officially dead

☆ so sad ☆

[superbnature]

[definegodliness]

23-11-2019, Goodbye

[missydunaway]

[weltenwellen]

Rainer Maria Rilke, Journal of My Other Self

[neckkiss]

via weheartit

[jugurtti-deactivated20210925]

[gothigh2fly]

The only thing I know is this: I am full of wounds and still standing on my feet.

— Nikos Kazantzakis

[alfea]

[sycaholicc]

im not sure how much longer i can keep doing this

[wagahai-da]

i wake up, and for what? more current events

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

[sycaholicc]

does everyone have their fate decided, a time limit to their lives? what if my fate decided that it was all my decision, whenever i was ready. if these thoughts will be constant forever, wouldn’t it just be better to not be able to think at all?

[sycaholicc]

nobody asked for it but heres my aesthetic

[sycaholicc]

i fell in love with you nine years ago. nine fucking years. thats approximately 3285 days.

the only good thing i got out of that unbearably torturious heart break was all the raw poetry shit i just reblogged. those posts deserve the notes

[sycaholicc]

my biggest fear was losing you and maybe that’s why i’m not afraid of anything anymore

[sycaholicc]

i’m tired of being your second choice open your fucking eyes she doesn’t love you the way i do and maybe that’s what you’re scared of you’ve lived for so long in a fantasy world made by drugs that everything that is real feels cold but i promise you i’ve never said i loved you with goosebumps on my skin because loving you is what keeps me warm and i’m sorry for the things i said to you but when you left i got so cold i didn’t recognize your face while i was shivering i picked flowers for you don’t tell me i wasted all those stars wishing for you to end up with nothing from you

[sycaholicc]

ITS 2:30 AM MY EYES ARE HEAVY BUT IM TOO AFRAID TO SLEEP BECAUSE I KNOW I’LL DREAM ABOUT YOU