Moonlight is bleeding from out of your soul

i stared back and saw something that is not mine i made it my own. i am symphony, i am wave that will resonate in this self-made cave

[originalultrabeast]

[cluster-b-culture-is]

BPD culture is being aware how the mainstream sees you as manipulative and attention seeking which leads to you not reaching out to people when you need help in case they don't believe you, find you annoying and abandon you

[bubbelpop2]

My kind of bpd moods that can all happen within the span of a day:

Feeling physically sick when I'm completely alone

I constantly mimic the people i talk to, their way of thinking, and i basically become them when i talk to them.

I have never had a single good emotion in my life and never will.

I feel like I've manipulated everyone i know into loving me by pretending to be a good person

Chronic emptiness

(Remembers that bpd isn't curable and can't really be medicated effectively) ah. Hm.

Feeling like i have no personality when I'm alone

Life is okay sometimes

Repeated cancelling of plans makes me want to kill myself. No joke, i feel like you're tired of me or just do not care about me and therefore i have no reason to live.

If i am not useful, i should not exist.

Tearing myself apart for other people and being surprised when they don't do the same for me.

I am the hottest bitch on this earth

I am the ugliest most abhorrent and irredeemable disgusting being in this universe.

I am an all-wise sage. My soul is so old

(inconveniently horny)

Maybe I'm the only real person

Maybe I'm not real actually

Upset about things I literally made up and didn't happen

My opinions of other people don't really change. My opinion of myself, however?

I have never had a bad emotion in my life ever and never will (i will)

[sarahdoingstuff]

[hel7l7]

THERE’S SUCH A BIG GAP BETWEEN WHAT I KNOW AND WHAT I FEEL

[hel7l7]

nOT OVER IT - JUST PUSHED IT ALL AWAY

[guerrillatech]

[sealinne]

same moment different angle

[bonnibeldam]

[kilodalton]

[ohhhhhhhboyyyyyy]

[nero-neptune]

[everythingfox]

Weddell Seal vocalizing while asleep

(via)

[quicksweetdreamer]

Is this my dog while she sleeps?

Or some sort of old alien spaceship?

[transhumanoid-deactivated202106]

boss dropped out of the zoom meeting cause his cat has learned how to unplug the desktop computer when he’s hungry

[cipheramnesia]

Direct action.

[rarabro]

siri read a message from my mom (2017)

[goodreadss]

Real generosity towards the future lies in giving all to the present.

(via amargedom)

[thefaeriefeatherdark]

I’m sure someones already said this but I often see Tumblr described as a hellsite. This is fundamentally incorrect.

Tumblr is the faesite. Everybody is super confused and lost, you keep running into random places. Somehow you end up stuck there forever after interacting a couple of times. The people are all strange, everybody simultaneously seems to be from the future and the past as if time is meaningless.

[stargazing-at-the-moon-deactiva]

YES

[amysnotdeadyet]

also technology breaks at random, and sometimes you just suddenly feel a thousand years old

[sleepnoises]

[suncloth]

want -> NEED

[redlipstickresurrected]

Yoko Tanji aka たんじようこ aka タンジ ヨウコ aka 丹地陽子 aka Sicca (Japanese, based Tokyo, Japan) - Bat Nyan, 2015, Drawings

[spelldealer]

outfit idea

[tristemegistus]

This is just how I dress

[sensiblereblogifposts]

Reblog this is how you dress

[notchainedtotrauma]

“Self-love is not necessarily restricted to pleasure; it requires “ethical management of the self,” pushing the self to be configured in new ways that might be challenging and difficult.”

— from Sensual Excess: Queer Femininity and Brown Jouissance by Amber Jamilla Musser