Sam (Reggie’s version)

Sam she/her 21 + Ao3: Sorrowful_Wallflower

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About Me

*Updated May 30, 2026

Sam - she/her - aroace

I started writing in March 2023 and fully enjoy it. Sometimes, I struggle with imposter syndrome but I try to write almost every day.

Age: Over 21

Fandoms: Marauders

Ships: Jegulus, Sunkiller, Jartylus, Rosestarkillerchaser, Rosekiller, Pandalily, Sunrose, Moonchaser, Rosekillerchaser

Platonic Ships: James & Barty, Regulus & Pandora, James & Marlene, James & Evan, James & Remus

AO3: Sorrowful_Wallflower

Asks: open for general questions, comments, or requests. NO HATE!

Neurospicy: AuDHD

Please don't post my work on any other sites. I am open to podfics or translations with permission. Explicit content is rare and will have warnings, but most of my content is okay for minors.

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My AO3 Masterlist

Microfic Masterlist

Writing Request Preferences

Currently Reading

My AO3 Masterlist

I write all ratings and archive warnings. Always check the tags and warnings.

Click here for a Google Slides of all my fics.

It includes the following information...

Rating

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Ships

Universe

Chapter Count

Word Count

Summary

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Current WIPs

Promiscuous Boy (6 of 21)

The Blood On My Hands (2 of 27)

Crawling In The Dark (2 of 45)

To Court the Mermaid Prince (6 of 9)

Fragile Escape (9 of?)

The Freedom of Falling (5 of ?)

Last Call (7 of 24)

Fractured Reality (2 of ?)

Tumblr Microfics

Masterlist

Google Sheet Masterlist

Writing Request Preferences

Preferred Ships listed above, but willing to try others

No age gaps

No incest

Currently Reading

i see the light by messrfeli, serendiitysirius

Si vis pacem, para bellum by aureusprongs

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SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM

I just got my first T-shot(!!!!!!!!)

Hope you're not affected by the heatwave.

Much love!!

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Yay! 👏 I'm happy for you.

Heatwaves don't typically bother me. Today was a nice cool 76 F/24 C, but it will be 90 F/32 C this weekend. Either way, I'm typically in a hoodie if I go outside. Granted I'm also in a hoodie when it's -10 F/-23 C too. I also don't really turn the AC on til it's closer to 100 F/38 C.

Anyway, that's a weird little fact about me.

Congrats on the T-shot!

Love lots 💜

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First Time For Everything

Enjoy sone Sunrose smut with Sub Evan!

I meant to work on my wips today. This took over my brain instead.

CW: NSFW, MINORS DNI

Summary:

Evan is a good sub and boyfriend. He listens to James whenever he tells him not to do something, like touch the stuff they use for their bedroom activities.

Except now, he's bored, and James won't be home for hours. Surely, he won't know if Evan just takes a look. Right?

Or

There's a first time for everything, and Evan tries to practice some rope ties while James is at work, but completely loses track of time and gets caught, red rope in hand.

Snippet:

He checked the time again, making sure he had plenty of time to enjoy the feeling of the ropes on his skin before he had to put them back in the closet before James got home.

"You know, love," James mused from the bedroom doorway. "If you wanted to be tied up, all you had to do was ask."

Evan snapped his head up as his heart picked up in panic.

"I'm sorry, James. I know. I didn't mean to," he said frantically trying to undo the knot he just tied. "I'll put it aw–"

"Why waste what you already did?" he asked, making it to the bed in three long strides and putting his hand over Evan's hand, stopping him from trying to undo the knot that he couldn't get a grip on anyway.

Evan looked up to see mischief dancing in his boyfriend's gold-flecked hazel gaze. Oh, Evan was fucked.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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Promiscuous Boy

Chapter 6 is posted!

Snippet:

"I don't like surprises," James remarked, cocking a brow. "You know that."

"I do know that, but don't you trust me?"

He looked at him suspiciously, or maybe it was the alcohol and weed in his system making him think he was acting weird.

"You know I do, Bee," James sighed defeatedly. Barty was one of the few he trusted.

Barty kissed him quickly on the lips and crawled off his lap before holding his hand out to pull James up.

"Come on, baby boy. Let me rock your night."

"Yeah, okay."

Promiscuous Boy by Spicy_Sunflower (Sorrowful_Wallflower)

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The Freedom of Falling

Chapter 5 is posted!

Sunkiller omegaverse fic with alpha Barty/omega James

Snippet:

James was pretty sure they still had to go to the shops before his heat, and that Barty hadn't left the house. Unless he did while he was asleep, but he didn't think that he did.

"Evan bought it and brought it over on Thursday."

"Oh, okay," he replied, pushing the food around his plate.

"James, if you don't like it, I can make something different."

James looked at him for a second before looking back at the plate. Barty already did too much for him. He could at least be grateful.

"No, that's okay. I'll eat it."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. You have already done too much for me. It's fine," James replied quietly without looking at him, and gathered some of the salmon and spinach on his fork, sticking it in his mouth before he could say something stupid like, 'I love you.'

The Freedom of Falling by Sorrowful_Wallflower

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Fragile Escape

Chapter 9 is posted!

Snippet:

He waved her off and strolled back into the bathroom. Marlene shook her head, but went to the kitchen and pulled out the frying pan. She knew James could be particular about his food in the past, but he seemed to like the eggs she made yesterday. So eggs it was again. She had just turned on the stove to heat up the pan after putting some oil in it when she heard a loud hiss coming from James's room. Instinctively, she rushed back there again to see him grabbing his side.

"What happened?"

James turned towards her with a scowl. "The damn door attacked me."

"How?" she asked with a small chuckle, and James sighed.

"I ran into the doorknob when I was leaving the bathroom."

"Are you okay?"

Fragile Escape by Sorrowful_Wallflower

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To Court The Mermaid Prince

Chapter 5 posted!

Royal prince James/Commoner Regulus mermaid fic

Snippet:

The younger merman turned towards the other and gritted his teeth. "Why can't we just kill him and send him back to his kingdom? That would send a message."

"I'd rather you not," James interrupted with a bored drawl. "Honestly, the only thing that is gonna do is piss off my mother, and you really don't want to witness that." He paused for a second, thought about it, and smirked. He knew how his mother was when you fucked with something that was hers. "Actually, on second thought, try it. Even if I'm not alive to witness, I'll be happy knowing that you royally fucked up, even more than you have already. You'll know it too when you're watching your little kingdom crumble right before your eyes into tiny little pebbles. If you live that long, that is."

The younger merman spun towards James and got up right next to the cage in front of his face. Now he could actually see him clearly. Before, it was a little blurry, but he could make out their expressions and general demeanour.

"Oh, you'll be–"

"Ugh. You really are ugly," James cut off his... rant?– Threat? That seemed more likely,– as he scrunched up his nose in disgust. "Ugh, have you ever thought about brushing your teeth? Your breath reeks."

To Court The Mermaid Prince by Sorrowful_Wallflower

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Last Call

New chapter posted!

CW: Suicidal thoughts

Snippet:

The doctor left after unhooking him from the machines and taking out the IV, and James rolled over onto his right side, curling in on himself since that's the only way he feels safe, and closed his eyes. He didn't want to see the looks on their faces, and he was sure that if he saw Evan, he'd snap before he could figure a way out. James didn't know how long it had been, but he heard the door open, and another whispered conversation before somebody pulled a chair up to his bed. Then another chair was pulled up, and somebody, probably Barty if he had to guess, rested their hand on his hip.

"Jamie?" Evan whispered in his fake pained tone. "Please."

Please what? Try again, so you don't have to deal with me? Gladly. Stop acting like you care.

"Don't leave me, James." James had to bite back the urge to roll his eyes at the clearly practised whimper. "Not again. I need you."

No, you don't. Nobody does.

Last Call by Sorrowful_Wallflower

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Patience Is A Virtue

Last chapter posted!

30k BDSM Rosestarkillerchaser fic with Dom Regulus, and Subs James, Barty, and Evan.

CW: NSFW, MINORS DNI

Snippet:

"Did you have fun?" Remus asked when Regulus made it back to the office after sending his client off.

"I always do," he said, dropping back into the chair and grabbing the catalogue again.

"Oh. James called when you left. I told him that you were with a client and would call him back when you could."

"Just the one call?"

Remus looked up. "Yeah, just the one," he sighed. "They all learned, I take it."

"They did," Regulus smirked triumphantly. "And it surprisingly took less time than I thought it would. Technically, they all figured it out in five days. This past week has just been reinforcing the lesson." He looked at the time on the clock behind Remus's desk. "I have no more clients today, so I'm gonna head home while you order that bed."

Patience Is A Virtue by Spicy_Sunflower (Sorrowful_Wallflower)

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SAM!! Did you know that ao3 has a domain under archiveofourown.gay?

Its automatically dark themed and if you mark smth for later it sends you back to the home page!!!!!!

I might be starting T in like twelve hours and its currently almost two am, sorry for the child like energy

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I did not know this.

Did I immediately go check it out? Yes. Yes, I did.

This made my day, and I love the child like energy.🥰💜🫶

Also, I hope the T goes well for you, 🦦 anon.

Everyone should check it out.

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Crawling In The Dark

Chapter 2 is posted!

Snippet:

"Really, Reg. It's nothing to worry about right now," Mary said before whispering something in Sirius's ear that he couldn't hear when Sirius gave her a confused look.

He looked at Regulus for a second, leaned back and looked at the other two, who were nodding with mischievous smiles on their deceitfully innocent faces, then back to Regulus. Regulus watched the silent conversations, and that really didn't give him a reason not to worry about it.

"I approve," Sirius chuckled a minute later, and Regulus snapped his head to him, and Sirius had the gall to shrug his shoulders.

"Will somebody please tell me what the hell is going on?" Regulus shouted when nobody said anything.

"Umm, hello?" a new voice said nervously.

Crawling In The Dark by Sorrowful_Wallflower

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Promiscuous Boy

Chapter 4 is posted!

CW: NSFW, MINORS DNI

The three of them made their way downstairs, grabbed their jackets and shoes and left the house. Luckily, James's parents weren't home at the moment. It didn't take long for them to find him. Apparently, he haunted the same locations with his girlfriend as he did with James, so James recognised the background of the picture.

When they got closer, Avery saw them first and exclaimed, 'Oh, fuck' before promptly running away. James smirked devilishly and took off after him, Barty and Marlene right behind him. It didn't take long for James to catch him, given that he was an extremely fast runner, especially when he was determined. James tackled him into the grass, rolling them until he was straddling him, and punched him in the face. Marlene and Barty let him get in three hits before pulling him off, getting in a few punches of their own in turn until Avery was panting on the ground.

James huffed like a bull as he pulled his arm out of Barty's grip, but didn't move to hit him again.

"What the fuck was that for?" Avery sqwauked, wiping the blood from his nose.

Promiscuous Boy by Spicy_Sunflower (Sorrowful_Wallflower)

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I swear, every time I see you on my feed is a serotonin boost.

Hope you're alright, MWAH

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Aww. That's so sweet. Every time I see you in my asks is too. 🫶

And I'm doing good. Finally got my writing groove back after who knows how long. 🤷‍♀️

Hope you're doing alright as well, MWAH 😘

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The Freedom of Falling

New chapter posted!

Summary:

Snippet:

The Freedom of Falling by Sorrowful_Wallflower

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Take Me To A Better Place

Kind of new fic, was a Tumblr series but I added more to it.

Summary:

Snippet:

Take Me To A Better Place by Sorrowful_Wallflower

It is completed on Ao3 as well.

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Take Me To A Better Place

Kind of new fic, was a Tumblr series but I added more to it.

Summary:

Snippet:

Take Me To A Better Place by Sorrowful_Wallflower

It is completed on Ao3 as well.

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Patience Is A Virtue

New chapter posted!

CW: NSFW, MINORS DNI

Summary:

Snippet: under the cut

Patience Is A Virtue by Spicy_Sunflower