you know what, sure

putting the mid in mid 20s follow me on letterboxd @oscarfueroskar and storygraph @iateit

[perfectday1972]

[haaarpb]

why u mad

[fagboyfriend]

im aware i posted the wip of this ages ago, but i can never be bothered to take photos of my paintings. id in alt text as usual.

concentrated watercolor, gouache, ink, and postercolor, 11.7 x 16.5.

[soyboyfag]

when they changed my name and gender marker they should've given me a new birth date too.... idk the one i have now feels kinda feminine in an icky way..

[soyboyfag]

lorde was so right when she said swish mouthwash, jerk off, ooooo

[soyboyfag]

idk what it's called when the more time passes, the more you feel like you weren't actually in the wrong all that much? i'm looking back at some of the "bigger fuckups" of my last few years and i'm like Actually what was i on about apologizing and feeling guilty? like in most of said "fuckups" i now feel like i was in the right, maybe made some small-ish mistakes along the way that i would do differently now

wondering if my ego is clouding my memory and if i lack self reflection or if i just tend to look to myself first when there's conflict and only in retrospect can give myself grace and stand by myself

also new memories of situations popping up that i DO think i handled poorly that i felt so righteous about at the time

guess this is just the eternal cycle of self reflection and evaluating one's past actions

exhausting

[felipeiv]

[pawberri]

If youre a closeted person somewhere out there thinking "I want to transition but it would be less progressive/unique/countercultural for me to be that gender instead of this one" please know that you are a real person not a character in a narrative and cant live your life based on what is good media representation. You are real you can only be yourself and theres no moral weight to any identity over another

[mosertone]

Aluminum Vintage Medical Prosthetic Eye Display with Prosthetic Eyes.  

[cosmicretreat]

[shadowen]

This is an anti-despair checkpoint! You must share something you're looking forward to before scrolling on.

[venice-1987]

Trans men become more unapologetic immediately

[soyboyfag]

how about calling in sick so i have time to write.... would that be so bad

[vruba]

“I don’t like this expression “First World problems.” It is false and it is condescending. Yes, Nigerians struggle with floods or infant mortality. But these same Nigerians also deal with mundane and seemingly luxurious hassles. Connectivity issues on your BlackBerry, cost of car repair, how to sync your iPad, what brand of noodles to buy: Third World problems. All the silly stuff of life doesn’t disappear just because you’re black and live in a poorer country. People in the richer nations need a more robust sense of the lives being lived in the darker nations. Here’s a First World problem: the inability to see that others are as fully complex and as keen on technology and pleasure as you are.”

— Teju Cole  (via feminizt)

[homunculus-argument]

I love informed consent, I love dignity of risk, I love the thought of having someone willing to tell me why the thing that I'm about to do is a bad idea, telling me in detail exactly what the consequences are, what's going to happen and why, and what's the worst that can happen, and then having no power to stop me when I decide to do it anyway because I'm an adult and I'm allowed to get my shit kicked in so fucking bad while doing something stupid if I so choose.

[soyboyfag]

coworker interrupted himself mid sentence to stare at me and go "so you've been working out huh?? you're like twice as big as the last time i saw you"

[whysp]