the stardust system

osdd-1b system of 19 ° they/them collective pronouns ° body is a minor!

[stardust--system]

fronting indicator list!

- 🧃 (luca, he/they)

- 🐇 (bun bun, she/they/it)

- 🎀 (kai, she/it/doll)

- 🎮 (rory, they/he)

- 🔮 (krystle, they/them)

- 🔪 (len, he/him)

- ☕ (mocha, she/her)

- 🌑 (flower, they/them)

- 🌸 (maia, she/they)

- ☁️ (max, he/him)

- 🧷 (ash, he/him)

- 🕯 (robbie, he/they)

- 🦋 (isla, she/her)

- 💌 (koko, they/them)

- ❄ (sapphire, she/her)

- 🐍 (noah, he/sen)

- 📚 (monika, they/them)

- ☁️ (cloud, they/them)

- 🐰 (mai, she/her)

[stardust--system]

we're back, folks. and with 3 new mental disorders, a psych ward visit and 2 of our alters going dormant!

[stardust--system]

This is basically a vent about being part of system. I mentioned some triggering stuff (check the tags) so be careful.

Being part of a system isn't always fun. It isn't always, "Oh, I'm part of a system and I have these amazing mind friends with me!". For a protector like myself, sometimes it's fronting to find the body suffocating under a bunch of pillows because one of your alters tried to commit suicide, and you had to stop them. Sometimes it's fronting right after an alter self harms and having to deal with cleaning up yourself. Sometimes, it's feeling bad for the core (who's still a kid) because of how much shit he's been through at such a young age, more than most will go through in a lifetime. Sometimes, it's having to keep a specific alter away from people they have a (very creepily obsessive) crush on because you know they'll try to do something to harm them or their loved ones. Sometimes, it's being triggered by something and not understanding why because the trauma holders won't give you access to emotional memories. Sometimes, it's starting to like a person, then remembering that multiple headmates were abused by them. It's not always fun, but it's like this because we need each other, even the ones it may not seem like it.

[lysergicyugen]

[jumpingbutnotforjoy-deactivated]

Goth

[wtfeveridgaf-deactivated2017030]

Out of every pun and play on words I’ve seen on this site, this is the one that makes me so unreasonably angry.

[stardust--system]

sharing an account as a system is weird because our feed is a very weird blend of agere content, 2000s core, depressing shit, yandere blogs and random recipie blogs

[roarrzilla]

‘You are trying to slap some sense into your ex-boyfriend, while he does not let you sleep.’

[professional-chaotic-dumbass]

it’s like those weird wooden blocks you used to play with, except there’s only squares and you can’t even knock them over

[december-rains]

Transphobic horse game

[stardust--system]

some book club girls like you

[stardust--system]

please click read more

dude we posted a vent earlier and we mentioned how we were sa'd as a young teen, and this disgusting ass fucker decides "oh why don't i just ask you for inappropriate picture even though you LITERALLY JUST SAID YOU WERE SEXUALLY ABUSED". and what's even worse is that he must've been under the csa tag because that what i tagged the post as. here's a screenshot for proof.

[stardust--system]

i have a tip for all the systems out there with poor internal communication. our system has an app called mytter, and its almost like a fake twitter. you can choose a profile to post, comment and like as, and when we need to make notes or tell each other things, we just 'post' on there.

[iamatinyowl]

👏👏👏

[stardust--system]

tw for mentions of moms, sh, medication, csa and breif mention of food (this is a vent i'll probrably delete later)

I wish I could go back time. Back to before my mom and I's relationship was purely fake, only based on me trying to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly. Back to before I needed medication to keep my mind working normally. Back to before I felt like I had no purpose, like I wasn't worth anything, and the only way I could feel useful was by letting adults use me in disgusting ways. Back to before my brain had to create other identities just for me to somewhat deal with what I was going through. Back before the only emotional release I could get was by cutting myself. Back before fights with my mom became routine and expected. Back when I still felt like my mom loved me, at least a little. I just wish I could go back and be a happy little kid again.

[whitepeopletwitter]

Ok

[stardust--system]

We should be getting our first ever pacifiers (for the system littles) soon, and we had an idea. We'll purchase 2 or 3 different brands (probrably nuk, mam and maybe one more) of pacifiers and make a review of them from the point of view of an age regressor, and not a parent. Would anyone actually read/watch that?

[deactivated1053489]

Masculine and feminine are over. Its just The Urge now. The desire. The torment.

[wilwheaton]

[catchymemes]

[tumbalaria]

that how it be

[kagaintheskywithdiamonds]

you know how it is with spaghetti

[stardust--system]

i just found out who i am / fronted for the first time, and i'm glad that today of all days was the day i first came to the front. i'm a trauma holder that holds emotional memories to an event caused by the body's mom, and she's going to be at work all day today. i got lucky.

[cookiemandarin]

okay i littles and i make post about being littles hards sometimes

littles it is okay to struggles

littles can have eating disorders

littles can hurt themselves

littles can have traumas

traumas hards

memories hards

feelings hards

littles can have food troubles

littles don’t has to like other littles

littles it okay if it hard to love self

it okay if it hard to love body

you don’t have to like things when you where littles

littles can has stuff like tummy troubles and back pain

littles can be scared

it not all fun sometimes

if you play with toys sometimes you don’t wanna play they will understand

littles can has sensory issues

littles can be angrys

littles can know big words

littles can struggle with big words

littles are strong even if they struggles

it okays if you cry’s

it okays if you not hurt for a while but then you nots

its okays i prouds of you’s

its okays to tells other alters how you feels they wants to keep you safe

staying safe is hards but it gonna be okays

sometimes it hards to say how we feels so sometimes arts and crafts helps or vent/trauma arts

find a alter you feel safe with

i loves you and i proud of you

we are strongs and i has hards days it okays to have hards day sometimes

-🧡🧡🧡