lostinlife

drifting through days like they don’t belong to me

[stillloststillsoft]

underneath all this anger, strength

How are u, lover?? covered with dust

to be seen without eyes. to be held without someone's arms

to be in someone's dreams ... and forever reside in them

just the way the universe reside in us

If I became the universe, would u let me in you?

in the trees and sky, engulfed in the universe

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I wish I could be loved, to be understood. I wish my soul were seen by someone, the one I love... yet they turn a blind eye to it... I wish to be loved... as much as I forget my own sorrow.. I wish I was loved in the moments of pain, anger, frustration and... in nothingness

[stillloststillsoft]

random afternoon

I could never speak about you.

I always wanted to share the specks of your warm soul, take its blanket of warmth, and forever rest.

But the world does not know me and you anymore.

Time is superior, detached from all of us, always hungry for the souls of gods.

So you shall forever reside in time, while I try to touch the seconds You live in now, on a random Tuesday afternoon.

[stillloststillsoft]

Guess some people aren't meant for love.....

[stillloststillsoft]

Love is a waste of time, only good for stories and writing purposes. fall in love with nature, yourself, the non-living and living, with emotions, with souls not people and their corrupted mind

[stillloststillsoft]

My wishes are seldom fulfilled until I wish I was left alone..

[stillloststillsoft]

I wish some pictures were silent, that they didn't speak thousands of words

I wish pictures weren't all I had of you

I wish I had stolen some moments before the time came for you

I wish I had taken more pictures of you

And now I shall capture the sky, but

How can I capture the vastness of the sky?

How could a patch of colour on a sheet capture the vastness of your soul?

But that's all I'm left with

So now I shall listen to every photo

[stillloststillsoft]

To be very honest, some men should go fuck themselves, ig. Even a sane man can't help but be annoyed by these mf's. It's better to hold on to yourself than to expect someone else, too, girlies.

[stillloststillsoft]

I was watching BTS when Taehyung was flipping an omelette in the pan, and they were like What if he flings Jin goes like, "Then he flings it" Like.. if he fails, then he fails.. and that's okay. And it was so easy knowing that he got his back. Just like how we expect someone in our life to have our back.. but it's so beautiful that at first time I didn't notice it, but when I really needed those words, it hit me like a big wave. What is life without losing, without messing it up? Sometimes I think if I'm a tangled thread, I hope I'm never untangled throughout my whole life. but the lesson is that u receive more than u think, and when its the right time, u will receive what you wish for. maybe not as u imagined but maybe better than that...

[milkchocolate-e]

You know what? I want us to be in a flower field. I want us to dance underneath the moonlight. I want us to to kiss in the rain. I want us to hold eachother while watching the sunset.

[stillloststillsoft]

So I'll read again to live these moments. Lost in ink on paper. Not even a magnifying glass would make me visible.

[resqectable]

“You need someone that loves your soul more than your body”

— Unknown

[stillloststillsoft]

I have come to a realisation. Hit me like a huge tide.. and washed me away. How did giving ever become a sin? A symbol of weakness?Giving love, kindness, light, warmth. Isn't this the symbol of being the bravest. Achilles gave himself to Patroclus. So does the moon to the sun and the wind to the trees. Now, can nature be weak? Can the mother of this world be considered weak? Giving love and kindness, being there for someone, are the diamonds adorning my soul. Maybe my soul is rotten, but diamonds never looked this good with the dead. In a world where inflicting pain and feeling nothing is seen as strength, let me be sacred. Let me be lost forever. In a world where no one cares, let me care too much. Let me feel it all, and I hope u feel it too someday, dear stranger.

[stillloststillsoft]

[stillloststillsoft]

I think I saw the best lines ever, which says "I am sorry someone let you believe you were hard to love, because, blue, it's the easiest thing I've ever done" and idk who might need to hear this but god life can be tough sometimes but this !!! This is what we live for.

[metamorphesque]

October, Louise Glück

[stillloststillsoft]

GRIEF

Grief hugs me late at night. What am I grieving? the ones who died, the ones who are breathing and myself... I've gone too far to be caught. Far too lost in grief. ig i just need a cigarette

[stillloststillsoft]

OH...

"You are happy when u are alone, aren't you? "he said

Why is he observing me so much? It's annoying me now, what's his problem? and why is he so right every damn time, like he has known me for years, eternity.

"Careful, Mr, observing me so much might be the end of you", I replied coldly and turned back

I know he has no reply now. This time I have caught hold of......

"Then be my end", he said.

him.

And I just tripped.