"it's like when you're talking to your friends. You're not sitting, judging yourself before you say it, because that usually happens when you're young. You're thinking, well I've got to behave a certain way. It's like, no, don't do that, do you." - RuPaul.
I'm watching RuPauls Drag Race season 14.
I used to hang out with ppl who didn't like how I said certain things, what I said and how I said it. Everything I said and did, was judged. That's not kind. That's not kind in the slightest.
I couldn't be myself bc they didn't like that. I HAD TO act a certain way and it's always "professionalism".
Not just the drama toxic group, but a few content creators (from a few years ago to recent) and even irl friends. EVERYTHING was "professionalism" 🙄.
It's funny how they act all professional, yet they weren't successful. You can act all you want hunty, it doesn't get you anywhere in life.
I found out, acting like you're a professional, is fake af hunty.
I don't understand why I couldn't be myself around them. I know why...
They didn't like me. They NEVER liked me.
So I'm not apologising anymore for being my extra sassy self. And IF ppl don't like that, that's not my problem. It's theirs.
I love being my extra sassy self, I love wearing colourful makeup, my black lipstick and my goth witchy fashion
You shouldn't have to apologise for being you. You shouldn't have to change for other ppls standards. You just shouldn't.
Be you, because you are the best you 💜