ST☆RG1RL

Strawpage She/They Artist (Music, Poetry, Visual Art) Vocaloid Producer If you feed any of my work into AI then I will find you :3

[graveyarrdshift]

"I'm just a girl", "girl math", "girl dinner", "divine feminine energy", "bimbocore", "clean girl", "girl's girl", "girlfriend brain" SHUT UPPP!!! SHUTT THE FUCKKKK UPPPPPP !!!!

[currentgoddess]

[beachsideufo]

Greenest miku

This can't be healthy

[starryeyedgrrl19]

i feel so bad

[kairithemang0-fm]

Reblog if you're transmasc, support trans men, or want a chocolate chip cookie

[wootwona]

since the old version of this post was flagged for ‘adult content’…

reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!

along with that, reblog if your account is a non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the nb spectrum!

[nug-offical-deactiv]

support. always.

[starryeyedgrrl19]

happy pride month to the group of iron golems i caught kissing in my wonderland.jar world

[konn1kon]

nonbinary static . this is my headcanon . Fem presenting nonbinary !!!!!

[starryeyedgrrl19]

yapping about my vsynth songs on tumblr bc the youtube algorithm hates them for some reason

PT1: "dead weight" (the most successful one [~3.4K views] at the time of typing this post)

VocaDB Page (has links to other platforms)

(I actually did write a post about this one on my community tab if anyone wants to read that) This is my first Vocaloid song, and my 2nd-ever vsynth song (I haven't uploaded the first one yet bc I wanna remaster it and use a newer voicebank of the one I'd used). I was still learning the ropes of mastering/mixing my music, so the quality isn't the best compared to some of my newer stuff. I think it's still pretty good, though (and I plan on releasing a better-quality remaster on the song's 1-year anniversary anyway so :3).

Anyway, this song is about impostor syndrome. I later learned the impostor syndrome was due to the fact I'm a system, but I'll come back to that later. It focuses mostly on feeling like you're secretly a terrible person and that you're deceiving your loved ones, even though you're not actually. Honestly, this was a vent song so I was terrified of uploading it but I did it anyway because I'd already announced it and didn't wanna cancel it/let the people looking forward to it down, and I'm glad I didn't.

As for the OSDD system section, I now realize another part of the impostor syndrome was because I was quite different from the former host (which people were still seeing me as). I didn't feel nearly as smart, talented, or creative as the previous hosts, and I felt like I was letting people down. But again, I didn't know that's what it was at the time, so I just thought something was wrong with me...

So yeah, that's my debut vsynth song!! I have it linked below, it would mean a lot if you gave it a listen. :) /nf

(Fun fact: This song was originally supposed to use Kagamine Rin as the lead singer, but her English voicebank's range didn't work as well for it. I almost scrapped the song until deciding to test it out with Len, and the rest is history!)

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[vash-the-trans-catboy]

Cute little rainbow heart for pride month tumblr but how about you stop disproportionally banning trans women and marking sfw queer posts as mature

[starryeyedgrrl19]

hehe

[starryeyedgrrl19]

her english is so good omfg

[starryeyedgrrl19]

hehe

[jaypilled]

are those my only options

[starryeyedgrrl19]

hi tumblr i made these silly rin and len miis and i thought you might like them :3 lmk if you use them!! i wanna see the sillies /nf (non-tomodachi qr codes under the cut)

[glamrockmike]

are you five nights at fucking kidding me

[starryeyedgrrl19]

a couple weeks ago, it was late at night when i found out about the new vbs card set right

so i wanted to crop them into profile-pictures but i’m very particular about it because even if it’s just slightly off-center it will drive me nuts, so i wanted to have a few ways to compare to pick one and then delete the rest (i promise this is going somewhere)

however, i fell asleep before finishing cropping them all

needless to say, it was pretty confusing waking up the next morning and trying to figure out/remember why i now had 13 photos of akito in my camera roll

[starryeyedgrrl19]

does anyone else find the references to influencers and "viral trends" in living the dream kinda stupid or is that just me

idk, i think it just kinda dates the game (and not in a good way)