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bad person disorder | also 18+ only pls | 28 | any pronouns | primum non nocere

[sent-from-the-skolopender]

the overwhelming urge to self sabotage all my relationships and cut everyone off because i can’t be normal about anything.

clutching my chest and wheezing as i collapse on the ground /hsilly

[sinwas]

Sylvia Plath

[tearsfallout]

sorry for the inactivity again

[babydollbutch-deactivated202607]

i looove hickeys so much. like omg you wanna leave YOUR mark on me?? show people that i’m all yours?? and even if they’re places others can’t see, we both still know they’re there and that i’m only yours <33

[theanythingmachine]

my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.

[ampervadasz]

Unmute !

[trans-girl-nausicaa]

[syndarkatt]

@yoghurt-bimbo look at this

[despazito]

[specimentality]

Need to make a version w turacos because most green birds are just structural blue over standard yellow pigment but they’re special boys and have their own green pigment

[specimentality]

You can see this really well in eclectus parrots when their red/yellow pigment has a mutation

[alicethebard]

feeling a certain kinda way today

[s-i-c-k-o]

not right now kitten mommy's heavily encumbered

[zephyrdaze]

Some more would be nice ;-;

[yourprettyfemme-deactivated2025]

🥰 I’m practically begging alreadyyy

[hightime2000]

My mood ATM:

Men and minors DNI with this post. You will be blocked.

[theprettiestinpink]

Buy me a teddy bear so I can grind on it and think of you

[a-random-daydreamer]

What BPD feels like for me

BPD can be a different experience for everyone but I figured I would share a bit of what it’s like for me.

It feels like a constant battle

A battle between my two selves. The rational side and the irrational side. The “good” brain and the “bad” brain as I call them. Being someone who is very self aware, it can complicate things a bit. I know when I’m doing something or feeling something that is irrational, however I can’t stop it. It’s like a part of me takes over and I can’t control it.

It feels as though I’m under constant attack

For me, it always feels as though someone or something is out to get me. My brain is constantly whispering things like “they hate you”, “they only did that to upset you”, “they’re going to betray you”. It always feels like something bad will happen. This leads to much anxiety, anger, and emotional pain.

It feels like I have no identity

I have no clue who I am. This is something I am working on in therapy but it is very difficult. My interests are always shifting and it is hard to recognize myself in photos and my memories. It feels like I am a shell of who I was. Everyday, I feel I have a new calling and purpose and then the next day it’s gone.

It feels like I’m banging on a sound proof window

I keep banging, hoping someone will notice, but everyone just passes by. There are people around but no one seems to see how much I’m struggling. Without physical signs, no one seems to care either. I feel trapped in my mind and I just want out.

It feels like the end of the world

A minor inconvenience to you feels like the end of the world to me. Sadness feels like I’m dying, anger feels like rage, distance feels like abandonment, and pain is always turned into suffering.

I’m curious if anyone has similar experiences or different experiences! I’d love to hear it all :)

[theresa-alt]

Someone should put hickeys on my tits in my opinion

[mihai-florescu]

"Are you more of a family or career oriented person?" Babygirl im a bed oriented person. Snork mimimi

[niyarest]

[skeetlebeetle]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers :) (ask game, no pressure tho!!)

buffalo wingz w bleu cheese 😍

metallll (but also disco)

the og smiley face

doing drawrings

ma frandz :)

ima j tag @joey-jordisons-wife n @say-what-say-what cuzzzz i don’t wanna go thru my activity n then send 10 asks ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ thx 4 da ask doe!!!

[say-what-say-what-deactivated20]

5 things that make me happy, huh? ok, thanks for the tag:)

1.) art of all kinds

2.) goofy horror podcasts

3.) rock and metal

4.) my friends

5.) sleepingggg

imma tag @milowave, @aplaceinhell, @silly-dumpling15, and @cooperblr cuz yeah, anyone else is free to join tho ofc!!

[ridiculous-crow]

thanks for the tag !! (this list is in no particular order :3)

1.) making art

2.) writing / reading fanfic (and also just writing/reading in general)

3.) going on walks in the forest (gotta get my daily dose of grass)

4.) playing solitaire

5.) silly podcasts (tma, malevolant, wtnv, etc.)

@yoghurt-bimbo @illusionsignmisdirection @crowfromfoggyforest @aroace-nut-case @quack3r @saltedcaramelchaos and anyone else who wants to do this (no pressure to do it tho !!)

[yoghurt-bimbo]

1. my birds/birds in general

2. seeing a really Good tree

3. playing games with my s/o (multiplayers or just streaming whatever we're currently playing)

4. reading a book (or any form of media) that hits the spot

5. spontaneous art projects

@polibry @skyfyrecity @williamsblood @syndarkatt and anyone else who wants to do this!! wanna know what makes you guys happy :))

[syndarkatt]

Thanks for the tag @yoghurt-bimbo !!!

1. Birds birbs burbs borbs I love all feathery frens 🐤

2. My job ❤️❤️

3. Probably my medications LMAOO

4. Bubble tea 🧋

5. Good sushi

Hope you're having a good day ( ´ ∀ `)ノ～ ♡

I dont have anyone to tag tho but ey