My ideia is when Jjangu ( Jin dog ) die the member comforts him I forgot to say This part It makes him cry a lot
I'm Only guessing this is the correct day he got the news, and if I'm wrong please forgive me.. it just seems most likely after hours of looking.
“Army have you eaten?” Yoongi asks the crowd, who answers with no, making him frown. They were chatting with fans before preforming.
“Did you eat breakfast?” Jin asks hoping the fans ate at least something before coming to meet them.
The crowd asks if he ate.
“Yeah I ate already.” Jin replies
"We had Kimbap heaven.” Yoongi informs the crowd.
“You need to eat to survive.” Jin tells the crowd in a slight pout.
“What would you like to eat?” Taehyung asks.
The crowd start yelling different things, the members trying to listen in to what they were saying.
Jungkook's eyes grow wide as he tries to pick up their words. “Chicken fried rice?” He asks with confusion making army giggle.
“Jungkookie will treat you!” Taehyung teasingly promises the crowd, making the members giggle, Jin wrapping his arm around Jungkook.
“Jungkook-Ah please sing go go.” Jin asks with a smile when Jungkook
“Spend spend spend~” Hoseok starts singing to help encourage him to not be shy about it, Jungkook joining in, dancing along.
Yolo Yolo Yolo.” Jungkook sings with a big shy smile.
“What should we do if army really wants to eat hamburgers?” Hoseok goes right back on the topic of food, trying to save Jungkook from feeling shy.
The members go to tease Jungkook about him paying again, but the mankae volunteers before they could say anything past his name.
“If that's the case? When will this happen?” Jin asks,putting his arm on Jungkook who looks flustered by the question.
“when an opportunity comes..” jungkook says with flushed cheeks when he hears the crowd cheering for him.
“Hyung! Aren't you going to go to jungle?” Hoseok saves Jungkook from the spot light, changing the attention to Jin, promoting the variety show Jin went to.
“Where?” Jin asks clearly knowing what he meant, by his reddened ears.
“You're not going to the jungle this time?” Hoseok asks again.
“It's the first time in my life i saw someone like the jungle so much.” Yoongi chuckles.
“Jin hyung really liked the jungle.” Hoseok agrees, giggling the words.
“Our Jin hyung is law of the jungle~” Jungkook starts singing to the tune of DNA, the others joining in.
“It's Byung man's law~” Jin sings with a smile.
“It was a lot of fun. I enjoyed it.” Jin admits with a shy smile.
“You really liked it? You should go on variety shows more often then.” Jungkook suggests, wanting Jin to enjoy himself.
“It's too tiring, so I decided not to go.” Jin turns down the offer, knowing his limits.
“very good.” Hoseok giggles, shaking his hand and pulling him to give him a friendly shoulder bump.
Jin quickly looks for a new target to tease, choosing Jimin. “Jimin-sii Why is your hair so curly today?”
Jimin acts cute, pretending to question why himself.
“Its very…hold on..” Jin looks more closely, smiling when he sees Jimins parted bangs make a heart shape. “Can a camera zoom in just a little? Isn't his hair making a little heart?” he gestures to Jimins bangs pulling him close to him. “This is a heart for army. He backs up to get a better look, reaching to touch them.
Jimin blushes at all the attention, pushing Jin's hand away when he tries to touch them some more.
“Since Jin hyung said it it's even funnier.” Jungkook smiles.
“Why? Why? Can't I say something romantic?” Jin continues to tease.
“It's just like going back to ‘jungle.’ “ Namjoon tries helping to explain.
“I don't know about other people,but when hyung says it, it sounds like a joke..” jimin says.
“What? What do you mean? I'm being very earnest!” Jin argues with a pout, making Jimin laugh.
“That's why on stage you shouldn't mention things like going on Law of the Jungle.” Namjoon tells him.
“I said I wasn't going!” Jin dramatically pout, then changes to a serious tone. “When I'm serious, I'm a very sincere person.”
Jimin laughs at his reaction, falling forward a bit.
The seven boys were having fun just chatting with army unaware about the tragedy that was about to unfold later that day.
Jjangu passed away..
Jin looked at his phone screen in disbelief, reading the text a second time, then a third just to be sure he was seeing it correctly. He could feel the hard lump forming in his throat, his eyes stinging with tears. His whole body tensed up, his heart sinking into his stomach. No..no.. he can't be gone..
“Jjangu..” The name comes out as a soft whimper, just hearing his name from his own lips causing tears to pool down his cheeks.
Jjangu was a maltese him and his family rescued and nursed back to health when he was still a young teenager. Jin buries his face in his hands, sobbing into them. I didn't even get a chance to say a proper goodbye.. Are my parents okay? Were my parents home when it happened?
Jin's heart shatters at the thought wondering if anyone was with him in his last moments or if he died alone, his knees going weak, legs collapsing from underneath him.
“Hyung? Are you okay?” Jimin rushes over when he sees Jin on the ground, face completely hidden by his knees that he pulled to his chest.
“Jim..jim..jiminie..” Jin picks up his head, tears streaming down his cheeks like waterfalls.
“Aiigo, hyung.. what's wrong? Why are you crying?” Jimin uses this thumbs to try to dry his tears, but new tears keep forming. I've never seen him this upset before.. he's hardly breathing..
Jin tries to speak to Jimin, to tell him the news of his beloved childhood pet, but he couldn't get a breath in. “J-J..J…” he stumbles over the letter, but his voice breaks into another sob, burying his face in Jimin's shirt. “Jjj..a..h.. hes..hg..g…ne..”
“Hyung..hyung you need to calm down.. I have no idea what you're saying. Please take a deep breath.. hyung you're hyperventilating..” Jimin tries to keep himself calm,his heart thumping hard in his chest to see Jin so broken up, unsure how to help him when he didn't even know why he was so upset.
Jimin continues to try to calm down but the tears wouldn't stop. “Hyung..Hyung please.. don't cry.. you're breaking my heart.. it's okay.. we can figure this out.."
Yoongi rushed over, sensing something was wrong, running to them when he noticed Jimin and Jin were on the floor, Jin clinging to Jimin for dear life, Jin's body being shaken by his coughing. Yoongi kneels on the other side of Jin. “Why? Why are you crying? What's wrong?” His voice is in full of concern, rubbing Jin's back in an attempt to help his coughing.
Jin sniffles, coughing on the deep breath he tries to take, Jimin running his hand up and down Jin's broad back. He tries to take another deep breath, forcing the words out.“My Jjangu..” Jin says in a high-pitched whimper.
“Oh Hyung.. I'm so sorry..” Jimin understood, hugging Jin closer to him. Jjangu was getting old, the Maltese not even able to see anymore. Something had to have happened. “I'm sorry.. Is he..?"
Jin nods, unable to say the words out loud.
This is such bad timing..I wish he found out later after the show so he had the privacy to grieve in peace..plus we have another song to perform..
Yoongi wanted to help, but all he could do was watch him bawling into Jimin's shoulder. Even if he wanted to, he couldn't do anything to change the fact Jjangu was gone.."I'll go get you some water, and once Namjoon is done with the interview, we can talk about what we'll do about Mic drop.” he quickly moves to get water, motioning to Namjoon when he walks near him.
Jin's stomach churned, closing his eyes tightly to try to stop the tears. That's right.. I still have another show to perform. I need to get a hold of myself.. this isn't the time..
Namjoon looks over to the other members, motioning Yoongi to take over the interview, bowing to the camera to wait a minute.
Yoongi nods, bringing the water to Jin. “Ah. Taehyungie.. help me..I don't know what to say..” he says shyly, not wanting to do it alone.
“Of course Hyung.” Taehyung pulls Yoongi to the steps to do the interview, taking a deep breath to calm himself. He felt more at ease with Taehyung, his random thoughts great for lightening up the heavy atmosphere.
Namjoon, Hoseok and Jungkook go over to Jin. “Jimin what happened?” Namjoon asks, sitting in front of Jin.
“Jjangu passed away..” Jimin tells the others, cursing himself for saying it so loudly when he feels Jin hold him tighter, whimpering softly adding salt to the open wound. “Ah, I'm sorry hyung.”
Jin shakes his head looking up at them and sniffling trying to stop the snot from dripping down his nose.“N-no..th..they..they needed t..to know..” his voice comes out nasally and weak.
“Poor hyung..that's awful..” Jungkook feels his the pull on his heart strings, making him feel like a guitar with the strings strung too tightly, about to burst with the simplest touch. I can't cry.. I need to be strong for hyungie, if we cry he'll only feel worse..
“Oh Hyung..I'm sorry.. I knew how special he is to you..” Hoseok frowns, thinking about his own beloved pet, pushing his own emotions down. “Will you be okay? Do you want to wait back stage when we go on?”
“No..I. i..don't w-want to let Ar-army down..” Jin wipes his face,sniffling. “I..i..can do it..it..it's not the..the same w..without seven..”
“But hyung..you're not even able to stop crying..” Namjoon frets over Jin, dabbing his sleeve on Jin's swollen eyes.
“I..I just need..a little time..” Jin sniffles, leaning into Namjoon's touch.
Jimin opens the water bottle for Jin. “Here, you need to at least drink a little..”
Jin let's Jimin help him drink, taking in a few mouthfuls of water before pushing it away, the water feeling like a Boulder weighing down his stomach, wiping away his tears again.
“I don't k-know if I can..can stop..” Jin says in a shaky breathless whisper.
Jimin notices the two Deagu boys were finished the camera looking for him and Jin to interview, quickly rushing over to buy a little more time for Jin.
Yoongi and Taehyung go back by Jin.
“Hyung.. hyung what if we skip rehearsal and just do a perfect shot the first time? Then we can leave and mourn together.”Namjoon offers, knowing full well every member would agree to this without talking it through.
“Just.. just one run through?” Jin asks hopefully, wanting to perform and get it over with.
“Yeah, we've practiced it so many times already, we can do it perfectly in one go. I promise. Don't you worry. We can do anything we set our minds to.” Hoseok promises, looking at the other members to back him up.
“For you, I'll do it perfect. I promise.” Taehyung holds out his pinkie with a sad smile, that fades quickly when Jin takes it with a shaky hand.
“Alright.. I'll do it..” Jin says, drying his eyes one last time, pushing his emotions deep into his stomach. They believe in me.. so I just have to trust them..
Everyone except Jin goes on stage, still trying to calm himself enough to go on stage in front of army. Jungkook says the first thing to come to mind.
“Fishermen.”
Hoseok plays along, pretending to reel in a fish.
Jin takes another deep breath, staff touching up his make up while he listens to the other members messing around on stage to cover for him. The medicine he took for his headache hasn't kicked in yet, but he knew they could only buy him so much time.
I can do this.. Taehyung performed when he got the news about his grandmother.. it wouldn't be fair to him if I sat on the sidelines.. especially since this isn't a tour, it's just one song..
Jin rubs his stomach, trying to ease the knots inside. He was happy to eat earlier, but now his meal felt heavy in his stomach.
“Are you okay Seokjin-sii?” Staff asks him.
“Yes. I'm fine..”Jin wanted to smile to reassure him, but he couldn't bring himself to do so. He took another deep breath, trying to keep his emotions buried deep down, walking onto the stage.
As soon as Jin steps on stage the boys stop their small talk.
“Everyone Mic Drop are you ready?” Hoseok asks the crowd. “Let's start!”
The members quickly get into position, the music starting. Jin already felt like he was sweating underneath the stage lights, feeling dizzy. He tried to hydrate himself properly, but he ended up crying once more when he saw how stressed his members were because of him. When he tried to drink water again he couldn't get more than a few sips before it made him nauseous.
It's less than five minutes, I can do this.. everyone is trying their hardest to do this perfectly for me, I can't be the one to mess this up.
Jin could get the choreography down, but he couldn't get his facial expressions to change. I can hardly keep myself from crying..what am I going to do when my part comes? I can hardly keep my breath under control.
Jin takes a deep breath when he hears Jimin, singing his part right after. He could hear it in his voice that he was giving it his all. They're putting all their energy in this one shoot.. I won't be the one to mess it up..
Jin pushes through the song, biting back his emotions, but he knew when the camera zoomed in on him that his puffy bloodshot eyes would show.
I won't cry.. I won't cry..
He kept repeating in his mind until he heard the song end, hardly remembering to say goodbye to the crowd before getting off the stage, feeling all his emotions washing over him once more when he was away from the stage.. away from all the cameras.
I did it..
Jin rushed to the room they used to change, going to the corner of the room, pulling out his phone to look at the last picture his parents sent of his beloved Jjangu, his eyes blurring with tears.
“hyung..” Hoseok enters the room everyone except for Namjoon rushing to gather around Jin.“hyung it's okay.. it's okay you don't have to cry all alone..we're here..”
Jin reaches for the closest member, hugging Hoseok, burying his face into his shoulder. “Oh Hoba..he's gone…he's..he's gone..” he sniffles, his voice coming out higher than usual.
“I know hyung.. I know..” Hoseok kisses the top of his head. “My poor Hyungie.. I don't think I'd be able to do what you did if I got that news about Mickey..you did so good.. now just let us take care of you..”
“Hyung..hyung just remember..he's not suffering anymore now.. he can start a new life.. where he can see again and make new good memories.” Taehyung tries to comfort him, rubbing his hand on the back of Jin's neck.
Jin nods, unable to get any words out. His breath came out as little gasps, clenching Hoseok's shirt as another wave of nausea hit him,making him feel dizzy. He started coughing, trying to catch his breath.
“Hyung..Seokjin..Seokjinnie-hyung try to take deep breaths, if you get too worked up you'll throw up..” Yoongi warns him, gently sitting him up from burying his face.
Jin sniffles,coughing on the mucus that pooled in his throat, pointing to a waste bin. Jungkook quickly fetches it for him, putting it on the floor for Jin to spit in.
“are you okay? Are you going to be sick?” Jungkook asks with concern, his eyes widening.
“i..i..don't think so..my..my stomach hurts, but not..not like that..” Jin tries to communicate with his members to try to calm them, but it hurt to talk,a phlegm filled cough coming out in between words. It feels like someone's pressing on my throat, it's hard to breathe..
“Do you want some water?” Jimin asks, ready to jump to his feet.
Jin shakes his head.“Where's…where's Namjoon?”
“he had to deal with the cameras.. he should catch up soon..” Yoongi answers him. “don't worry..”
“I'm sorry..we didn't do a..a proper go..goodbye..” Jin says softly, more tears forming.
“that's not important. We talked with army plenty today. I'm sure they'll understand. All that matters is you..” Hoseok says sincerely, the others agreeing.
Namjoon enters the room, rushing over to Jin. “It's all taken care of. Once we get changed we're ready to go home.”
“could..could..I stay like..this a..a..l..lit..”
“Sure hyung. I'll stay as long as you need..” Yoongi says, holding Jin a little closer, staying like that until the tears finally stopped, the oldest member crying himself to sleep.
Jimin-He would rub your back whispering sweet things in your ear. He would tell you how much he loves you and care about you. Jin-He would get worried and be on the verge of tears while watching you cry. He pulls you into his chest n rubs his hands through your hair. Ram mon-He would hug you from behind while kissing your neck telling you everything would be alright. V- He would do nothing but bring you ice cream and thrn on your favorite korean drama while pulling you down on the mattress cuddling you. Suga-He freaks out asking if you are okay or if anyone has hurt you. He pulls you close to his chest so you can hear his heart beat. J-hope- he would stroke your cheeks softly looking deep in your eyes. He would smile that goody grin of his and tell you its alright. Kookie-He would tell you not to cry and bring you food to eat. He snuggles his face in your neck wuth his arms wrapped around your waist. OMG MY FIRST IMAGINES!!! Tell me how i did i hope ppl like this i might post on wattpad
