Hiya! Antoni here. I'm an Angel Dust fictive, part of the Ironwood Collective. This ain't a roleplay blog, I'm a real person - part of a system, not an RP muse. Talk to me like a person and we'll be fine. Main blog's ironwoodcollective, so if I follow ya, it'll be from there.
Welcome! Obviously you're here to see me, so I guess I oughta do this. Tell ya all a little about who I am. And put down some rules and shit, 'cause I know how people can be. I don't got much in the way of rules and shit, but I will block you if you pull any bullshit. So I guess this is what I got as far as everything goes.
Alter Type:Â Fictive introject
Source:Â Angel Dust, Hazbin Hotel
Origin: Fuck you, that ain't your fucking business.
System Roles:Â Gatekeeper, host, first responder, socializer, identity holder, appellisianÂ
Likes:Â Fat Nuggets, our cats, interacting with my source, pretty clothes, makeup, dressing the body in pretty clothes and makeup, making playlists, dancing, singing
Dislikes: People who act like creeps, fandom narcs, people acting like I'm exactly the same as my source, pickles
Other: Fictionkin of Jax from The Amazing Digital Circus.
Rules:
I'm a person. This ain't a roleplay blog, it's a personal. Don't try to roleplay with me.
Don't start shit. Don't be an asshole and we'll be fine.
BYF:
I don't got much issue with most things. Buuut I'm maybe kinda an outlier with that. So before ya interact with this blog, there's a few things ya oughta know:
There's gonna be queer shit. I'm gay and genderfluid. Fuck off if ya can't handle that.
Paraphilias are fine. I get it, trust me. But if ya advocate for actually doing any shit that ain't consensual, fuck off. Everybody else is good here. I don't believe in thought crimes.
Censorship and harassment are bad. That shouldn't be controversial. Sure, there's shit I'd rather not see, but I'm just gonna blacklist or block or hit the back button or whatever and move the fuck on like a goddamn adult. Honestly, censorship usually comes for folks like me (Queer as fuck and my source is a sex worker? Yeah, I ain't the right wing's favorite for sure.) right about the same time as all the other "perverts," so I ain't about that. Write and draw whatever, just tag it so people can blacklist it.
If ya can't handle the concept of some shit just ain't for you, this is probably not the blog for you. I try to tag shit as well as I can so people can avoid shit they don't wanna see, but if you're a puritanical ass who can't fucking blacklist because it's against your beliefs or some shit, you're the problem, not me. Harassing people over fictional or consensual shit is bad. Kinda feel like we shoulda worked that out like 50 years ago.
If you're anti-kink, this ain't the blog for you. If you're the sort of puritanical asshole who shits on people for whatever, I ain't shy about what I like, so you're probably not gonna be real comfortable here. That's a you problem, not a me problem. Leave.
This blog is pro-endo. Some of the people I share headspace with are endogenic. If ya got a problem with them, ya got a problem with me.
Oh, and, uh, this blog ain't kid-friendly. Neither is my source, for that matter. Plus we're bodily an adult. So if you're a minor, do us both a favor and get off my blog.
just bc ao3 doesnât allow censorship and bc the site was made by incest shippers doesnât make it ok.
Itâs ppl like you that I cut my eye at. Incest, pedoâs, rape, all that disgusting stuff being written and romanticized and LOVED and yet you sit there to justify it?
Absolutely not. ďżź
okay. good for you. keep crying. Iâll still keep writing my non-con fics. you cannot stop me and I couldnât care less about what you think so
We keep seeing posts tagged with "subspace." I guess that's a character from something. That is noooot the first thing that comes to my mind and it has confused the fuck outta me on multiple occasions...
every so often I come across a kink post about like being kidnapped and tortured or held at gunpoint or begging for ones life for sexual purposes and I understand its going for a very haggard frail thing being taken advantage of vibe but in my mental image it really just comes off the same as that picture of wolverine strapped to a nuke
This is the funniest image Iâve seen in years like this is probably the very worst thing that could possibly happen to anyone ever and the artist somehow perfectly conveyed the correct level of emotion heâd be feeling like dude itâs over but what else are you supposed to do
it would kill half of this site to understand that kids start jerking off and looking at porn the moment they hit puberty and get any kind of sex drive.
w-what do you mean kids arent sexless and pure beings??? i-i thought sexual thoughts only appear when you're 18.... or, no, 21......
i need people to understand the fact that the stigma surrounding being a child looking at porn was the very first step into terrifying me into being unable to speak about the sexual violence i endured, which in turn allowed for it to continue happening.
âofficial graveyard postâ so i want to remind yâall this was posted like a month and half ago, i was magicalgirlbait. ive had 8 blogs since then. tumblr really really doesnât like it when victims talk about their experiences
So at the risk of sounding real stupid (especially on the "piss on the poor" website), where did this whole referring to trans women as "dolls" thing come from? Just trying to figure out what's up with it and why. I dunno, it just hasn't sat right with me from the first time I heard it.
To me, the word "dolls" conjures up two things: mimicry and fragility. Dolls are a mimicry of people, usually women or young children. And that don't sit right in my mind 'cause trans women ain't a mimicry of anything. They're women. That's all there is to it. Ain't any different from cis women in terms of how "real" they are as women. And as far as fragility, sure, some women - trans or cis - might be fragile. But it sure as fuck ain't all of them. I think I'd be a little insulted if somebody said I was "fragile" just 'cause I'm feminine. I'd probably be testing how fragile their nose was. And that ain't just 'cause I'm a guy. Hell, if I'm talking about the people I share a brain with, Firekeeper'd probably beat the shit outta anybody who implied she's "fragile" just 'cause she's a woman.
And like... I tried to look it up and I still ain't sure. It just sorta seemed to come outta nowhere during one of the months I wasn't online basically at all. Maybe I'm oblivious. But yeah, just seems a little demeaning to me. But it ain't about me or what I think. That's why I wanna hear from the people it is about.
it is perfectly okay to have a well thought out stance of "i do not have many hard limits and can communicate when soft limits come up in the moment", because that is still fundamentally having a sense of boundaries at all.
but when you try and just deconstruct all sense of limits, it leaves your doms in a position where you've hoisted all your responsibility-agency onto them and left them no way to understand what you actually mean by it.
this is likely to get you hurt when they try something that you actually didn't want but didn't even think to communicate about because you abdicated that from the start, and this is likely to hurt the dominant too because, shockingly, most people don't like hurting their partners.
not to mention there is no such thing as a no limit sub. anyone who says they have no limits clearly doesn't have experience to know what they dislike or thinks it's somehow going to make themselves much more appealing. it's a huge red flag, and a sign for you and your partner to sit down and properly go through kinks you both are comfortable with.
always practice safe sex!! make sure both of you (and/or others) feel good!! whatever you see on the internet of noncon or other depraved shit are all fantasies and fiction. it's very very important to differentiate irl with fiction!!!
people are so weird about cnc and I always just want to look them in the eyes and say âyou are getting mad at people for playing pretend. you are getting mad at people for saying âraaar! Iâm gonna getcha!â you are not a serious person.â
so much ink and tears have been spilled theorizing that rape kink is about trauma and social anxieties and power fantasies and sure maybe. but I think weâre just mammals who like pretend danger in our play just like every other mammal ever. because we have evolved to find that fun. and the only difference between play-wrestling in bed and pulling out the fuzzy handcuffs is commitment to the bit
