#bpd shitposting

[derangedminds]

[bittersweet-hiraeth]

The marry go round of life.

[itsprettyboringanyway]

Why it's so hard to understand that I handle feelings differently, I experience them more strongly. And sometimes I can't tell you exactly what's wrong because I don't know either

[aceyjujube]

Having bpd is being both the black cat and the golden retriever person no i will not elaborate.

[derangedminds]

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

[sapphiclesbli]

I hate having a fucked up mental health cause why do I have to screw everything up like I hate that I can randomly disappear for days or weeks cause how am I supposed to come back after that?! like 'hey so um yeah sorry I never replied ik it's been months I was just not feeling it ig... hope you're doing okay'

cause I can't even guarantee that this time I'm back for good. idk I just feel like ppl don't deserve being treated like this but it's not like I'm doing it on purpose either yk or maybe I'm just overthinking it and it's not that important for them

[perisbpddiary]

Yall know that feeling when you just want someone to pay attention to you, you don't even care if they're abusive or not? Like I'll ignore the manipulation and abusive if you pay attention to me fr