caleb would say

Zayne: The one sided rivalry. Caleb competed with Zayne all through childhood, well until Zayne moved. Now though that competing has become more teasing. Caleb calls him gege just to see a reaction and only does it more when he realizes he likes Zayne’s reactions

Sylus: They hate each other. Okay not like hate hate, but Sylus wants to drag my mc to fight some crime lord and Caleb would rather I stay home safe and sound behind a locked door. So it’s really just a difference in opinion. In my little universe Sylus is a topic of argument between my mc and Caleb, not anything huge but Caleb worries more when Sylus is involved

Xavier: it’s no secret Caleb loves to cook, especially for MC. He would say with the upmost confidence she is his favorite person to cook for, until he met Xavier. He’s like a vacuum, he’ll eat just about anything (as long as veggies aren’t the most prominent ingredient) and do it with the same dorky grinning as my mc. Cooking with a Caleb however is still only reserved for mc, he tried teaching Xavier how cook and it ended in Caleb having to buy a new stove and pans so that’s not happening again

If you’re interested I have my mc and Rafayel’s below ⬇️

My MC

Rafayel

[slytherweasel]

Just because the scarf is somewhat covering your tittes, still does not make a towel an appropriate outfit for the claw machine Rafayel

[sayangrafayel]

CalebMC's kid: Why does mommy wear make up?

MC: To look pretty!

Kid: But you're already pretty.

MC: Awww, my sweet baby.

Kid, turns to Caleb: Dad, you should wear make up.

Caleb: Excuse me!?

MC, wiping a single tear: My baby indeed.

[slytherweasel]

I already did my mc’s relationships with the Li’s, now it’s their turns. Starting with Rafayel of course

How I see Rafayel’s relationships with the other Lis with little to no explanation:

Caleb: Stalker twins and chaos gremlins, have flirted with each other just to see my mc’s reaction, definitely team up to annoy/tease Zayne and Sylus

Zayne: jokingly calls him dad, makes fun of Zayne the most, but was also taken back the first time he heard him actually yell with anger

Sylus: fully believe that like mc Rafayel would be annoyed at how attractive Sylus is (honestly I think everyone would be though), refers to him as ‘Lizard’ to deal with it, they definitely go to a few art auctions together

Xavier: forgets he exists because Xavier is almost always sleeping, his self proclaimed favorite but only because when Rafayel does remember Xavier is there it’s because he said something unhinged with a completely serious face

[slytherweasel]

For the love of everything

Professor Rafayel is CANON!!

He has literally always been canon. It’s in his 2nd anecdote. He becomes a professor at the University of Linkon because that is where MC is attending school. This is not something new Infold is doing with his character, Rafayel was always a professor (maybe not actively, but he definitely was one). So please stop with the ‘they’re finally making prof Raf canon’ because he was always canon

[qiyuskiss]

𓇼‧ ‧₊˚ ┊ rafayel loving headcanons .ᐟ ( part. i )

© 2026 qiyuskiss .ᐟ ──────　do not translate without permission.

ᝰ.ᐟ affection

at first, rafayel pretends his affection is playful through deliberate exaggeration. every dramatic sigh, sarcastic quip, or teasing remark is calculated to make you smile. for the simple reason: he loves being the reason of your lovely laugh.

ᝰ.ᐟ devotion

heavy and worshipful , rafayel doesn't want to scare you off. he doesn't say ‘i love you’ outright. instead, its on the way he remembers significant or tiny details about you. how you like your coffee, which colours you like, which colours suit you, and which books/manga/comics you read.

ᝰ.ᐟ love language

quality time and acts of service. rafayel loves spending time with you. he cancels plans, rearranges his schedule, and he's fully present when he's with you ; no multi-tasking, no paying half-attention. his focus is intense, almost showing his utter reverence. he fixes problems before you could even notice, removes obstacles quietly when something stresses you out, and sets things up to run smoother.

ᝰ.ᐟ jealousy

depending on the context, rafayel will not interrupt when someone flirts with you. he knows he can't always be around you to stave off those creeps (or mere idiots) so keeping an eye on you, he lets you stand up for yourself and make your choice. later though . . . he'd lean closer to you than usual, voice softer and more sensual, his teasing toned down while his flirting going up. with a sharp gaze, he subtly reasserts who you belong to without saying a word.

ᝰ.ᐟ protective

not a single word, he is there. he positions himself between you and danger with a flourish, sometimes without a sound. sometimes it's pure instinct. from crowds, to arguments, to emotional stress — he is there for you, tugging you close, whispering reassurances.

ᝰ.ᐟ vulnerability

it must be something about the moon. at night when the stars are so bright, and your warmth surrounds him oh so lovingly and endearingly, he confesses to you in metaphors. he confesses how the thing he fears the most is you, breaking your heart in the process. he hugs you so closely with lips on your skin, caressing your cheek, forehead to forehead, whispering love poems made for you.

ᝰ.ᐟ touch starved

the thing about rafayel is that he craves to touch you, but shows incredible restraint to not do so. a brush of his fingers, forehead resting against yours, he always waits for you to initiate . . . and when you do, his relief is palpable, almost gut wrenchingly so.

[qiyuskiss]

sometimes, rafayel didn't know what he did for you to love him so... unapologetically.

it was nothing like he imagined your relationship to be. he was thinking of everything and nothing when it came to you, excitement — genuine eagerness — coursed through him like nothing ever before. so amidst all the thoughts and actions, he somehow missed the day of when you fell in love with him.

he realised it when he had a feeling of wrongness, that something was missing. your touch on his hair, your palm against his cheek. your lips on his forehead, or on his nape when he was working on a art piece.

how come someone who was so emotionally intelligent miss that?

"touch me," he turned to you, paintbrush still in hand.

you stilled, blinking up at him from your magazine. "i beg your finest pardon?"

"oh, for goodness sakes, just touch me." he cornered you to the edge if the couch, and before you could voice out your protests, he laid himself on top of you. you welcomed him easily, legs parting as you hugged him closer.

you huffed, a amused smile growing on your lips. "fine, you needy little fish."

with the first touch on his nape, rafayel tensed before relaxing all at once, closing his eyes in relief, the feeling of wrongness vanishing ever so slowly.

he nuzzled against your stomach, wrapping his arms around your waist, heart fluttering against his chest.

for a certain period of time, rafayel couldn't sleep without you after that. he would be tossing and turning, arms seeking you out. he thought he was becoming clingy, you thought your heart would burst out from your chest.

he intertwined your fingers, bringing them to his lips.

he thought he was the luckiest bastard in the world when you brought them before you, nuzzling against the back of his hand, kissing his knuckles. there was so much love in your eyes, did he truly made you look like that? did he really make you so happy?

rafayel promised to himself, there and then, that he would try his best to keep that beautiful light within you alive. if only because he was a selfish man, wanting to be loved by you so earnestly, and love you without restraint or fear.

[stonedxia]

thinking about caleb showing mc his cock for the first time… he does it nice and slow, encourages her to pull his pants down and watch his cock grow nice and hard for her under his tight boxers :(( he’s being sooo patient, letting her explore and observe it twitch like it’s got it’s own will, bobbing up and down in anticipation. he can tell she’s a little nervous when her hands shake slightly to expose his dripping tip, then growling with impatience as he forces her to yank down the rest of his underwear.

her eyes say everything, laughing at her as he watches a string of drool drip from the corner of her mouth. he catches it with his thumb, gripping her chin harshly as he pulls her deathly close to his dick. his pubes tickle her nose, the smell of his apple body wash still clinging to his toned skin.

“didn’t think gege was this big, huh? you can touch it, you know. it won’t bite.” he’s such a fucking asshole and a goddamn liar because he’s already pumping himself into her tiny hand with a ferocity of a beast.

[slytherweasel]

My mc’s relationship with each li with little to no explanation:

Rafayel: husband and true loml

Caleb: brotherhusband

Zayne: Husband 2

Sylus: mafia boyfriend who I regularly consider quitting my job to work for instead

Xavier: work husband and reason I don’t quit

I also have headcanons for their relationships/friendships with each other specifically in my own little version of the universe