babe, there's a whole future to make up for any mistakes, a whole future to look forward to - love you, and I hope you feel better 😘 xxxx
I know, I know. It could have been so much easier. I don’t even know, it started stupidly enough: I was feeling off and tired and I decided that I could wait to answer...and I waited and I waited and self loathed. And the more I waited, the more I left those messages unchecked, the harder it was. So I started making up excuses over excuses. Life went on, problems, moods, before I noticed a month have passed, and then two, and tree... so I told myself that I would come back only after I became a better person. I tried to change myself and for a while I felt good ... but, I missed my friend here, my art started lacking completely. I had panic attacks and before I noticed, I’ve lost another year of university. So, I was stuck again in the same loop, I wasn’t better, I actually became worse, and ashamed of myself . I started believing I didn’t deserve my old friends, that I was a looser, a bad influence.... But I missed them, I missed all the amazing people I had the honor to meet and talk with . People that made me happy, that made me feel better with myself and fuel my creative side.... I still don’t feel better, not at my best but I wanna be here, I wanna cherish my friend’s accomplishment. I wanna be silly with them and just, be... myself again.
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