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"Iâll make sure this feeling no one else knows- Everything I live for- Is right."
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are you talking to anyone?
The voices
Also we need to change our system tags again. Having our names is scaring me a lot...
Systemyuri is now themed around actual system yuri. We're dating insys too...
do you ever just
I think it's important to talk about how schizophrenia can impact your system and make your expereinces less grounded than in a typical system reality.
Recently I've been thinking about the intersection of all our mental health conditions and it's really bizarre how I just categorise them as seperate things when the reality is that they all overlap and create the mess we live in.
Also that its fine and normal to think about your system in whatever terms you feel most comfortable using.
Not been using this blog a lot. I want to change my icon amd maybe go for a mutsumortis theme.
happy disability pride month to anyone who has a disability from a condition that âusually isnât a disabilityâ. happy disability pride month to people with disabilities that arenât often understood by able-bodied people. happy disability pride month to people who donât have any official diagnosis yet. happy disability to people whose âlabs look completely fineâ. wishing you peace this july.
Disability pride month PSA that schizophrenia and related disorders often starts to present in your mid 20s, so if things have been getting harder, life is less manageable, you feel less and less connected to reality, don't be afraid to get an assessment. It is not life ending, and living as someone with schizophrenia is worthwhile!!! It is a neurodivergence like any other, one that is disabling but doesn't make you less human. Getting early screenings and treatment is shown to give better outcomes for patients!!
A toolkit for primary care providers working with patients who show early signs of a psychotic disorder. This website includes information o
The Psychosis Test is for young people (age 12-35) who feel like their brain is playing tricks on them (seeing, hearing or believing things
person with schizophrenia here adding that Iâve seen so much fear surrounding this diagnosis, people saying it turns your life into a nightmare or a hellscape or removes your personality and turns you into a husk, and I want to say thatâs not true and definitely isnât true if you have good access to medical support. medicated schizophrenics are some of the coolest and most creative people I know who are able to live fulfilling lives outside of the expectations and constrictions of âmainstream societyâ. the way people with autism and adhd are just kind of known for doing their own thing and finding their own happiness applies to people with schizophrenia too (I also know some people who are completely indistinguishable from a neurotypical person to an outside observer, because itâs a spectrum).
chipping in as a schizophrenic in its 30s:
my most alarming symptoms started almost right after i graduated high school (age 18). i instantly started to become more withdrawn and reclusive. i had maybe 2 friends and i struggled to socialize with them and anyone else. i started struggling more with insomnia. i started becoming more and more convinced that other people could read my mind. i would be catatonic for sometimes hours.
for many years in my 20s, i became convinced i was a fallen angel punished by god. i have never been a christian in my life. i'm still not one. i also started believing i was God, that I could control the outcome of things. i had an 8 hour long psychotic episode where i was convinced that a character from a video game was in my house trying to kill me. i was and still am unbearably paranoid.
if i hadn't been diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2017, i would have never known why these things were happening to me, and worse, i may have believed some of my more dangerous delusions. i ended up starting antipsychotic medication and its been a huge game changer for me. not every schizophrenic person needs to be on medication, but it changed my life for the better. i'm definitely glad i'm in care for my schizophrenia now
i can actually sleep. i'm not scared shitless every single day. i'm not convinced there things in my house trying to hurt me. if you're dealing with things like this, it's okay to seek help. you're not alone. psychosis is stigmatized but its a real problem many people deal with. you shouldn't have to suffer in silence. you deserve to know if this is what's going on with you, and where to go from there.
my schizophrenia isn't and wasn't a death sentence. my quality of life has improved significantly what i found out was going on, and how to cope with it and ease my symptoms. it's okay to be schizophrenic. that's just how our brains are mapped. we deserve to live happy lives, we are not "doomed" or "lost causes" or "too crazy". we're people
I'm diagnosed as scizoaffective. I have benign hallucinations almost everyday. It started when I went away to college at 17 and I had scary episodes of psychosis. I was treated for depression and anxiety but no one addressed my hallucinations/psychosis until my mid-20s. I'm not currently on anti-psychotics but I have been in the past when my symptoms increase, change, or become scary. Medication is a helpful tool to use when needed but I quite like my benign hallucinations and I'd miss them if they were gone.
Everyone start drawing Mustumi using a wheelchair now!!!
Mutsumi wheelchair headcanons!
Mutsumi needs it for fatigue, pain, and chronic illness reasons.
She is scared of using one alone because of the attention it brings towards her, but her friends are helping.
Soyo helps hide it from her parents and pushes Mutsumi when they're at school. She will also kill anyone that even tries to push Mutsumi without premission.
Mortis hates their chair and tries to avoid using it.
Nyamu helps them decorate it!! It helps Mortis feel more in control.
Saki is working on how to better include seating during concerts for them.
There's something so doll coded about being a fictional idol. You have a voice that doesn't belong to you (it belongs to a real person). You don't decide your actions (they are the desires of the company producing you). You don't decide your art work (it's whataver the company things will sell).
You are just a concept that is at the whims of fans and companies alike. There is no you without them.
You understand?
This can be said for real idols, don't misunderstand, but it's so much more prevalent with fictional ones in this dolls opinion.
All these? Dolls. Inanimate objects designed for humans. The have 'voices' they have 'faces' but there is nothing behind them without real people playing games with them.
What's wrong with you?
Depends on the day
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Ngl, I've been in a very good place... I don't know if I've forgotten the dangers of 'love'.
By the way, systems who want to date anyone, here is some advice from me:
Date someone who is curious about ALL of you. Not just the host, not just one specific alter or even a cluster of alters. Date someone who wants to know about how your system works, how your headspace looks (if you have one), and how being a system affects you in day to day life.
Obviously be safe. Only share this information if you all feel safe to do so and when you know you can trust the person- Someone being too curious can be a bad thing. That being said, I would recommend getting a partner who adores ALL of you- Not just some of you.
