#afamilial vent

[the-basil-plot]

My roommate is armchair diagnosing me with every mental illness ever because I said that there are people who love me more and do more for me than him (he only sees me every other week) (I can count on one hand the number of times he cooked a meal for me before he got divorced) (he has told me to my face that I am not a person multiple times) (literally the only logical conclusion from how he treats me is that he hates me)

[the-basil-plot]

Sometimes being afamilial is why am I crying (/neg) because she said she loves me why do I hate the sound of her voice why does she insist on dragging out phone calls much longer than they need to be why does she laugh when I'm annoyed that I have to lie and say I love her why does she love me what's wrong with her what's wrong with me

[thedaygoesupinflames]

weird being afamilial and having a new family member get announced. girl i havent cared about you in over a decade, you being with child isn't going to change that. i havent wanted cousins since i was nine, before i got the allofamiliality worked out of me. you've done nothing to earn back any of your familial titles or familial reverence or whatever bullshit, you bringing something new into the equation isnt gonna change that. besides, you're still a cunt who won't acknowledge my brother as anything more than a vague entity who takes up space at family gatherings instead of a real person. you have done nothing to earn me calling you an aunt again except tell me im gonna have a "real" cousin, which aunts do i guess. fucken hell man.