Split and sunder our mind with thunder

She/Her (Trans), 25 years old. Juniper. 18+ please. I vent post. So that'll happen, be warned. The kindest action you can do for a machine is careful and consistent maintenance.

[sweet-rot-saint]

Ok. Trying to order myself, ground myself, find purchase in the folds of my own mind. List of Alters (with Names): Jade - saw an image of Jade and grabbed hold of the concept of her so strongly she's now taken her face. Personality is abrasive, she tries to help but her help isn't good for me. Not sure how much she lines up with canon Jade but I don't really think that matters. Casey - Some form of "little" which I don't like having in here. Vriska - FUCK. Mirrors Jade, thinks the world of me and tries to force me to get better. Just makes me feel worse when I'm stagnant. Jester - *Jingles*

There's a couple more but they fade in and out. Might try to update as they appear.

[paper-mario-wiki]

My friend Mohammed, his daughter Mona, and their whole family are currently trying to escape Gaza as the opportunity to do so presents itself again.

As time goes on and people continue to doubt the legitimacy of Gazan fundraisers, I must reaffirm that I know Mohammed personally, and have been in close communication with him for over a year. If nothing else, I can offer a picture of Mona by the tent they've been able to afford with previous donations.

Thank you to everyone who has supported. Please, if you can, continue to support Mohammed and Mona. Even just reblogging this post would be a great help

Click here to support.

Food and Shelter for My Family in Gaza

 

[badassdemonsword]

dark picard tribute

[strawberry-crocodile]

the psychosexual disaster of kris/ralsei

[strawberry-crocodile]

if, in the middle of kissing, kris asked if they could call ralsei asriel, ralsei would say yes.

[paper-mario-wiki]

Was looking for that one video where you're s clown rapping and you say pussemergency and I saw your hrt-unlocked ass. Good shit queen

this one? thanks!

[demilypyro]

man i do kinda want to play the black flag remake is the thing

[demilypyro]

jesus christ nevermind

[queer-as-city-folk]

We really are never going to stop stripping this land bare

[busket]

those mountains are older than Saturn's rings and they want to blow them up and hollow them out for cell phone batteries

[puri-kura]

i don't know if folks outside these mountains understand what a state these communities are left in after being ravaged by the coal and steel industries. they endured well over 100 years of paternalistic brutality to provide the resources that built america with nothing in return and that very much informs the culture and collective psyche. force fed opiates to undermine labor movements and hard-won unions after decades of horrific abuse at isolated company towns. living there you can feel how we're all just one giant open wound that can't heal.

if bringing in corporations to mine raw materials from the appalachian mountains was good for the community, appalachia would be known for how happy, healthy, and wealthy the people are.

[juney-blues]

other trans women can put it better than me but there's this, tension, between "radical genderpunk you can be whatever you want forever-ness" and "trans woman as politicised identity"

one views any engagement with your assigned gender at birth as like, being trapped in a prison of your own making,? as using the tools of the enemy or whatever. and the other is "yes my assigned gender is a prison, it is a prison the outside world is constantly enforcing on me and i would like to be able to talk about that a little thanks"

so you get this tension, where one side (made up of predominantly people who aren't trans women) says "the ideal world is one in which you can be whatever the fuck you want forever! so call yourself anything you want as long as it makes you happy, you can be an afab trans woman if you want it's all made up :)" and the other side says "hey hi yes i broadly agree with you on the whole ultimate gender liberation front, but we do not live in an ideal world and transfemininity is uniquely demonized even as far as trans identities in general go, so i would appreciate it if maybe you didn't act like our identity and oppression was something made up that you could just put on and take off whenever you like? we sure as fuck can't do that."

and then the other side goes "hey all these trans women are invalidating us! why are they gatekeeping and being so exclusive! assigned gender at birth shouldn't matter so why are you acting like it does!?"

and they say this while we live in a society where your assigned gender at birth very much does matter, and if you're a trans woman it is borderline impossible to escape that.

it's like an is-ought problem where since we're not acting like we already live in a gender utopia where one's relationship with assigned sex and gender is completely arbitrary, we're treated like the enforcers of the gender binary.

this is where you get stupid bullshit like people calling trans women radfems

[anarchautistic]

Somewhat tangential but I've found that if you're transfem and nonbinary and want to be a radical genderpunk people take it as an excuse to masculinize you. You say something like "I want to be seen equally sometimes as male, sometimes as female, sometimes as neither" you quickly find that it doesn't actually happen. Everyone hears that and defaults to seeing you as "failed male faggot." If you ask for she/they/he pronouns you get 90% he. Even if you ask for she/her you still get 10% he 40% they. When you give TME people the option to gender you in masculine terms even slightly they just start to do it all the time and completely reject the validity of your womanhood. You learn pretty quick that from the transmisogynist gaze, it's easier to accept you as some nebulously degendered oddity than to accept a trans woman as having a legitimate claim to womanhood.

[savee-baby]

STOP SCROLLING, MY BABY QAIS’S WOUND OPENED AGAIN BEFORE MY EYES.

I started using torn, worn-out clothes instead of medical bandages for my baby Qais, and his wound became infected and opened again because I cannot afford proper supplies anymore.

[savee-baby]

Tonight, I could not properly clean Qais’s wound because medical supplies are too expensive, so I stood there terrified, watching the infection and bleeding grow worse before my eyes.

[savee-baby]

I beg you as a broken mother in Gaza who cannot protect her child from pain, hunger, and death. Please, don’t leave my baby Qais alone in this nightmare—donate now and help me save his life.

Please donate now Gofundme

[savee-baby]

OH MY GOD, I felt my heart break as I saw my baby Qais unable to move or respond, lying there in pain, and I could not help him. Please donate now and save him

[midbyte]

still a wip but god. god i love her so fucking much

[midbyte]

[lycoteuthis-deactivated20160131]

i’m going to start a fashion line called FAKEGEEK and its sole purpose will be to produce tshirts that will piss off nerds

[lowpawly]

people foolishly dismiss desserts and treats as having no nutritional value when they actually are necessary for refilling your sanity stat. to prove my point please observe the emotional stability of the next person you meet who doesnt let themselves ever eat any form of dessert

[midbyte]

[focsle]

Home just in time for A N T I Q U E S R O A D S H O W !

[focsle]

Look at this CAR HORN!!

[bewareimfrench]

Imagine driving in 1915 Paris with a fuckin gargoyle on your Peugeot lol

[bowieboosh]

Cargoyle

[ziridotmidi]

you should be able to purchase hrt with cutie points

[ziridotmidi]

of which i have a lot. obviously.

[joeyclaire]

you are not an endearingly rude and unfriendly cartoon character you need to be nice to people

[abimee]

[0v9]

seeing this image in 2026 is like seeing an old friend who I've dearly missed