I keep remembering that I really actually did send my college tutor the link of a youtube compilation video called "Casifer being a little shit for 8 minutes and 15 seconds" after I had to share inspirations for an acting piece I did (I used Casifer as inspo)
The scene where they burn mary and cas wants to comfort dean but sam stops him and shakes his head would have been soooo good in a fic, unfortunately sam’s vessel
hi everyone!! k (@expectingtofly) and i (@thiscastielhasflown) have recently reached follower milestones, and we decided to collab for a little celebration!
from june 7th to june 11th, we'll be posting 2 different prompts every day. choose 1 prompt or combine the 2 to create whatever you want—fics, drabbles, poetry, videos, edits, gifs, etc—or participate by reblogging others' work so we can celebrate all the amazing creators in this fandom! (we'll be creating our own works too, so keep an eye out for them!)
schedule:
day one: june 7th
- road trip
- diners
day two: june 8th
- thunderstorms
- hurt/comfort
day three: june 9th
- movie night
- baking
day four: june 10th
- spn quote
- song/lyric
day five (optional): june 11th
- cryptid/monster (pick any as inspiration)
- or catch-up (if you missed a prompt and want to complete it, this is your extra day to post!)
guidelines: while we'll be creating destiel works, any pairing or gen is fine (other than wincest or underage, of course). create something for one day or every day, whatever you want. this is just supposed to be a super casual, fun event :) use the hashtag #j&kcreatorfest and tag us in your posts so we can see and reblog your creations!
this is just our way of giving back and saying thanks to the amazing people who've supported us along our spn tumblr journeys, so… THANK YOU!!! we can't wait to see what you create! <3
i'm so excited to collab with jace on this!! i've only been on tumblr for about a year and a half but i've had so much fun and met so many incredible people here :))
tagging my taglist too to say thanks!! i appreciate you guys so much and your support keeps me writing and sharing fics <3 expect to see more this upcoming week!
completely unrealistic that we didn’t see the guys play more road trip games. for cas’ turn of “i spy” he spies something green because what the fuck else would you find in the midwest and dean almost crashes the impala when the answer turns out to be his eyes. sam then contemplates the consequences of throwing himself out of a moving vehicle
aired-on-fx-zachariah-voice: I didn’t want to open your performance review this way, castiel. but unfortunately, I do have to ask. did you fuck the Michael sword
"Turn that thing off! Our friend had just been killed in a fatal Vampire juggalo barn accident"
"I ain't your friggin' bestie." "bestie. dont say that."
"jensen they're calling you well. i cant. i cant say the word just come here and look"
"I've gotten into the show unironically now and I can't believe how wrong I was about this if they kiss it's gonna be with tongue"
"haha dick sucking manual"
he asked for no pickles............
the person who asked for top!cas/bottom!dean fics to cope with their best friend dying in a car accident
"They had to put Misha in a big trench coat bc if they let him wear this, Dean would’ve had no other choice but to make like the jester and suck his king silly, right there in the bunker, in full view of the court"
bro perfect opportunity for cas gay panic moment is s9 nora tricks him into babysitting and shes like out the door saying btw i ordered u a pizza! and th
ok sorry i blacked out from my sheer fucking genius anyways. anyways cas gets distracted by the baby so he forgets abt the pizza but then theres a knock at the door and he gets excited for a sec like DEAN <3 no thoughts head empty so he rushes to the door and its this BURLY pizza man and hes FUCKING PACKING and cas is smacked over the head with this vivid flashback of the porno from s6 and he realizes all in an instant that 1. hes gay 2. HES the babysitter. and of course hes human so hes in even less control of his body so he pops a boner and the pizza guy is like uhh i have a large italian sausage for you . then they BANG
ok IT HAPPENS IN 11x11 INTO THE MYSTIC BUT BEFORE I GET TO THE EXACT MOMENT. context:
1. casifer hand-on-shoulder. intimate moment ALL the crueler because we know it’s a deception. also this comes right on the heels of dean admitting that he has “a connection” with amara—he is evaluating what “attraction” means because he is desperately hoping he is NOT attracted to god’s evil sister. this means he has to think about what attraction DOES mean to him.
2. dean gets targeted by the banshee (because he is vulnerable. yes he WILL obsessively analyze what the shit that means)
3. mildred can tell he’s “pining” and tells him to “follow his heart”
in this episode dean has confronted 1) “cas” out of his jacket and also touching him 2) the definition of attraction 3) the fact that he has been targeted on account of some kind of vulnerability 4) the fact that he is Very Obviously romantically pining for somebody (who we KNOW is not amara, based on writer input). dean is THINKING. man is RUMINATING. keep that in mind here comes the pinpoint
first off...laying in bed trying VERY hard to sleep. unable to sleep. he sits up.
REALIZATION FACES? EPIPHANY FACE?
this moment is so long please i couldn’t fit all the caps in
oh sickening. whatever he is realizing (insert eggplant emoji) led directly to this face. which i cannot name but it’s the same face i make whenever i think about MY life too hard. maybe i will call it Dawning Reality. SICKENING he is sickened and i am also sickened
hello. head in hands. fun fact: other times head has been in hands includes the 15x18 revelation
and then for the final shot of the episode we get...slow zoom on his face...his staunch american man face....cut up and bruised and all alone in the darkness. he is VULNERABLE he is HAVING A MOMENT he is considering the fact that angels don’t have the equipment to care and that whenever they try they break apart.
please let me stress how absolutely long and devoid of any other focus this scene is. we are watching his epiphany and his reaction to WHAT? to what he has been percolating on all day. someone pointing out how heartsick he is (NOT for amara) the way he feels around amara (NOT attraction) so what is his epiphany? what is he so conflicted over? he’s figured it out. connections attraction pining following his heart. the way he feels around cas. the way he feels about cas. he can’t follow his FUCKING heart
#I feel like we were kinda on this at the time#but it was like#they're only maybe hopefully writing destiel semi deliberately half the time#honestly the fact it actually went canon and it turns out they were at least sometimes doing it deliberately..#yeah we can finally...#finally.........#say things about random moments like this#which are so overtly deliberate on all parts if they WERE about Destiel#and honestly I'm not sure anyone who was being sensible was ready to fully give them that benefit fo the doubt :P#even though I felt Shrimp Emotions at the pining line#and thought I was having a heart attack and had to go for a walk before finishing the episode
(from @elizabethrobertajones​)
handprints and hearts and different types of love and love and obsessive love vs familial love vs romantic love... s11 was wild overall.
the most ridiculous thing about the banshee targeting Dean was the mistake that they were expecting it to target someone with a physically weak or damaged heart, which was why they were standing guard over Mildred in the first place. But she’d spent her life following her heart, living her own happiness by her own choice, and her metaphorical heart was full and healthy and alive as a result. But the banshee targeted those with “broken hearts,” who had suffered “heartbreak” in the romantic love sense of the word. And of everyone in that room, it singled out Dean. This creature with a handprint on its shoulder in an earlier shot of it, sensed Dean’s heartbreak and drove him to bash his own head in over it.
Just... we got so much bs for even daring to suggest that this was what was happening on screen and yet... the only possible explanation for all of it is destiel so...
(lol also remember “wrong shoulder who dis,” because all the hands-on-shoulders imagery in this episode was “wrong shoulder” touches, and Dean was the only one worried that Cas seemed “off” in this episode... something he couldn’t quite put a finger on, and the heartbreak that “Cas” was apparently glad for his weird and disturbing connection with Amara because they could use that to their advantage to find her when they were ready to kill her. How disappointing for Dean to be pouring out his personal fears to “Cas” and only get “oh good, this means you’ll make perfect bait!” in reply. Of course he’s afraid Cas can never love him back.
(though I remain convinced that Dean knew he was in love with Cas long before this... this was just the latest moment that revelation escaped the dark and deeply buried box he keeps it locked up in most of the time, and reared up and whacked him over the head yet again)