#bedekin

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Wanting to enter pokemon kin spaces -> fear of invalidation -> fear of meeting kins of my abusers -> fear of doubles -> too mentally ill to interact with people on a normal level -> past bad experiences with pkmn kin servers

- bede in actual Agony

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We had to wait 100 years, but it was perfect! 

Wedding of Emmie and Scott (Esther v’ Yisrael

(there’s more where that came from)

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my name is bede pokemon swsh and like yeah ... im a brat. im like 12 and my parents dropped me cause they couldn't afford to keep me. rose and oleana made me feel like i was important, but there was a lot of pressure. so... like... im sorry for being an asshole. but if you're a grownass adult with hateblogs/hateposts about me. please get a life - 🍡🐇

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Gonna start joking that I'm almost 7 feet tall if artists don't stop drawing me as the same height as Hatterene. Did everyone forget she's 6'11

- Bede

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I see people are still accusing the Chairman's outright abuse.

You can argue what's canon and what's not. Pushing aside kinning, it's heavily implicated in canon the Chairman neglected me. It's known that I'm an orphan and the Chairman was my foster father- yet despite this he didn't remember my name. You can play through the game and he literally forgot who I was. His own child. Yet he remembered the MC's name.

Aside from that, you can look it up. The Chairman disowned me over the Mural Incident. I'm not excusing my actions but I did that in order to make him happy. I was 24/7 trying to earn his praise and he wouldn't even remember who I am, and he disowned me for, (while the action itself was horrible,) having the intention to make him proud of me for once.

Please for the love of god stop praising the Chairman. This has nothing to do with his mentality to make the world a better place. This has to do with the fact he was a neglectful and abusive father.

- Bede. (Pokemon) 🌸🦋

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I remember the way my face dropped when I found out peony was the chairman's brother. And that's why they looked so similar. It hurt because when playing I got emotionally attached to peony and saw him as an uncle figure.

....Well I guess he was literally my uncle. Just a foster uncle.

,,I wonder what his reaction would be to find out his brother was in jail for child abuse (and the whole you know almost destroying Galar.) That's a thought I don't really want to shove onto any Peony kins but it's there and I'm thinking about it.

- Bede (pokemon).

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Nothing better than gigantamaxing a Giratina to beat the shit out of a Ribombee /j

- Bede #🥀🌌🛸

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I swear the world is literally forcing me to believe in intuition and some psychic(?) Stuff because I'm 24/7 predicting things before they happen. Maybe when I was raising my psychic pokemon they rubbed off on me.

- Bede #🥀🌌🛸