Tall Lady Who Game

IDK I guess we’re all coming back

[midnightjellys]

What is your ultimate fantasy?

Financial stability.

[memehumor]

Boss makes a dollar, I make a dime, I make memes on company time.

[avecesfui-deactivated20200518]

[someamazongirl]

Re-watched Strange Magic with my roommates (ones first time). I just.... really love this movie. It’s such stupid fluff.

And I keep thinking of how proud I was of my Marianne cosplay I threw together in a week for SDCC in 2015.

[pixiesphere]

Fun fact: Marianne is the first Alto Disney Princess!

[someamazongirl]

I’ve got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match

Fall Out Boy (What a Carch, Donnie)

[cheaphalloweencostume]

my cousin’s cat was acting really weird today, freaking out and not letting anyone near her, hissing and growling, and it got so concerning they decided to take her to the vet

it took two adults to get the cat into the carrier and in the process my aunt got clawed so badly she had to go to the emergency room for shots/stitches, so eventually the cat gets to the vet

the vet has to sedate her to take a look and it turns out she has a piece of tape on her leg that’s scaring her real bad. and that’s all

[flawlessglamazon]

It be like that sometimes

[someamazongirl]

whats this site even for any more its been so long what do I even talk about

[cardansgreenbriars-deactivated2]

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[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[marveladdicts]

#asgard style

[gaslightgallows]

Meanwhile, this dainty little shit…

[thefallenpain]

He was adopted

[loki-is-my-god-now]

And to be fair, he didn’t spill a drop of his space martini.

[decidedlydisney]

Each of the Haunted Mansions.   

[serotnin]

serotonin? in this economy?

[postmodernmulticoloredcloak]

this is it, we’ve found the ultimate specimen of millennial humor

[marvelgifs]

[dailymarvelheroes]

[phantomchick]

#Black Panther #erik killmonger #this never fails to make me laugh #it’s such a good delivery #I think one of the things that make erik really good as an antagonist is he genuinely had those cool and kinda funny moments #where you sort of shared in how satisfied he must feel #like the casual ‘hey auntie’ #even if you’re worried about the characters he’s threatening #you get that ‘wow i bet that was satisfying’ feel #at least i did #i couldn’t help but feel that connection #and when you’re sharing in an antagonist’s satisfaction #while still liking the characters they are up against  #you know they’re well written

[mikkeneko]

I think this is a great example of how well Erik manages to control the context of whatever scene he’s in. The first time he turns up in the palace, T’Challa tries to shut down his challenge to the throne by referring to him as an American chaos operative, but Erik turns it around on him by announcing his Wakandan name and heritage in xhosa, recontextualizing himself as a rightful Wakandan challenger.

Here T’Challa is taking him at his word, addressing him as a fellow Wakandan royal whom he can legitimately challenge for the throne, and Erik turns it around on him again  by responding and identifying as an American chaos operative, who feels no obligation to respect Wakandan traditions.

[thegarnet]

remember when fyre fest happened like a year or so ago and there was this article where the attendees complained about how shitty it was but there was this one middle class dude who won a ticket through like a lottery or something and had the time of his life because rich people suffering is great. i hope y’all remember it is today’s mood

[thegarnet]

god i AM josh.

[alvav019]

Minas Tirith, City of Kings

[someamazongirl]

Getting real for a moment.

My depression and anxiety have been the worst the past few weeks. I’m in the process of taking a medical leave from work because I haven’t been able to complete a shift without a panic attack for no apparent reason. Working with my psychiatrist and going to see my therapist next week. Self care will be a key theme the next few weeks. It sucks though because I know I’ll be okay but it doesn’t stop the emotional instability and anxiety-induced chest tightness. The feeling of being unable to control this is devastating. I want nothing more than to be a self-sufficient human being capable of getting the things done that I want to and need to.

I have amazing friends. I have a wonderfully supportive family. I have co-workers and managers who care about me and want me to get well. I’m incredibly lucky, but depression is that thing that makes you feel like you’re letting these people all down. I’m trying. I’m doing my best to stay strong. As humans, we all experience this, some to larger degrees.

Finding things I enjoy to fill my time has been a little difficult, because depression makes you not want to enjoy things that you love. I have a cat who I think feels this and has been very lap-cat and cuddly lately which helps (he just crawled into my lap and curled up just now). 

I have to say though, I’ve found a bit of solace in the gaming community, especially Overwatch and Fortnite. Overwatch over the past year plus has been a godsend almost. I’ve got some good friends to play with, and it’s just a fun game and while there’s some toxicity in the community (as with most things), it’s been absolutely amazing. And I cannot say enough about the Overwatch League broadcast crew, players, and fans. It’s been so amazing getting to interact with them and tweet about the matches and see these amazing players play at such a high caliber. It’s been a while since I’ve felt so at home in a fandom and it’s amazing to be a part of this community (especially with fellow Outlaws, Gladiators, and Valiant fans on twitter). Watching the players who stream on Twitch has introduced me to a new way to interact and an amazing feeling.

And then there’s Fortnite. I started playing it with some of my Overwatch friends and then I found some streamers that help me feel better and keep me entertained. Shoutout to ValkyRae and Tim the Tatman especially for being entertaining and fun to watch, as well as very interactive with their chats. You guys have helped me out more than you know.

When finding things to focus on and make me feel happy has been hard, having these few things has been incredibly helpful. I’ll literally be in my bed and feel a panic attack coming on and being able to focus on watching someone streaming and playing a game has been a way to help me breathe a little better. Growing up I played Mario and such games, but it wasn’t until college that I started playing MMOs and getting into gaming. Even if it came in later in life, I’m incredibly thankful for these games and things coming into my life.

I still struggle, but I’m surviving. Even darkness must pass. Thank you to people in these communities for being a huge help. I hope others struggling are able to find things that help them like I have. While it may not be a fix, and it’s a long road, it helps a lot.