「心が空っぽだ」

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[starrliights]

“you know, they say that means you have an old soul”

“an old soul or a tired soul?”

[star-sailorr-deactivated2017100]

moods

- endless boredom - empty void - idk what i’m feeling but it’s Bad - ?? good?? feeling?? No that’s Not Allowed - !!!!!!!!!!! - boredom but physically painful - ????? - death

[greelin]

a family can be just me, my childhood trauma, and this 89 fl oz jug of orange juice that i'm drinking directly out of

[meme-theft]

[distinguishedbaloney]

[paganpunk]

Me: Yeah due to my disorder I barely feel any emotions, if Im feeling anything at all

Coworker: Haha, wow! I wish I didnt feel anything! I feel too many things honestly lol

Me: Ha ha. Yeah. Its not like the constant internal boredom and lack of caring for anything–not even caring enough to do the things that keep me alive–makes me want to fucking rot or anything

[transmlms]

“trans mlm with very bad OCD who loves blue, and numbers” mood/stimboard for anon

sources: x/x/x/x

[bevsi]

ocd moodboard

[trauma-demon]

Just another day mimicking other peoples emotional responses to things and pretending that I don’t have low empathy

[szpdtakumi]

me: things are bad

therapist: have u considered doing something about it

me: what the fuck. what the Fuck is that. what the fucking fuck

[fairycosmos]

most of the time i just feel vaguely suicidal, it’s like a weird fog in the back of my brain but then sometimes, mostly at night, it’s like a sudden flashing neon tsunami of ‘holy fuck i want to die’

[mitten]

[sempiternalemo-blog]

PVRIS - Winter

[funmentallyillthings]

fun mentally ill things

*knows thought is unreasonable* 

yeah but like… what if it’s true.. how fucked up would that be..

[put-my-thoughts-to-rest]

[darlinggod]

[federalbureauofislam]

damn bitch i really live in this empty vessel of skin and bone?