thoughts while i'm editing. even when i read the hr book, i just felt it so much how ilya made them happen and took a leap and a half and did not let shane run away from it; he persisted and broke down shane's internalized shame. and then, shane dragged them to the finish line (an actual relationship) with just his earnestness and heart-on-his-sleeve. shane kept pushing emotionally and did not let ilya run away from that. and broke down ilya's walls. like i love how their relationship is very much that what one hides away, to the other the same thing is more accessible? i don't know how to word this but you Understand
















