The Conversations - part 1/3
Pairing: Namjoon x OC; Yoongi x OC; Jungkook x OC Wordcount: 2.6k words Genre: slice of life Rating: suggested 18+ (Discussion of NSFW topics)
Hi lovelies! Here comes that new format I mentioned earlier this week. I imagined how the guys would discuss their girlfriends, having “The Chat” about kinks and habits, just talking, asking for advice and giving each other tips.
The first conversation is between Yoongi, Namjoon and Jungkook, talking about their girlfriends, respectively Kitten, Vixen and Candy.
There’s a little bit of everything (angst, fluff, smut), also, there’s a reference to Yoongi’s scenario in Magic Touch, I’ll just move on to disclaimers and trigger warnings.
TRIGGER WARNINGS: Mentions of smut, oral (m/f giving/receiving), Jeongguk is whipped AND horny, various levels of filth (quickies, phonesex, boobjobs, bondage, waxplay, cumplay, spankings, daddy kink -- I AM SO FUCKING SORRY, THAT WAS SO SELFISH OF ME -- pornography, sex toys, blindfolds, breathplay and choking, sensation play, impact play, exhibitionism/voyerism), communication issues, mentions of premature ejaculation, past traumas and general traumatic experiences, Yoongi and tongue technology (do I even need to say this?) Namjoon is, quoting Yoongi, “a beast”. Final fondness.
Here you can find my masterlist!
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Jungkook came out of his room with his head hanging low, heading straight for the terrace outside the kitchen. There Namjoon and Yoongi were drinking their morning coffee. It was roughly six am, a smoky dawn calling London awake. The summery hotness and the usual humidity announced another day of sweating and emptying water bottles.
Jeongguk’s hyungs, talking quietly, were in perfectly symmetrical positions, elbows propped on the railing on the edge of the terrace, holding the cups in their hands, looking at the mild sunshine foreshadowing an orange dawn.
“‘Morning.” They both turned.
“Morning Jeonggukie,” said Yoongi, slightly more reactive.
“Morning JK,” greeted Namjoon. “You headed to the gym?” He asked, not noticing the fact that Jeongguk was still in his pjs.
“I just called Candy.” He settled himself beside Joon.
“She all right?” Namjoon asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Sort of. We fought a couple weeks before I left.” He dragged his hands roughly in his hair. “I just miss her a lot.”
“You’ve been dating for two months or something, right?” Yoongi asked.
“Yeah. We were quite new.” He replied.
“What do you miss of her?” Joon asked, sipping some coffee afterwards.
“Hyung, like. It’s a lot to unpack. We, you know...”
Namjoon gave him a side glance, his lips turning into a smirk. “You mean you’ve slept together.”
Yoongi struggled not to smile.
“A couple times.” Jeongguk admitted. He toyed with his fingers. “And then a lot.”
Yoongi couldn’t hold back a snort. “It’s okay.” He put down his cup on the wide edge of the balcony. “At the beginning you can’t ever let go.” He remembered the first weeks after he and his girlfriend had started being more physical. “The first times with Kitten… God.” He brushed his palm down his face. “I was a mess.”
“A good mess or a bed mess?” Namjoon asked, raising an eyebrow.
“I don’t even know.” He laughed. “It was never enough.” He thought about the last time they facetimed. “Any spare moment was with her. Damn, I was down for anything. Quickies at lunch, calling her when I was done with practice to have phonesex, seeing her at three am just to get off the high.”
“Vixen’s a sucker for late night sex.” Joon offered to fill in the silence. “But she’s always game. Her sex drive is seriously impressive.”
“And you love it, don’t you, old sport?” Yoongi teased.
“I love many, many things of her.” Namjoon said before laughing.
The three stayed silent for a while.
“I miss sucking her tits.” Jeongguk murmured out of the blue.
Namjoon and Yoongi also stared into the void, lost in their own thoughts. After a few seconds Namjoon reconnected and looked at the youngest. “What the fuck, man?”
Yoongi licked his lips, then opened his mouth a couple times just to close it again, trying to find words.
“I mean, they’re so soft. And the shape is...” Jeongguk pressed his fingertips to his eyelids.
Yoongi emitted a strange sound.
“Are you okay, hyung?” Namjoon asked.
“Sorta. It’s just. Yeah, tits are great.” He said, half unconsciously, blinking in silence. “I mean, Kitten has a nice pair.”
“Am I the only ass man in this conversation?” Namjoon turned to look at both men, finding no sympathy.
“Vixen does have an incredible bum, sorry hyung if I looked.” Koo admitted.
“It’s okay, I also looked at Candy’s chest, but I swear it was not intentional.” Namjoon confessed.
“Do you think we’ll have some free time after the tour?” Yoongi murmured.
“Are you planning on fucking Kitten for, like, a week straight?”
“Sorta.”
“I just wanna die between Vixen’s thighs.” Namjoon whispered, lost in his train of thought.
“Send her to Hongkong?” Yoongi asked ironically.
“I mean, I hope we’re all in the oral team. Hyung, you for sure.”
“Loud and proud, boy.” Yoongi quipped back.
“JK?” Namjoon asked.
“Yeah.” He replied, still lost in his own imagination. “Hyung, have you ever tied Vixen up?”
“No. Usually we get too caught up.” Namjoon took another sip of his coffee, but unfortunately his cup was empty. “Do you want some?” Joon asked Jeongguk, pointing at his cup.
“No, but could you get me some OJ, please?”
“Got you.” He went back to the kitchen.
“Are you thinking of playing with Candy?” Yoongi asked carefully.
“Don’t know. It would be new. As Namjoon hyung said, we also get too caught up, so I think I’ll need to plan it out, if we ever decide to.”
“Talk about it with her.” Yoongi recommended. “You should ask her what she likes. And tell her about what you like.”
Namjoon was back. “We doing the whole kink talk?”
“Just making sure that the kid knows about communication.”
“Right.” Namjoon nodded, handing Jeongguk his glass of juice.
“Did you and Vixen have the talk?” Yoongi asked, honestly curious. Namjoon’s girlfriend was a bit of a wildcard, looking classy and educated, but also endearingly nerdy, fond of nature and hopelessly in love with her boyfriend. Each time he saw how Namjoon melted everytime she cuddled and reassured him, Yoongi really hoped that the boy would understand how precious she is, how rare it is to be in love like that.
“We did. She was like ‘oh, yeah, by the way, would you mind spanking me every now and then?’”
Yoongi giggled. “I can only imagine your reply.”
“I think it was something like ‘that’s okay but would you put up with my daddy kink?’”
Yoongi positively squealed at that. Jeongguk was similarly amazed.
“But with her it’s like-- It’s so strange to explain. I guess the best way to say it is that half of the sex is mental.” He should have avoided the second cup of coffee. But it was already there. “It’s the talking. Putting her in the right mindset, making her feel loved on the brain.”
“Good thing you're smart, hyung.” Jeongguk said. “I would have zero chances.”
“It’s not being smart.” Namjoon replied, “It’s more of a-- connection.”
“I think that you having this… dominant, but also nourishing role really puts her into a mindset of full trust.” Yoongi commented.
“I think so.” Namjoon concluded. “And then the sex is mindblowing. Like, I get why everyone is so obsessed with it. Our limits are very similar, and in that we don’t feel like we’re limiting or pressing each other into things.”
“That’s good. But exploring can be fun.” Yoongi argued. “Kitten’s sensitive chest made me get into things I never thought I would explore.”
Namjoon again raised an eyebrow.
“Come on, hyung give me some ideas.” Jeongguk teased.
“You tits freak.” Yoongi joked playfully. “Hickeys, but that’s obvious. And a lot of mouth activity in general. Oh, boobjobs.”
“God, does that work?” Namjoon was skeptical.
“Depends. Lots of lube, and the right angle. Kitten puts her mouth on the head, that’s the trick.”
“That sounds incredible.” Jeongguk commented, saving the idea in a corner of his mind.
“Trust me, it is. We’re also dealing with a bit of a choking kink, but we’re approaching it carefully, Kitten tends to panic when she feels like she’s suffocating. And waxplay.”
“That’s a nice one.” Namjoon commented.
“Still getting into it. But she’s liking it a lot. We got the candle a couple weeks before tour. Used it twice. I can’t help but think about it.” He smiled, thinking about how Kitten had enjoyed experimenting that night, how loud she had been when she’d come apart, how she had curled up in a ball at his side, happy and sated, his own body spooning her. He missed his woman, missed the calm she carried around with her, missed her little voice, but also her whispering sweet nothings to him, petting his hair while he was falling asleep. In general, sleeping was way harder without her, his body waking up exhausted, his mind frail because he did sleep but he did not rest. He felt constantly restless.
“I really wanna try that too. But what about toys? Like I was thinking nipple clamps?” Jeongguk asked, his ears blushing a little.
“That kind of stuff must be tried together. The first few times Vixen and I experimented, we usually shopped together, so that we could understand what kind of sensation she could handle, what she would like, and what wasn’t her thing.”
“Like what?”
“Well, for example, if Candy is very sensitive, you should avoid clamps and go for tweezers, where you can pick the amount of pressure you want to put there. And that’s in term of pinching. Considering what you said about sucking, probably she could enjoy pumps. These days there’s pretty much anything, if you’re willing to look for it.”
“Toys, uh?” Yoongi questioned.
Namjoon lifted his shoulders. “You recommended experimenting. I like watching her. I’m really visual, so I like watching stuff.”
“Like movies?” Jeongguk asked. “Like watching them together? Adult movies?”
“Yeah, sometimes that too. Vixen’s very visual too. And we like finding inspiration every now and then.”
“By the way thanks for the advice, Kitten loved it.” Yoongi smiled like the cat that got the cream.
“You’re welcome.” Namjoon winked at him.
“I think I could try that, with Candy. It’s just that I get so shy about it. That’s why we fought.”
“You fought because you’re shy?” Yoongi asked.
“It actually started because I couldn’t look at her while she, uhm- While I was in her mouth?” Jeongguk shrinked into his shoulders. “Then it got bad because she said I never really look at her and she feels like I don’t like her, like I wished I were doing that with someone else. Which is absolute bullshit.” He looked upset.
Namjoon placed a hand between Koo’s shoulder blades. “You’ll work that out. If you really love her then the two of you will find a way around it.”
“Blindfolds?” Yoongi suggested.
“How?” Namjoon questioned, interested.
“I don’t know, maybe he’ll find confidence if he’s not feeling watched.”
“Hyung, I think that’s not it.” Jeongguk claimed, almost frustrated. “She wants to be watched by me.”
“Then why don’t you watch?”
“I’m afraid I’ll like it too much,” he said, brows knitted together. “That I’ll just last too little. I’m afraid she’ll judge me for what I like, for how I react.”
“The first time Vixen put her mouth on me I lasted literally two minutes.”
“Anytime Kitten puts her mouth on me I last literally two minutes.”
Both men laughed and high-fived each other.
Jeongguk smiled at the exchange. Seeing them like this made him really feel like anything could be fixed. They had found the right balance with their girlfriends, being in love and happy. He could have that too. Talking with Candy couldn’t be that bad if that's how he would feel afterwards. And probably Candy really wanted to have that conversation too, since she often asked him if he liked what she was doing, if he could show her how to do things right. He might get off in two minutes but if it were for him, he would probably feel proud if Candy couldn’t last two minutes below him. Candy would probably feel happy that he enjoyed it that much.
“Listen, no matter what they say, having too much stamina is not always that good. Vixen’s got a dollmouth. It’s so tiny it’s almost ridiculous. Lovely. Sometimes I feel like crying about it." His expression was getting dreamy." "But I’m going off at a tangent here. What I mean is that it’s physically tiring for her. Actually for most people. Jaw hurts, throat burns, gag reflex sucks, tongue cramps, anything.”
Yoongi nodded.
“And I’m sure your stamina is impressive, which means, maybe you’ll last two minutes in her mouth but hey, there’s second round.” He opened his arms in front of him, almost spilling the coffee.
“And third.” Said Yoongi. “If need be. Kitten needs minimum two.”
Namjoon groaned. “Vixen’s like… either a very good, powerful one, or a whole session. That’s when the toys come into help. With her it’s not a matter of how many but of how often. It goes from three or four times a week to everyday.”
“Good thing you’re a beast.” Yoongi commented.
“I do my best.” Namjoon replied honestly. “And again, it’s not like only fucking. Sometimes foreplay is just enough, you know.”
Yoongi nodded. “I could eat Kitten out just for the sake of it. Sometimes I don’t even need to fuck her, the pleasure is all in watching her.”
"I like watching Candy, when she cums. It's that whole look." He circled his open hand in front of his face. "And she said she likes watching me too. That's why she wanted me to… look at her."
"She probably feels empowered by it. Kitten likes feeling powerful when she gets me going. Same reason why I love eye contact when I eat her." Yoongi's voice was absolutely neutral, as if it were a mere clinical statement.
Jeongguk’s voice was tiny. “I’ve never eaten Candy out.” But God, if he wanted to...
Namjoon turned, alarmed but trying to keep it cool, sensing his discomfort.
“It’s always felt like she didn’t want it. Anytime I tried going there with my mouth, she’d drag me up towards her face. I seriously don’t get it.”
“You must talk it out, Ggugie.” Yoongi confirmed. “People have traumas, bad experiences, shitty exes -- and it might be her case. Kitten had never been eaten out before me. Said her ex didn’t like the taste. It took us a while, a blindfold and a lot of safewording to get through it.”
“Thanks, hyung.” Jeongguk replied.
“It’s okay, man.” By now the sun was rising. In a couple minutes the whole house would be awake, Jimin’s feet would pad softly on the plush carpet, his eyes still half closed from sleep. Jin would start moving kitchenware around, making a lot of noise to cook breakfast. Hobi would appear shirtless to grab his food and eat it on the sofa, chatting with his family or friends on the phone. Lastly Taehyung’s yawn would finally signal the beginning of their day.
“It’s beautiful.” Namjoon murmured, watching the sun rise.
“I really hope Candy comes back to me.” He thought about her tender smile, the one she had on her face after their first time. He thought about how she talks so soft in the morning, how she always texts him before going to bed. The mug in the kitchen that he had bought for her, the spare toothbrush in his bathroom at home. The smell of her shampoo, just perfectly sweet. Her legs tangled in his sheet. Her underwear smelling like his fabric softener. The way her mouth moves when she says his name. He missed it all.
“She’ll come back.” Namjoon enveloped an arm around his friend. “She loves you.”
“I hope I find someone that loves me like Vixen loves you.” He confessed.
“She’s special.” Joon’s eyes watered a little.
“Indeed she is,” Yoongi confirmed.
“Just like Kitten to you, hyung.” Joon looked at Yoongi. He looked truly emotional.
“Kitten’s a masterpiece.” He sniffled and put his hand on Namjoon’s shoulder, lightly leaning in.
“A few days and we’ll be back to the girls. And it will be okay again.” Namjoon encouraged them, his dimpled smile hopeful at the rise of dawn.
