[10:19 PM]
w: smut, angst maybe, fluff if you squint, toxicity, dom!renjun, sub!reader, manipulation, sofa sex, oral (f receiving), hugging position, missionary smw, minor slapping of womanhood, mentions of alcohol consumption, use of the name 'baby', a bit of aftercare (is that a warning?), just another agenda of big schlong but rj version
inspired by nct dream's video track, "poison"
"renjun?" your brows furrowed worriedly for the man in front of you, drunk and lost. you tried to slam the door close on his face, but he stopped it mid-way by his foot. wow, impressive move when you're hella drunk.
his body shivering from the cold night and maybe from the effect of the any kinds of alcohol he took earlier, you always know how alcoholic renjun is, and you have broke it off just a day before, yet you stayed...stayed just so he could lean on you for a bit.
you were flabbergasted when he suddenly pushed you inside, closing and locking your goddamn door like an expert. his hands tight on your shoulder, "y/n i'm back baby" he deeply whispered on your ear.
your anxiousness high from that, "i- i don't want you back ren-" you mumbled staring to his eyes, but he cut your words off when tears suddenly came out from his drained eyes. you gasped, trying to escape him wanting to alleviate.
"but i want you back y/n, you..." he slurred, renjun's eyes slowly looked down to yours, his tears streaming slightly from his soft cheeks. no. you have enough with this a long time ago even before you broke it off.
you pushed him with all your strength making him stumble back. "huang renjun, please get out of my house!" as you shouted that, you closed your eyes, not used to shouting towards people especially since the man with you is older, your respect for someone doesn't falter whomever it is.
renjun shook his head with a growing smirk, from that moment, you know what he wants, and you know what he needs. you. grabbing you without anymore thoughts, kissing you with passion, your body pushed against the sofa of your living room.
you tried to wiggle around to escape his motive, but renjun is much stronger despite his drunken state. and as time goes by of forcing not to submit yourself to him, his hands have roamed over your body, clothes were strewn on the floor, lips attaching and detaching from skin to skin.
not longer till you found yourself spasming from an overwhelming orgasm, your hands tightly grasping on renjun's hair as he ate you out like a starved man, drinking and lapping all your juices that were undrunk for days.
moans and whimpers bouncing of the walls, "fuck renjun please enough ah!" his teeth hit your clitoris hard making you writhe on his hold, "cum on my tongue baby" he urged you, thumb circling fast on your clit then you finally came hard with an elongated moan.
just like a speed of light, you didn't even know his cock ready and standing in front of your wet and throbbing pussy, he slapped it at first making a lewd sound. "greedy pussy, just like before we parted, mine only right?" renjun possesively questioned.
eye to eye, nose to nose, your face never leaving a centimeter. you whimpered under him, hands on his chest while your legs were wrapped around his sexy waist. you were submitting again, as usual.
"no..." you squeaked, renjun scoffed and slowly pushed his aching cock inside you "why not huh? is it because of the stupid things i do? did your standards got higher that's why you realized something huh baby?" questions that you can't seem to answer properly shoot out from his mouth.
his thrusts speeding by time, your foreheads against each other as he pins both your arms above your head, impossible for you to escape his deathly hold. "do i smell fucking bad? the alcohol? cigarettes? is it because of those huh? you didn't tell me sooner fuck!" he increased more speed.
your body thrashing beneath him from the sensation, screaming in the top of your lungs as he continued hitting the depths of your pretty pussy.
"r- renjun gonna cum!" he was about to reply when massive liquidity spurting out of your ruined cunt. renjun groaned, almost losing his balance though his a bit sober already, he slapped your pussy again and repositioned you into an embrace.
his cock slipping inside you for the second time and thrusted up on you, in that position, he was hitting more deeply than before. your moans and cries louder, body almost wanting to give up.
"oh shit y/n fuck! you're gripping it too tight fuck!" he whispered curses into your ears, your mind hazy and blinded. his head on your shoulder, leaving kisses and bites, but you don't wanna fall for it.
renjun feels like there is no warmth in your arms, but he wants you still, needs you still. you hate to rehash your feelings, yet both of you swallowed the pain and continued tearing each other apart.
you know by the time you're done, he won't last longer, you won't last longer, you told yourself already. you would hate to feel warmth from the embrace, keeping your mind from destruction. you don't want to fall for it. no more.
and with a final moan coming from both of your swollen lips, you orgasmed together, bodies tired and let yourself engulfed by darkness. you didn't even feel the kiss renjun gave you on your sweaty forehead.
"i dream of you when you weren't by my side. you take my breath away everytime, always tearing me down...my fucking weakness. love me back, y/n. i still love you" he breathed out as sleep covered his mind.
you were always his poison, the poison that he once took, but forever stood. not only absorbed by his mind and soaked his hardened heart, hence also drunk by his body. the poison he tried to find a cure of, however, realized that the antidote is also you, and you only.
