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: ¨·.·¨ : ‌ ` ·. if you’re reading this i hope April is gentle to you. i hope your days get better, easier, brighter, happier & more exciting. be patient with yourself & watch how great things get. sending love, please accept

heartofmuse

If you love someone but your presence does them harm what do you do?

You stay as far away as you can from them.

This is love too.

e.v.e.

inside-my-gay-mind

heartofmuse

When you promise me something consider the cost for yourself if you fail, you have failed to honor your word, but consider what it costs me, my belief not only in you and in your promises but in all other promises offered to my heart from here on.

e.v.e.

traumasurvivors

No amount of guilt or wishing you could do things differently will change the past. It’s okay to forgive yourself for the mistakes you’ve made and look to your future.

heartofmuse

I hope the pieces of me I am leaving inside you make you smile when I am gone. May they be ever soft and fragrant like rose petals in your heart, and bright lights like sparkling stars in your soul.

e.v.e.

the-little-ewok

💜 Bereaved Mother's Day 💜

I don't really know how to address this because you know.. "happy bereaved Mother's day" isn't really the right way to say it. Nobody's happy to be part of this gang.

But equally I didn't want to let this day pass by because so offten things like this don't get the acknowledgement they deserve. A year ago I didn't even know this day existed and honestly I hope my followers don't ever have to remember it's existence.

To those of you who have to know it exists I suppose really all I can say really is this : You are seen. You are acknowledged. Your grief is valid. You are allowed to be sad. You are allowed to be happy. And everything in between.

On this day we honour the mamas who's children ran on ahead, who didn't bring them home from the hospital, who didn't get to meet them before they left. We remember that you are a mama still.

Take time for yourself today, and know that you are not alone xx

I’ve heard you’re still here

Just looking for a healthy body to live in

That gives me hope, somehow.

#misscarriage #baby #lostbaby

Imagine how hard it is to watch someone everyday with a growing belly.

I’ve lost you 3 months ago.

You went away and I suffered the pain 3 weeks.

My belly misses you everyday.

You should be 4 months now, almost 5.

#misscarriage #pain #losing myself

weltenwellen

Hanif Abdurraqib, They Can't Kill Us Until They Kill Us

moonlitfairytale

Natalie Wee, Least of all

poemgirl22

Holding Onto Nothing

I give.

Then I give some more.

I climb your mountains.

Until my feet and body are worn out and sore.

I tread your waters.

I give my all.

And you can’t be bothered.

To send a single text or call.

Why do I let you steal

The very sanity I worked so hard to get?

Why do I let you

Feed off of me until I have nothing left?

But even if I had nothing left

I will still search within my soul.

For any and all scraps to give

To a man who can’t be bothered at all.

mournfulroses

Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters

iambrillyant

“april, magnify my awareness and shrink my fears, energize my purpose and starve any apprehensions. soften opinions i carry of myself so i’m not weighed down by perception, solidify my sense of self so it can’t be broken by anything that misunderstands me. lead me towards growth.”

— iambrillyant