I remember...
I remember everytime I've been called fat or something has been said about my weight.
I remember everytime I was told I wasn't good enough.
I remember every time you told me I was a disappointment.
I remember getting made fun of for the clothes I wear.
I remember every little bad thing that has ever happened.
I remember.
I fucking remember every little bit of it.
29 fucking years worth of shit.
And when I can't sleep it plays in my brain on a fucking loop and I lay in bed and just cry til I pass out.
Sometimes I wish I was unalive.


















