May 26, 2025
If you really were an "empath", you wouldn't be so quick to assume I'm an abuser because of a mental disorder I was diagnosed with
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If you really were an "empath", you wouldn't be so quick to assume I'm an abuser because of a mental disorder I was diagnosed with
it can be a bit irritating talking to neurotypicals (or just people who dont have your disorder) about what its really like to . yk. constantly live with this shit. my examples mainly just apply to npd and aspd but if im talking to someone about what its like to have these disorders and i say “well i mean if my friend was crying to me about his mom dying i probably wouldnt care” or “sometimes i just cant handle anyone being better than me at something so i cut them off from my life entirely and never interact with them again” and they just stare at me slackjawed and blankfaced and say “oh… ummmm…” you ASKED ME to tell you what it was like, why would you expect me to say something like “oh well im just really confident!” its called personality DISORDER for a reason
I fear I am splitting on everyone I know in real life since they barely have shown care for me or interest in me as of late
i can’t help but view people who make decisions based on emotion as inferior and foolish. why would you make any decisions without a logical analysis first. logic is objective.
not to mention people who try to appeal to me using emotion. guess what, that doesn’t fucking work on me and you’re an idiot for trying.
PwASPD here.
Knowing someone who talks in so much detail about death, gore, murder, and acting like such a tough guy with it while knowing they have breakdwns and panic attacks over being perceived as a bad or dangerous person is the funniest thing I've ever seen. Quit talking about it, then. Quit going off and finding media about death. Who are you trying to impress, me? Because I have actual homicidal thoughts I have to take care not to express, and you like to think your obsession with fictional gore is a cute trait we can relate? And then the constant loving of being praised that they're deranged or crazy.
It makes me constantly feel better than them and so many more, proof that I really do my work with myself and my thoughts instead of coming off like some edgy middle school kid who thinks it's all fun and games. Get a grip. You're not "cool and insane", you're pathetic, and I am laughing at you.
I had to get that off my chest, it's all I've thought about today.
Relatable.
why do people always ask me if i watch gore when i mention my ASPD traits LMFAO... i had someone today be like "i think i have it too... i watch gore... do you watch gore :)" like as if that's a symptom of ASPD or some shit. no, it's not an ASPD symptom, it's an internet edgelord symptom.
You basically said that being a murderer was a symptom of aspd I’d have blocked you too
Because Eclipse is literally a murder. He killed Lunar, and idk how many people are off screen. I am not saying murder is the symptom of aspd (although truthfully repeatedly breaking the law is one which can check the box of the following criteria of aspd) but because he enjoyed doing so.
I say it in terms that he has a violent tendency and shows a lack of remorse when it comes to other life.
A lot of people think murder is evil and in fanfiction, it is the symptom of aspd. Which is not, it is just the results that may lead to someone being a sociopath. I just say that because it is the biggest thing that makes people think Eclipse is a sociopath when in reality, he still shows remorse, care and a lot of other emotions.
That's why I said I don't think he is a sociopath. And you are free to block me if the words I say triggers you. But snapping back at me while I'm still being polite is wrong.
And I just genuinely explained my point of view in which if you are thinking I am being ablest, you can totally educate me by telling where I am wrong, not straight up calling me name and just refusing to elaborate.
But like I say, things are bygone now. So I don't think you need to explain or defend the side here anymore
I hate when im arguing with someone and they tell me "just Google it". No you cunt, if you have the fucking audacity to tell me im wrong, I expect you to also have the confidence to provide me with CREDITABLE sources to prove I'm wrong.