#assesment

[bambidolli777x]

my first tests of the year!! nov assessments!! soso scary but i'm loving romanticising the studying and i'm doing well so far yayy

[lebaydan]

Research: Photographers

 Oswaldo Cepeda

I really like the use of light, colour and blurred images. This series of photo’s are based on someones relationship, and the ups and downs that come with it. I love the emotions that are conveyed with each image, and the use of images correlate nicely with the theme. I want to make images that play with light and blur like this.

[insyncbody]

What a great group of students at #ymcaonekx Just about to start #stottpilates #posture #assesment #postural #posturalassessment @merrithew Intensive Matwork Plus #london #pilates #love #fun #happy #students #exercise #fitness (at YMCA at One KX)

[randomshit-lyssa-blog]

Art assignment not sure if I'm done yet

[psychotic-spectrum]

the other day i stumbled upon a wiki page for schizotypy which was a pd i'd never heard of before and i identify with every diagnostic criteria. like i think i have ideations/ magical thinking, i just never realised what they were before. e.g if i don't step on certain tiles in my bathroom the 'bad energy' will descend, or that when my sister touches things of mine and then i touch them i'll like, absorb her personality and lose my own, or that if i blink when i look (cont)

at people i’ll absorb their personalities, i think the government are storing my info on my computer to use it against me (which is why i haven’t posted to any forums about this bc i think they’ll find my IP address and use it against me). i think that people hate me. i have really bad depersonalization and derealization e.g feeling my head is way too small for my body, not feeling ‘in’ my body, the dolly zoom effect etc. my speech is often v weird and frantic and i change topic a lot and (cont)

and i have thought blocking and ppl say they don’t understand what i’m talking about a lot. my thoughts feel all jumbled but i still tend towards solipsism and think i’m destined for greatness. i see signs in nature, like yesterday a conker fell in front of me and i thought it was a 'good sign’. almost everyone i know says i’m really weird weird and i’ve always dressed 'weirdly’ but i think it looks good. i lack an identity, feel cut off from myself and emotions. does this sound like stpd? tysm

also i kind of know these things aren’t real, but i’m VERY suspicious and can’t shake the feelings

Hi anon. What you describe seems to be consistant with STPD, but I’m not a professional so I can’t tell you for sure. I’m gonna leave here the symptoms and a link for assesment for STPD

Schizotypal symptoms:

Being a loner and lacking close friends outside of the immediate family

Incorrect interpretation of events, including feeling that external events have personal meaning

Peculiar, eccentric or unusual thinking, beliefs or behavior

Dressing in peculiar ways

Belief in special powers, such as telepathy

Perceptual alterations, in some cases bodily illusions, including phantom pains or other distortions in the sense of touch

Persistent and excessive social anxiety

Peculiar style of speech, such as loose or vague patterns of speaking or rambling oddly and endlessly during conversations

Suspicious or paranoid ideas, hypersensitivity, and constant doubts about the loyalty and fidelity of others

Flat emotions, or limited or inappropriate emotional response

A schizotypy can be considered delusional but rarely goes into psychosis. Schizophrenics have a full psychotic break. Also, some of the things similar between the two disorders is more pronounced. The flat affect is not always there and can be faked away by the schizotypy but is permanently fixated upon the schizophrenic. Also disorganization is much more overexagerated with schizophrenia by failure to clean oneself or doing things with no meaning (like just walking around without any idea why). They fail to take care of basic needs or avoid doing it, like eating and drinking.chizotypal is not degenerative at all, and is far less aggressive than schizophrenia. It’s more of a constant, in that it doesn’t get better or worse . (X)

The SPQ: A scale for the assesment of Schizotypal Personality based on DSM-III-R criteria 

dsm-iihttp://schizophreniabulletin.oxfordjournals.org/content/17/4/555.full.pdf

[keith-rogers-design]

Alpha submitted and level 6 done

Yesterday we finished our alpha milestone and completed the pre production unit

We worked very hard yesterday to complete the alpha build of Rad City and get it ready for submission. I handled scene building for this task whilst another designer on my team was getting gameplay functional.

It was quite a race (and it took a bit of overtime) but we managed to finally finish it and hand in every submission for the unit.

Now only one more unit for the year and that’s full production. Lets do it!!

[smalltowninertia]

#smalltowninertia Carlos in his apartment reading his Bible July 2017 The interior of Carlo’s apartment is sparse, a small television and stereo, a fish tank, a few old photographs of his estranged family, a table, chairs, a single bed, his Bible and his medication. Immediately upon my arrival, Carlos showed me copious correspondence regarding health assessments to determine if he is eligible for continued support and benefits to, essentially, given the nature of his illness, keep him alive.  Left in a state of terror and confusion, ‘Is my Doctor talking with the assessors?’ , ‘Why are benefits changing?’,  ‘Why am I being called to be assessed?’ , the past few months have been a nightmare, every moment abducted by fear with the resulting stress having a detrimental impact on his condition and his mental well being. Carlos works hard at mastering the language but people rush words, have such little patience, correspondence is in English and vague at best and he has no transport, no phone and it’s painful and very difficult to move, to walk.   The stress, the constant downpour of stress, the anxiety, the isolation, little to no money, all make life and living, harder and harder. In spite of his health challenges, Carlos wanted and wants to work. He had an interview and secured a job at a local factory, packing boxes but as soon as they learned of his illness, he was dismissed.  It all became too much, where to turn and how to breathe beneath the weight of such fears, problems?. When Carlos attempted suicide, he had nowhere and no one to turn to. “Jesus Christ appeared to me and said ‘NO!, Carlos, now it is not your time.”  Keeping the noose on the shelf of a small table, often picking it up, holding it, folding it into the palm of his hands, letting it slip through his fingers, a dark black snake, an anti rosary, remembering. Yesterday, after much talking, we decided it best to take it and throw it into the trash. Afterwards, Carlos read from his bible and prayed.       

[severedepression210913]

omg my friends are so annoying i asked a questions about what I should do and all they did was talk about themselves